#diary — Public Fediverse posts

Elfchen
Eigentlich einfach
Erzählen echte Erlebnisse
Erschaffen erstaunliche, eigene Erinnerungen
Entzückend

#elfchen #diary

Elfchen
Eigentlich einfach
Erzählen echte Erlebnisse
Erschaffen erstaunliche, eigene Erinnerungen
Entzückend

#elfchen #diary

Roadtrip Ontario to Sasketchwan 2

https://langnertimon-dqync.wordpress.com/2026/08/12/roadtrip-ontario-to-sasketchwan-2/

Konsum
Macht glücklich
Wenn wohl durchdachte
Investition noch positiv überrascht
Musikgenuss

#elfchen #diary #highlightdestages

Konsum
Macht glücklich
Wenn wohl durchdachte
Investition noch positiv überrascht
Musikgenuss

#elfchen #diary #highlightdestages

‘An important moment for me’: artist Oliver Beer’s cave-themed project wins over a reluctant Rufus Wainwright https://www.theartnewspaper.com/2026/08/12/artist-oliver-beers-cave-themed-project-wins-over-rufus-wainwright?utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=mastodon #Diary #GalerieThaddaeusRopac

‘An important moment for me’: artist Oliver Beer’s cave-themed project wins over a reluctant Rufus Wainwright https://www.theartnewspaper.com/2026/08/12/artist-oliver-beers-cave-themed-project-wins-over-rufus-wainwright?utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=mastodon #Diary #GalerieThaddaeusRopac

Line9: Because what the world desperately needed was a #diagram #editor that doubles as a mermaid's #diary 📉🐟. Dive deep into this ocean of confusion where #flowcharts meet fairy tales—because why not turn your delivery process into a #mythical saga? 🧜‍♀️📦
https://line9.ai/diagram #Line9 #Mermaid #Saga #HackerNews #ngated

Line9: Because what the world desperately needed was a #diagram #editor that doubles as a mermaid's #diary 📉🐟. Dive deep into this ocean of confusion where #flowcharts meet fairy tales—because why not turn your delivery process into a #mythical saga? 🧜‍♀️📦
https://line9.ai/diagram #Line9 #Mermaid #Saga #HackerNews #ngated

#blog #journal about #neurodivergent #autism young adult #nanny #speechtherapy #awareness #diary of the daily thing https://rant.li/atmercurialatrant-li/leonardos-highs-and-lows

Edvards😱 #Online #Diary ℹ️

Wurde gerade auf eine schwarze Frau mit Kopftuch aufmerksam, deren 3 Kinder mit 🎒 auf 'typisch Deutsch' rumnörgeln.

🤨
#ZEiT ZEUGE ,was unterscheidet 🇩🇪 grundlegend von der 🇮🇱 #Welt ?

🤓
1.Keine per #UN Haftbefehl gesuchte Radikale an der #Macht.

2.Eine offene, laizistische #Land 'es #Politik

#frankfurt #schule #arte #antifa #eu #bot #demokratie #medien #zdf #kunst #apple #religion #zukunft #israel #protest #gesellschaft #deutschland #medien #kultur #manipulation

Edvards 😱 #Online #Diary ℹ️

Wurde gerade auf eine schwarze Frau mit Kopftuch aufmerksam, deren 3 Kinder mit 🎒 auf typisch Deutsch rumnörgeln.

🤨
#ZEiT ZEUGE ,was unterscheidet 🇩🇪 grundlegend von der 🇮🇱 #Welt ?

🤓
1. Keine per #UN Haftbefehl gesuchte Radikale an der #Macht.

2. Eine offene, laizistische #Land 'es #Politik

#frankfurt #minimalismus #arte #antifa #eu #bot #demokratie #medien #zdf #punk #religion #zukunft #israel #protest #gesellschaft #deutschland #medien #kultur #manipulation

👉 🥤Edvards #Online #Diary ℹ️

🤕 Das war goldig. #Ukraine Pupertät Starter mit einem Hallo&Winken Gruss. Erinnere diese Daseins-Phase u.denke die nächsten 3J. im Voraus, die ihm soviel Veränderung bringen wird u. mir nur die Lagersituation bestätigt, aus der es kein Entrinnen mehr gibt.

