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  1. redoing my #introduction, spring cleaning my profile

    i am a total shitposter. i work in infosec (blue team), but don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't.

    i like weird people... the communists and anarchists. the black sheep. the loners, outcasts, wallflowers, bizarros, rejects, outsiders, odd ducks, and the eccentric ones.

    the broken. the lost. the lonely. the people who look in the mirror and can't see a beautiful person looking back.

    the freaks, geeks, weirdos, goths, emos, punks, lovers with aching hearts, poets who don't know it, the elder gods/goddesses/others/cubes, nerds who love assembly, nerds who love obscure CSS, people who used to be carnies, people who want to be carnies, clown school dropouts, quiet librarians, midnight philosophers, chaotic good bartenders, D&D forever-DMs, speedrunners of life, cursed doll collectors, people who unironically love dial-up sounds, cassette tape hoarders, writers of unsent letters, DIY necromancers, time travelers stuck in the wrong timeline, indie game devs with imposter syndrome, hopeless romantics with a cynical streak, travelers of the astral plane, meme historians, collectors of lost media, aesthetic hoarders, souls lost in liminal spaces, thrift store treasure hunters, broken synthesizer enthusiasts, conspiracy theorists who know too much, introverts who overshare online, VHS romantics, late-night train station wanderers, noise music aficionados, digital ghost hunters, hopeless maximalists, cursed artifact restorers, wandering bards, and rogue rouge enthusiasts (people who dabble in makeup with chaotic flair, applying blush with the reckless abandon of a true artist).

    And not least, the people who never quite fit in anywhere, but somehow fit in everywhere.

    ...you know, my people. 🖤

    i'm looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but do rarely dabble in the dark art of being fun. follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't.

    you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content plz.

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  2. redoing my #introduction, spring cleaning my profile

    i am a total shitposter. i work in infosec (blue team), but don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't.

    i like weird people... the communists and anarchists. the black sheep. the loners, outcasts, wallflowers, bizarros, rejects, outsiders, odd ducks, and the eccentric ones.

    the broken. the lost. the lonely. the people who look in the mirror and can't see a beautiful person looking back.

    the freaks, geeks, weirdos, goths, emos, punks, lovers with aching hearts, poets who don't know it, the elder gods/goddesses/others/cubes, nerds who love assembly, nerds who love obscure CSS, people who used to be carnies, people who want to be carnies, clown school dropouts, quiet librarians, midnight philosophers, chaotic good bartenders, D&D forever-DMs, speedrunners of life, cursed doll collectors, people who unironically love dial-up sounds, cassette tape hoarders, writers of unsent letters, DIY necromancers, time travelers stuck in the wrong timeline, indie game devs with imposter syndrome, hopeless romantics with a cynical streak, travelers of the astral plane, meme historians, collectors of lost media, aesthetic hoarders, souls lost in liminal spaces, thrift store treasure hunters, broken synthesizer enthusiasts, conspiracy theorists who know too much, introverts who overshare online, VHS romantics, late-night train station wanderers, noise music aficionados, digital ghost hunters, hopeless maximalists, cursed artifact restorers, wandering bards, and rogue rouge enthusiasts (people who dabble in makeup with chaotic flair, applying blush with the reckless abandon of a true artist).

    And not least, the people who never quite fit in anywhere, but somehow fit in everywhere.

    ...you know, my people. 🖤

    i'm looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but do rarely dabble in the dark art of being fun. follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't.

    you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content plz.

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  3. redoing my #introduction, spring cleaning my profile

    i am a total shitposter. i work in infosec (blue team), but don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't.

    i like weird people... the communists and anarchists. the black sheep. the loners, outcasts, wallflowers, bizarros, rejects, outsiders, odd ducks, and the eccentric ones.

    the broken. the lost. the lonely. the people who look in the mirror and can't see a beautiful person looking back.

    the freaks, geeks, weirdos, goths, emos, punks, lovers with aching hearts, poets who don't know it, the elder gods/goddesses/others/cubes, nerds who love assembly, nerds who love obscure CSS, people who used to be carnies, people who want to be carnies, clown school dropouts, quiet librarians, midnight philosophers, chaotic good bartenders, D&D forever-DMs, speedrunners of life, cursed doll collectors, people who unironically love dial-up sounds, cassette tape hoarders, writers of unsent letters, DIY necromancers, time travelers stuck in the wrong timeline, indie game devs with imposter syndrome, hopeless romantics with a cynical streak, travelers of the astral plane, meme historians, collectors of lost media, aesthetic hoarders, souls lost in liminal spaces, thrift store treasure hunters, broken synthesizer enthusiasts, conspiracy theorists who know too much, introverts who overshare online, VHS romantics, late-night train station wanderers, noise music aficionados, digital ghost hunters, hopeless maximalists, cursed artifact restorers, wandering bards, and rogue rouge enthusiasts (people who dabble in makeup with chaotic flair, applying blush with the reckless abandon of a true artist).

