#chronicdepression — Public Fediverse posts

@Sharonbw I have my hopes building up again. I was rejected for a different drug study for Alzheimer’s 2 years ago. I was a go all the way through initial screenings/bloodwork but had to take a test for depression. I’ve had #ChronicDepression most of my life and told them it was pretty well-managed with a low dose of antidepressant. But the test of 30 questions multiple choice showed-surprise!-depression! So I was bounced out. This time I made a big deal about being sure I’m not bounced.

I have #chronicdepression and #anxiety but I often wonder how much of it is because of a chemical imbalance in my brain and how much is actual reality.

I know things are going rather well now.
I sorted my floors and it's all ordered.
I got some other things ready for the new place.
Arwen is slowly on the mend, doing better every day...
And still, I feel sad and exhausted.
Yeah, worries wear you out!
My ADHD took some spoons as well wanting me to be active.
But I don't understand why I feel so tired and sad.
The weather is improving, my pain is not that bad at the moment, I'm enjoying some good series on TV (re-watching several different ones at the moment), I have food, a place to live (ok that needs improvement hence me moving in 3 months), a car, family and friends and of course Arwen...
Why. Am. I. Sad?

#ChronicPain #ChronicIllness #ChronicDepression #ChronicallySickOfItAll

#PixysJourney

Sigh... Some days are meant to be skipped. To stay hidden from the world and resurface the next day to try again.
My brain is not in a good state. My body isn't either.
I hate complaining, I hate feeling like this.
So glad it's getting nearer to bedtime. Just wanna sleep and start over fresh tomorrow.

#ChronicPain #ChronicDepression

Howdy kind Mastonauts! 😁 Welcome to this new account.
I made (another) account to share things that are not health or entertainment-related. I have dedicated accounts for those things (links in bio).

I will boost those toots when I feel them "good enough" to share with you.

I'm #AuDHD (#ActuallyAutistic and #ADHD). I live with #Fibromyalgia and #Hypermobility. Got a fake hip. Love fitness. Have an eating disorder that I struggle with. I also have been fighting with #ChronicDepression for many years.

My big love is my 10-year-old Labrador lady Arwen. She's slowly showing her age, bless her, so I'm often worried about that.

I have a silly kind of humor and often am either too straightforward or too anxious to say anything.

Have a nice day everyone! 🌸

Heya! #introduction ! =)

#italian #australian transplant in #sweden .

Sleep deprived #dad of two small humans and trying to do the best possible job of it.

I suffer #chronicdepression and raging #socialanxiety which also means that I have very poor focus and memory and am bad at peopling in general.

Leaning heavily into #anarchism and #solarpunk .

Fascinated with #psychology , especially related to politics, society and #authoritarianism .

I spend most of my non-dad time developing Squarepants, a minimalist and #accessible programming language, otherwise I play #warframe and dream of #gamedev

I know I'm privileged in many ways and I try to be a decent ally.

I am thinking a lot about how to do something for the #climate emergency, but so far I'm just trying to learn to talk to people effectively.

Some things about me:

I am #aromantic, #asexual, #agender, and #intersex. Very #queer and #neuroqueer.

I have so many disabilities, I find it difficult to remember most of them. This includes the following: #ADHD, #Autism, #Insomnia, #Dysautonomia, #ChronicMigraines, #Type2Diabetes, #VisualSnowSyndrome, #Agoraphobia, #Dyspraxia, #ChronicDepression, #TopographicalDisorientation, etc. This list is nonexhaustive.

If I'm going to be useless I might as well be useless in front of a video game. I hate being me. #adhd #chronicDepression #fml