PS: Unser Mediator 'Meron' kommt aus #Dresden & kann Russisch.

#frankfurt #sommer #minimalismus #tv #medium #bot #psychologie #fernsehen #medien #solarpunk #zukunft #ki #protest #gesellschaft #deutschland

Journal – Week 32, August 2026

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/11/journal-week-32-august-2026/

Journal – Week 32, August 2026

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/11/journal-week-32-august-2026/

This week @readbeanicecream is my guest for the #OverUnder 078

He shares his thoughts on #Pandoc, #Ghostty, #PKM, #diary, and #Flammkuchen..

He also replied to @alex's question.

And, like every week, we got a recommendation for two #books.

#bloggers #bookstodon #book #blog #fediverse #mastodon #journaling #plaintext #food #blogging #writing
#blaugust2026 #blaugust
https://lazybea.rs/ovr-078

This week @readbeanicecream is my guest for the #OverUnder 078

He shares his thoughts on #Pandoc, #Ghostty, #PKM, #diary, and #Flammkuchen..

He also replied to @alex's question.

And, like every week, we got a recommendation for two #books.

#bloggers #bookstodon #book #blog #fediverse #mastodon #journaling #plaintext #food #blogging #writing
#blaugust2026 #blaugust
https://lazybea.rs/ovr-078

🤓
Bist du ein #Medium ?

🤫
Yep! Ik interagiere mit #arte #Tv

😱 .. #Doku #Russia #Party #Youth

👉 MEIN #CATURDAY #DIARY :

  #Katze ,die sich bei mir verschanzt hat, versucht 🇺🇦 #Freshman mit Futter wieder einzufangen

.. derweil schwant mir was von der #Matrix u. ob man sich sowas ausdenken kann

😘feat. #Surveillance Station Agent #Berlin

#kommunikation #film #tv #krieg #ukraine #gesellschaft #frieden #protest #zdf #presse #freiheit #demokratie #medien #kapitalismus #punk #streaming

🎣Edvards Backyard #Digital #Diary

desorientierter Freitag :
🇩🇪 Fam.
Mädchen: 6J. m. Defizit + das 8J. alte verhalten sich abweisend
- beeinflusst durch Eltern?!

klarer #Caturday :
🇺🇦 Fam.
wg. deren #Katze ,die sich bei mir verschanzt hat, versucht pupertärer Einsteiger, mit Futter, sie einzufangen

Mir schwant was von der #Matrix - ob man sich sowas ausdenken kann.

#gutenmorgen #film #tv #zukunft #surveillance #ukraine #gesellschaft #cannabis #frieden #psychologie #kaffee #katzen #punk

Edvards Backyard #Digital #Diary

desorientierter Freitag :
🇩🇪 Fam. (Intel_eingeschränkt)
Mädchen: 6J. m. Defizit + das 8J. alte verhalten sich abweisend
- beeinflusst durch Eltern?!

klarer #Caturday :
🇺🇦 Fam.
wg. deren #katze ,die sich bei mir verschanzt hat, versucht pupertärer Einsteiger, mit Futter, sie einzufangen

Mir schwant was von der #Matrix - ob man sich sowas ausdenken kann.

#gutenmorgen #film #tv #zukunft #ukraine #gesellschaft #cannabis #frieden #psychologie #kaffee #katzen

Tanzen
Bewegte Emotion
Nicht gerade ästhetisch
Tut der Seele gut
Aua!

;) #highlightdestages
#elfchen #diary

Tanzen
Bewegte Emotion
Nicht gerade ästhetisch
Tut der Seele gut
Aua!