    And not least, the people who never quite fit in anywhere, but somehow fit in everywhere.

    ...you know, my people. 🖤

    i'm looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but do rarely dabble in the dark art of being fun. follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't.

    you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content plz.

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  4. redoing my #introduction, spring cleaning my profile

    i am a total shitposter. i work in infosec (blue team), but don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't.

    i like weird people... the communists and anarchists. the black sheep. the loners, outcasts, wallflowers, bizarros, rejects, outsiders, odd ducks, and the eccentric ones.

    the broken. the lost. the lonely. the people who look in the mirror and can't see a beautiful person looking back.

    the freaks, geeks, weirdos, goths, emos, punks, lovers with aching hearts, poets who don't know it, the elder gods/goddesses/others/cubes, nerds who love assembly, nerds who love obscure CSS, people who used to be carnies, people who want to be carnies, clown school dropouts, quiet librarians, midnight philosophers, chaotic good bartenders, D&D forever-DMs, speedrunners of life, cursed doll collectors, people who unironically love dial-up sounds, cassette tape hoarders, writers of unsent letters, DIY necromancers, time travelers stuck in the wrong timeline, indie game devs with imposter syndrome, hopeless romantics with a cynical streak, travelers of the astral plane, meme historians, collectors of lost media, aesthetic hoarders, souls lost in liminal spaces, thrift store treasure hunters, broken synthesizer enthusiasts, conspiracy theorists who know too much, introverts who overshare online, VHS romantics, late-night train station wanderers, noise music aficionados, digital ghost hunters, hopeless maximalists, cursed artifact restorers, wandering bards, and rogue rouge enthusiasts (people who dabble in makeup with chaotic flair, applying blush with the reckless abandon of a true artist).

    And not least, the people who never quite fit in anywhere, but somehow fit in everywhere.

    ...you know, my people. 🖤

    i'm looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but do rarely dabble in the dark art of being fun. follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't.

    you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content plz.

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  5. redoing my #introduction, spring cleaning my profile

    i am a total shitposter. i work in infosec (blue team), but don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't.

    i like weird people... the communists and anarchists. the black sheep. the loners, outcasts, wallflowers, bizarros, rejects, outsiders, odd ducks, and the eccentric ones.

    the broken. the lost. the lonely. the people who look in the mirror and can't see a beautiful person looking back.

    the freaks, geeks, weirdos, goths, emos, punks, lovers with aching hearts, poets who don't know it, the elder gods/goddesses/others/cubes, nerds who love assembly, nerds who love obscure CSS, people who used to be carnies, people who want to be carnies, clown school dropouts, quiet librarians, midnight philosophers, chaotic good bartenders, D&D forever-DMs, speedrunners of life, cursed doll collectors, people who unironically love dial-up sounds, cassette tape hoarders, writers of unsent letters, DIY necromancers, time travelers stuck in the wrong timeline, indie game devs with imposter syndrome, hopeless romantics with a cynical streak, travelers of the astral plane, meme historians, collectors of lost media, aesthetic hoarders, souls lost in liminal spaces, thrift store treasure hunters, broken synthesizer enthusiasts, conspiracy theorists who know too much, introverts who overshare online, VHS romantics, late-night train station wanderers, noise music aficionados, digital ghost hunters, hopeless maximalists, cursed artifact restorers, wandering bards, and rogue rouge enthusiasts (people who dabble in makeup with chaotic flair, applying blush with the reckless abandon of a true artist).

    And not least, the people who never quite fit in anywhere, but somehow fit in everywhere.

    ...you know, my people. 🖤

    i'm looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but do rarely dabble in the dark art of being fun. follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't.

    you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content plz.

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  6. re-re-doing my #introduction, for..... uh... reasons

    i am a total shitposter, i work in #infosec, and am generally family focused when i'm not working or online.

    i blue team, i love the SIEM space, love the automation space, and deal with the IR space.

    don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't. my socmedia is more to blow off steam, scream at the cloud, and be chill.

    i am a good listener, deeply atheistic #satanist (then contradicting myself as a #ChaosWitch), a dirtbag anarcho #socialist, gun nut who can't own guns (curious kids), and fanatically #LGBTQIA+

    looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but sometimes (rarely) i dabble in the dark art of being fun.

    follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't. you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content ;)

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  7. re-re-doing my #introduction, for..... uh... reasons

    i am a total shitposter, i work in #infosec, and am generally family focused when i'm not working or online.