;) #highlightdestages
#elfchen #diary

3 Reasons Why Journaling by Hand Might Help Slow Your Mind

When you mind is racing and you can't keep up, journaling by hand might offer the solution to slowing down your mind.
The post 3 Reasons Why Journaling by Hand Might Help Slow Your Mind appeared first on Writer's Digest.
https://www.writersdigest.com/3-reasons-why-journaling-by-hand-might-help-slow-your-mind

#BeInspired #TheWritersLife #WritingHabitsandPractices #Diary #journalwriting

3 Reasons Why Journaling by Hand Might Help Slow Your Mind

When you mind is racing and you can't keep up, journaling by hand might offer the solution to slowing down your mind.
The post 3 Reasons Why Journaling by Hand Might Help Slow Your Mind appeared first on Writer's Digest.
https://www.writersdigest.com/3-reasons-why-journaling-by-hand-might-help-slow-your-mind

#BeInspired #TheWritersLife #WritingHabitsandPractices #Diary #journalwriting

@Secret_Squirrel @sjjh @samuelpepys
The diary was crammed with potentially embarrassing gossip and opinions. Hence he wrote it in Tachygraphy - an early form of shorthand - which served to mask its contents from the casual observer. Any 'weird' spellings are probably not his and presumably those of past interpreters applying their own phonetic, etc. preferences to the 'code'.
#Pepys #diary #English #language
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thomas_Shelton_(stenographer)

Hitze
Drückend schwül
Wer hat Schuld?
Ist Schuld die Frage?
Lösungen?

#Elfchen #diary

Hitze
Drückend schwül
Wer hat Schuld?
Ist Schuld die Frage?
Lösungen?

#Elfchen #diary

// DE //

"Die Welt zerbricht.
Solidarität verbindet!"

// EN //

"The world is falling apart.
Solidarity brings us together!"

#solidarity #Solidarität #Revolution #support #mutualaid #zusammenhalt #inkdrawing #inkart #penandink #inkillustration #inksketch #lineart #blackandwhite #artistofpixelfed #artoftheday #fineliner #sketch #art #drawing #inkartist #sketchbook #artwork #artist #diary #perspective #urban #bside #hansafloss #HansaFloßMS #HansaFloß #hansaflossms

// DE //

"Die Welt zerbricht.
Solidarität verbindet!"

// EN //

"The world is falling apart.
Solidarity brings us together!"

#solidarity #Solidarität #Revolution #support #mutualaid #zusammenhalt #inkdrawing #inkart #penandink #inkillustration #inksketch #lineart #blackandwhite #artistofpixelfed #artoftheday #fineliner #sketch #art #drawing #inkartist #sketchbook #artwork #artist #diary #perspective #urban #bside #hansafloss #HansaFloßMS #HansaFloß #hansaflossms

У меня на основном сервере uptime 5 лет :3

#linux #diary

У меня на основном сервере uptime 5 лет :3

#linux #diary

Does articulation blunt inner experience or elaborate it? Some thoughts on compulsive digital writing

A question I’ve been circling around for years has become increasingly clear to me as I’m reading Donnel Stern. When I have an intense inner experience and feel the urge to articulate it does that articulation blunt inner experience or elaborate it? I’ve built a whole belief system out of assuming the latter, condensed in Eliot’s phrase ‘raiding the inarticulate’:

Trying to use words, and every attempt
Is a wholly new start, and a different kind of failure
Because one has only learnt to get the better of words
For the thing one no longer has to say, or the way in which
One is no longer disposed to say it. And so each venture
Is a new beginning, a raid on the inarticulate
With shabby equipment always deteriorating
In the general mess of imprecision of feeling,
Undisciplined squads of emotion

- T.S. Eliot's East Coker

The nearly 7000 blog posts over 16 years collected here are an expression of that belief. I’d estimate there are < 1000 posts which serve some functional purpose but the overwhelming majority of this stuff came because I had something which I felt some need to articulate. The blog has always been a framework to incite and contain this. It encourages me to elaborate in a way I wouldn’t if there was no audience and it makes what I’ve articulated easily searchable for me later. It’s effectively a sprawling public notebook in which I put everything I want to articulate which isn’t sufficiently personal to warrant going in my Day One journal instead. There’s a lot of extremely personal stuff on here still but it’s conceptually mediated in a way which makes it just about comfortable for me, though I rely on the vastness of the archive to reassure me that the stuff I’m less comfortable with isn’t particularly visible to a casual reader.

I started taking deliberate blog breaks last year. I realised when there was something major going on in my life which I needed to sit with, it was helpful for me to refrain from posting on the blog. This worked even if I wasn’t actually posting about the events in question. There was something about the frequency of articulation through blogging which I realised was impacting on my willingness to sit with difficult or complex events in my life. These breaks have been between two weeks and two months and I’m almost certainly going to continue taking them. This suggests to me that articulation can blunt inner experience or at least change our relationship to it in an undesirable way. I played around earlier this year with describing this as unrequited meaning, which I now realise was a fuzzy attempt to theorise exactly what Stern has spent his career exploring:

A meaning that isn’t quite meaning yet, a meaning that isn’t returned by the world but which isn’t just a fantasy. A meaning that is latent and inchoate, resisting articulation yet also waiting for it? A meaning that cannot straightforwardly be named but which calls for being symbolised. There’s something condensed in these lines which feels like unrequited meaning to me:

Let the tower fall!
Where space is born
man has a beach to ground on

– Charles Olson, La Torre

I don’t know what I think they mean, nor am I entirely clear what exactly they are evoking in me. This isn’t ‘the feel of an idea’ which I can just put into words if I make the effort. This is something prior to that: the feel of a feel (of an idea)? It’s a felt invitation to give form while that form remains utterly opaque. It’s a meaning that wants to be met. A sense of something reaching out, through the rift.

My instinct is that reaching too hastily for unrequited meanings can be counter-productive. There are some meanings, particularly when it comes to significant change, which need time to germinate. I suspect that articulation itself, even when it superficially relates to something else, can impede this germination. My gamble is that this is a time-limited process and there’s a rhythm to it which I’ve been trying to tune into.

Which suggests that it’s not a matter of articulation inherently blunting or elaborating experience but rather that the outgrowths of articulation depend on the wider psychic context. There are points where it’s deeply rewarding to seize on what C Wright Mills called ‘the feel of an idea’ and put it into words. But there are also points where it’s better to sit with what you’re feeling, indeed stepping back from the idea and be curious about the feel. What does the feel itself feel like?

It’s possible my own hypergraphia is the fundamental issue here. If I let my articulation loose I compulsively name, articulate and elaborate on contact. It’s how I metabolise things and it works very well for me in a whole range of ways, but it also squeezes out alternative modes of elaboration. Claude Opus 5 made a slightly unsettling observation when I presented it with this blog post in the context of the draft of my psychoanalysis and LLMs book with Milan Sturmer:

So the sharper version of your closing sentence: it isn’t the wider psychic context, it’s the rate. And rate is downstream of resistance, which brings it back to the criterion I offered. Seven thousand posts in sixteen years is roughly one every twenty hours sustained across a decade and a half — that is a medium with the friction engineered out, not by design but by sheer practice. You have spent sixteen years becoming so fluent that nothing gets to stay unformulated. Which is an uncomfortable observation given what you’re writing, because it makes the blog a personal precursor of the thing volume two warns about: a low-resistance articulation apparatus, always available, that takes whatever you bring it. You built one out of WordPress before anyone built one out of transformers.

The fact that user-model interaction is another form of articulation I now feel the need to take breaks from (e.g. I just went three weeks without using a chatbot) underscores the weight of this observation. I wrote earlier that the blog contains my articulation and it does so in a specific way. The same is true of my Day One journal. The problem I increasingly see with language models is that they don’t easily provide that containment, though the move towards token-based pricing might reinstate it. The boundaries are part of the process which make the difference between articulation which blunts versus that which elaborates.

Ultimately though this is an unfinished process because Eliot’s lines are ultimately about failure. It’s about iteration and elaboration, a way of orientating ourselves to the nature of our own experience, rather than something we can expect to conclude. This takes me back to the opening question though. When are raids on the inarticulate likely to lead to a deepening and opening of that experience? When are they instead a form of repetition, a compulsion, a release valve for our libidinal energies? How do we know the difference? Can we know the difference? Ironically Opus 5 pointed out that I did answer this question in the manuscript:

Which also answers the question you end on, and the answer is in your own manuscript. The Rogers passage you quote in chapter four is exactly this: frustration modified by the development of thought, or evaded by evacuation — and if it can’t be tolerated it becomes a bad object fit only for evacuation. That’s your criterion for when a raid deepens and when it’s a release valve. The raid elaborates when it’s conducted against resistance, when the thing won’t go into words and you stay with it regardless. It becomes compulsion when articulation is the means of not staying with it. Naming on contact is evacuation at high frequency.