    i blue team, i love the SIEM space, love the automation space, and deal with the IR space.

    don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't. my socmedia is more to blow off steam, scream at the cloud, and be chill.

    i am a good listener, deeply atheistic #satanist (then contradicting myself as a #ChaosWitch), a dirtbag anarcho #socialist, gun nut who can't own guns (curious kids), and fanatically #LGBTQIA+

    looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but sometimes (rarely) i dabble in the dark art of being fun.

    follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't. you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content ;)

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  8. re-re-doing my #introduction, for..... uh... reasons

    i am a total shitposter, i work in #infosec, and am generally family focused when i'm not working or online.

    i blue team, i love the SIEM space, love the automation space, and deal with the IR space.

    don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't. my socmedia is more to blow off steam, scream at the cloud, and be chill.

    i am a good listener, deeply atheistic #satanist (then contradicting myself as a #ChaosWitch), a dirtbag anarcho #socialist, gun nut who can't own guns (curious kids), and fanatically #LGBTQIA+

    looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but sometimes (rarely) i dabble in the dark art of being fun.

    follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't. you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content ;)

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  9. re-re-doing my #introduction, for..... uh... reasons

    i am a total shitposter, i work in #infosec, and am generally family focused when i'm not working or online.

    i blue team, i love the SIEM space, love the automation space, and deal with the IR space.

    don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't. my socmedia is more to blow off steam, scream at the cloud, and be chill.

    i am a good listener, deeply atheistic #satanist (then contradicting myself as a #ChaosWitch), a dirtbag anarcho #socialist, gun nut who can't own guns (curious kids), and fanatically #LGBTQIA+

    looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but sometimes (rarely) i dabble in the dark art of being fun.

    follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't. you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content ;)

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  10. re-re-doing my #introduction, for..... uh... reasons

    i am a total shitposter, i work in #infosec, and am generally family focused when i'm not working or online.

    i blue team, i love the SIEM space, love the automation space, and deal with the IR space.

    don't follow me for good infosec information. just don't. my socmedia is more to blow off steam, scream at the cloud, and be chill.

    i am a good listener, deeply atheistic #satanist (then contradicting myself as a #ChaosWitch), a dirtbag anarcho #socialist, gun nut who can't own guns (curious kids), and fanatically #LGBTQIA+

    looking for people that are cool with sharing misery most of the time, but sometimes (rarely) i dabble in the dark art of being fun.

    follow me if that's the case, or you know, don't. you do you.

    i do usually follow active accounts back, but if you don't post original posts... i don't typically follow. give me content ;)

    #InfoSec #Nerd 🕵 (SIEM-SOAR-IR-RE)
    #AnCom :ancom:
    #Luciferian / #Satanist zealot (Not CoS or TST) 🜏
    #LeftHandPath #ChaosWitch #Occultist
    #HRT DIYer (EEn) 💉
    #BDSM freak :blacker_heart_outline:​
    #LGBT 🏳️‍🌈 / #Trans militant 🏳️‍⚧️
    #BLM always ✊🏿
    #Accessibility is key ​♿
    #Manjaro fanatic :manjaro:
    #KDE nut :kde:
    #Python lover :python:
    #Piracy hoarder 🏴‍☠️​
    #Cyberpunk crank :lain: :heart_cyber:​
    #Music of many stripes, mostly #Techno and #HeavyMetal 🎶

  11. Watching the bizarre mental gymnastics occultists do to avoid and cope with shame makes me happy I was born without the capability to feel it — I am a psychopath. They take so many drugs, join so many cults, and flood their brains with so many fucked-up memes and memetic entities all to avoid feeling the shame that they internalized from Christianity. It is as if they are trying to replace themselves with a perverse simulacrum of themselves. I’m beginning to think that the social media usage of most occultists, if not most people, is all about belonging, avoiding shame, and pursuing external validation and recognition for esteem.

    One of the reasons why I was not as traumatized by Christianity is that Christianity is literally fundamentally based on shame as a consequence of knowledge and knowledge of good and evil, essentially. I can’t feel shame, so it just never stuck. They do not realize it; however, psilocybin and MDMA are actually good for treating sexual shame and altering maladaptive schemas, so their drug abuse is them trying to escape shame.

    I’m not saying everyone who uses drugs feels shame. I am saying that particular demographic is probably abusing, and not properly using, drugs to avoid shame. Scrolling through the BlueSky accounts of queer Satanists screams overcompensation and them so desperately trying to overcome shame.