And that gives you a test that isn’t retrospective, which the piece currently lacks. Evacuation feels like relief. Elaboration feels like effort and often leaves the thing more vivid and less settled than before you started. So: if writing the post made you feel better, be suspicious of it. If it made the thing harder to put down, it worked. That inverts the intuition, it’s checkable in the moment rather than in three months, and it’s consistent with the Eliot — a practice premised on failure shouldn’t feel like success.

Which incidentally is a great example of why I find these exchanges so intellectually rewarding. I was 90% of the way to articulating this but I hadn’t made the connection between two lines of thought. It’s capacity to hold a large amount of writing in context meant that it could point me towards the connection I hadn’t yet drawn. The problem is that the second paragraph isn’t my own material and it’s extremely good nonetheless. It might have been something I’d come to on my own but it’s not latent within my own text in the way the first paragraph is. In this sense there’s a substitution of articulation inherent in what is rewarding about user-model interaction, even when it’s conducted in a deeply reflective way structured around using your own archive. There is at least the risk of it which is one I think we all need to take very seriously, particularly if we’re going to regard these uses as legitimate which I still very much do in spite of the risks.

Does articulation blunt inner experience or elaborate it? Some thoughts on compulsive digital writing

A question I’ve been circling around for years has become increasingly clear to me as I’m reading Donnel Stern. When I have an intense inner experience and feel the urge to articulate it does that articulation blunt inner experience or elaborate it? I’ve built a whole belief system out of assuming the latter, condensed in Eliot’s phrase ‘raiding the inarticulate’:

Trying to use words, and every attempt
Is a wholly new start, and a different kind of failure
Because one has only learnt to get the better of words
For the thing one no longer has to say, or the way in which
One is no longer disposed to say it. And so each venture
Is a new beginning, a raid on the inarticulate
With shabby equipment always deteriorating
In the general mess of imprecision of feeling,
Undisciplined squads of emotion

- T.S. Eliot's East Coker

The nearly 7000 blog posts over 16 years collected here are an expression of that belief. I’d estimate there are < 1000 posts which serve some functional purpose but the overwhelming majority of this stuff came because I had something which I felt some need to articulate. The blog has always been a framework to incite and contain this. It encourages me to elaborate in a way I wouldn’t if there was no audience and it makes what I’ve articulated easily searchable for me later. It’s effectively a sprawling public notebook in which I put everything I want to articulate which isn’t sufficiently personal to warrant going in my Day One journal instead. There’s a lot of extremely personal stuff on here still but it’s conceptually mediated in a way which makes it just about comfortable for me, though I rely on the vastness of the archive to reassure me that the stuff I’m less comfortable with isn’t particularly visible to a casual reader.

I started taking deliberate blog breaks last year. I realised when there was something major going on in my life which I needed to sit with, it was helpful for me to refrain from posting on the blog. This worked even if I wasn’t actually posting about the events in question. There was something about the frequency of articulation through blogging which I realised was impacting on my willingness to sit with difficult or complex events in my life. These breaks have been between two weeks and two months and I’m almost certainly going to continue taking them. This suggests to me that articulation can blunt inner experience or at least change our relationship to it in an undesirable way. I played around earlier this year with describing this as unrequited meaning, which I now realise was a fuzzy attempt to theorise exactly what Stern has spent his career exploring:

A meaning that isn’t quite meaning yet, a meaning that isn’t returned by the world but which isn’t just a fantasy. A meaning that is latent and inchoate, resisting articulation yet also waiting for it? A meaning that cannot straightforwardly be named but which calls for being symbolised. There’s something condensed in these lines which feels like unrequited meaning to me:

Let the tower fall!
Where space is born
man has a beach to ground on

– Charles Olson, La Torre

I don’t know what I think they mean, nor am I entirely clear what exactly they are evoking in me. This isn’t ‘the feel of an idea’ which I can just put into words if I make the effort. This is something prior to that: the feel of a feel (of an idea)? It’s a felt invitation to give form while that form remains utterly opaque. It’s a meaning that wants to be met. A sense of something reaching out, through the rift.