    Since I cannot feel it, I cannot empathize with it. It must be an awful feeling for them to consistently, and obsessively, act like they do. They obsessively are trying to overcompensate such that their social media profiles become more and more deviant. There is nothing wrong with deviance or perversion; however, when it becomes maladaptive and harmful to others, it is a problem. They are reaching those maladaptive and abusive benchmarks that make their deviance pathological. For example, many of them enjoy inflicting it on others, to intentionally distress people instead of simply existing and expressing themselves. That is an abusive type of behavior called spite. Deviance and perversion are only an issue if it hurts you or others.

    If the idea of a psychopath being ‘moral’ seems counterintuitive, as a psychopath, I admire power and control. I abhor weakness. Having a weak will is being weak, so discipline is something I admire. Indulging every dark impulse for the sake of it is weakness to me, so even though prosocial behavior is not in my nature, I temper my dark impulses because I admire strength. It’s a manifestation of my ambition. I think the idea that you have to shame people into being good is a very problematic Christian cultural artifact.

    Shame is an emotion that people feel when they violate cultural norms. Since I don’t care if I violate cultural norms, though I care about the tangible consequences, I don’t feel shame. It’s why you’ll never find me in a place that imposes strict community guidelines, and why I’m insufferable in community settings. I don’t care if I break the rules if there are no consequences. I do feel a form of guilt; however, if I violate my standards. It’s different from what most people feel, though. Shame is rooted in culture. It’s a reaction to how we’re perceived. Since inconsequential judgments are irrelevant to me, I feel no shame. I view consequences within the context of power dynamics, so you can counter negative consequences with power.

    #addiction #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #BlueSky #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #Christian #Christianity #DKMU #drugs #magick #occult #occultism #pagan #paganism #paranormal #religion #satan #Satanism #Satanist

  12. Watching the bizarre mental gymnastics occultists do to avoid and cope with shame makes me happy I was born without the capability to feel it — I am a psychopath. They take so many drugs, join so many cults, and flood their brains with so many fucked-up memes and memetic entities all to avoid feeling the shame that they internalized from Christianity. It is as if they are trying to replace themselves with a perverse simulacrum of themselves. I’m beginning to think that the social media usage of most occultists, if not most people, is all about belonging, avoiding shame, and pursuing external validation and recognition for esteem.

    One of the reasons why I was not as traumatized by Christianity is that Christianity is literally fundamentally based on shame as a consequence of knowledge and knowledge of good and evil, essentially. I can’t feel shame, so it just never stuck. They do not realize it; however, psilocybin and MDMA are actually good for treating sexual shame and altering maladaptive schemas, so their drug abuse is them trying to escape shame.

    I’m not saying everyone who uses drugs feels shame. I am saying that particular demographic is probably abusing, and not properly using, drugs to avoid shame. Scrolling through the BlueSky accounts of queer Satanists screams overcompensation and them so desperately trying to overcome shame.

    Since I cannot feel it, I cannot empathize with it. It must be an awful feeling for them to consistently, and obsessively, act like they do. They obsessively are trying to overcompensate such that their social media profiles become more and more deviant. There is nothing wrong with deviance or perversion; however, when it becomes maladaptive and harmful to others, it is a problem. They are reaching those maladaptive and abusive benchmarks that make their deviance pathological. For example, many of them enjoy inflicting it on others, to intentionally distress people instead of simply existing and expressing themselves. That is an abusive type of behavior called spite. Deviance and perversion are only an issue if it hurts you or others.

    If the idea of a psychopath being ‘moral’ seems counterintuitive, as a psychopath, I admire power and control. I abhor weakness. Having a weak will is being weak, so discipline is something I admire. Indulging every dark impulse for the sake of it is weakness to me, so even though prosocial behavior is not in my nature, I temper my dark impulses because I admire strength. It’s a manifestation of my ambition. I think the idea that you have to shame people into being good is a very problematic Christian cultural artifact.

    Shame is an emotion that people feel when they violate cultural norms. Since I don’t care if I violate cultural norms, though I care about the tangible consequences, I don’t feel shame. It’s why you’ll never find me in a place that imposes strict community guidelines, and why I’m insufferable in community settings. I don’t care if I break the rules if there are no consequences. I do feel a form of guilt; however, if I violate my standards. It’s different from what most people feel, though. Shame is rooted in culture. It’s a reaction to how we’re perceived. Since inconsequential judgments are irrelevant to me, I feel no shame. I view consequences within the context of power dynamics, so you can counter negative consequences with power.

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  13. it's saturday morning and i'm bored, so i did a thing

    it's here: leepicsevrer.de/tests/Satanist

    but don't trust the org recommendations

    i align with United Aspects of Satan for an org

    #FunToThinkAbout #satanism #satanist #tests #NotSerious #Fun