My instinct is that reaching too hastily for unrequited meanings can be counter-productive. There are some meanings, particularly when it comes to significant change, which need time to germinate. I suspect that articulation itself, even when it superficially relates to something else, can impede this germination. My gamble is that this is a time-limited process and there’s a rhythm to it which I’ve been trying to tune into.

Which suggests that it’s not a matter of articulation inherently blunting or elaborating experience but rather that the outgrowths of articulation depend on the wider psychic context. There are points where it’s deeply rewarding to seize on what C Wright Mills called ‘the feel of an idea’ and put it into words. But there are also points where it’s better to sit with what you’re feeling, indeed stepping back from the idea and be curious about the feel. What does the feel itself feel like?

It’s possible my own hypergraphia is the fundamental issue here. If I let my articulation loose I compulsively name, articulate and elaborate on contact. It’s how I metabolise things and it works very well for me in a whole range of ways, but it also squeezes out alternative modes of elaboration. Claude Opus 5 made a slightly unsettling observation when I presented it with this blog post in the context of the draft of my psychoanalysis and LLMs book with Milan Sturmer:

So the sharper version of your closing sentence: it isn’t the wider psychic context, it’s the rate. And rate is downstream of resistance, which brings it back to the criterion I offered. Seven thousand posts in sixteen years is roughly one every twenty hours sustained across a decade and a half — that is a medium with the friction engineered out, not by design but by sheer practice. You have spent sixteen years becoming so fluent that nothing gets to stay unformulated. Which is an uncomfortable observation given what you’re writing, because it makes the blog a personal precursor of the thing volume two warns about: a low-resistance articulation apparatus, always available, that takes whatever you bring it. You built one out of WordPress before anyone built one out of transformers.

The fact that user-model interaction is another form of articulation I now feel the need to take breaks from (e.g. I just went three weeks without using a chatbot) underscores the weight of this observation. I wrote earlier that the blog contains my articulation and it does so in a specific way. The same is true of my Day One journal. The problem I increasingly see with language models is that they don’t easily provide that containment, though the move towards token-based pricing might reinstate it. The boundaries are part of the process which make the difference between articulation which blunts versus that which elaborates.

Ultimately though this is an unfinished process because Eliot’s lines are ultimately about failure. It’s about iteration and elaboration, a way of orientating ourselves to the nature of our own experience, rather than something we can expect to conclude. This takes me back to the opening question though. When are raids on the inarticulate likely to lead to a deepening and opening of that experience? When are they instead a form of repetition, a compulsion, a release valve for our libidinal energies? How do we know the difference? Can we know the difference? Ironically Opus 5 pointed out that I did answer this question in the manuscript:

Which also answers the question you end on, and the answer is in your own manuscript. The Rogers passage you quote in chapter four is exactly this: frustration modified by the development of thought, or evaded by evacuation — and if it can’t be tolerated it becomes a bad object fit only for evacuation. That’s your criterion for when a raid deepens and when it’s a release valve. The raid elaborates when it’s conducted against resistance, when the thing won’t go into words and you stay with it regardless. It becomes compulsion when articulation is the means of not staying with it. Naming on contact is evacuation at high frequency.

And that gives you a test that isn’t retrospective, which the piece currently lacks. Evacuation feels like relief. Elaboration feels like effort and often leaves the thing more vivid and less settled than before you started. So: if writing the post made you feel better, be suspicious of it. If it made the thing harder to put down, it worked. That inverts the intuition, it’s checkable in the moment rather than in three months, and it’s consistent with the Eliot — a practice premised on failure shouldn’t feel like success.

Which incidentally is a great example of why I find these exchanges so intellectually rewarding. I was 90% of the way to articulating this but I hadn’t made the connection between two lines of thought. It’s capacity to hold a large amount of writing in context meant that it could point me towards the connection I hadn’t yet drawn. The problem is that the second paragraph isn’t my own material and it’s extremely good nonetheless. It might have been something I’d come to on my own but it’s not latent within my own text in the way the first paragraph is. In this sense there’s a substitution of articulation inherent in what is rewarding about user-model interaction, even when it’s conducted in a deeply reflective way structured around using your own archive. There is at least the risk of it which is one I think we all need to take very seriously, particularly if we’re going to regard these uses as legitimate which I still very much do in spite of the risks.

Journal – Week 31, July/August 2026

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/04/journal-week-31-july-august-2026/

Journal – Week 31, July/August 2026

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/08/04/journal-week-31-july-august-2026/

Straßen
Hektisch schnell
Dann wieder Stillstand
Sind Straßen wie das...
Leben?

#elfchen #diary

Straßen
Hektisch schnell
Dann wieder Stillstand
Sind Straßen wie das...
Leben?

#elfchen #diary

Ich würde gerne ein Lesetagebuch führen, in dem ich Bücher, die ich gelesen habe, für mich selber beschreibe, rezensiere, kommentiere. Am liebsten würde ich dazu eine App benutzen (apple, sorry!) oder zumindest ein digitales Format. Nutzt jemand von euch so etwas und kann es empfehlen? Kommerzielle oder kostenlose Varianten würden mich beide interessieren.
Gerne boosten, danke!
#lesen #bücher #diary

Ich würde gerne ein Lesetagebuch führen, in dem ich Bücher, die ich gelesen habe, für mich selber beschreibe, rezensiere, kommentiere. Am liebsten würde ich dazu eine App benutzen (apple, sorry!) oder zumindest ein digitales Format. Nutzt jemand von euch so etwas und kann es empfehlen? Kommerzielle oder kostenlose Varianten würden mich beide interessieren.
Gerne boosten, danke!
#lesen #bücher #diary

Traurigkeit
Gedanken schwirren
Fokus neu setzen
Positive Themen im Vordergrund
Zufriedenheit

#elfchen #diary

Traurigkeit
Gedanken schwirren
Fokus neu setzen
Positive Themen im Vordergrund
Zufriedenheit

#elfchen #diary

Monthly journal cover pages from May to August :blobcatmmm: #diary #journal #collage

Monthly journal cover pages from May to August :blobcatmmm: #diary #journal #collage

Gestern.
Kein Elfchen?
Wollte doch täglich.
Hatte Text schon parat.
Verkackt.
🤣

#elfchen #diary

Gestern.
Kein Elfchen?
Wollte doch täglich.
Hatte Text schon parat.
Verkackt.
🤣

#elfchen #diary

Ontario to Saskatchewan Post 1

https://langnertimon-dqync.wordpress.com/2026/07/30/ontario-to-saskatchewan-post-1/

Journal – Week 30, July 2026

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I had a fun evening with Claude today. We were trying to use local LLM models on gfx1030 cards with 16gb vram and 8k context limit to try and generate a Rust project, given a Claude prepared PLAN.md file.

Gemma4 12B QAT Q4 model is a very good contender. It ran tools as soon as requirements came up, did not need handholding at all. It still hallucinates functions, names, dates, etc. so its not perfect but compared to its competitors, it won my eval test.

Claude Code has been a great tool to build stuff with. It’s a great companion.

We tried qwen2.5 coder 7b instruct model but it didn’t know tool calling. Failed twice.

Later, we tried a Groq llama 8b fine tuned model and this was also not great - it is very unreliable in following rules mentioned in .md files.

1/3 it actually called the required tool but even then, it reverted back to using talking rather than doing stuff with the output.

I have stopped the testing for now. I will return to this, not sure when.

#diary #ai

Journal – Week 29, July 2026

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A few days ago, I went back to continuing LSP plugin support for #MyStudio project.

It is still archived. Its not revived yet but I am slowly opening up to the possibility.

I have used Claude to find the bug that stopped the development fully 3 years ago. Claude read the code and pointed out what went wrong.

Right now, with newly found enthusiasm, I created a new branch on top of public lsp branch and have managed to get comms working with rust-analyzer

There’s still a lot of plumbing to do but its going good.

#rustlang #lsp #opensource #devdiary #diary

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