#survivalmode — Public Fediverse posts
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Playing vanilla #Fallout4 #AnniversaryEdition #SurvivalMode no longer works for me as a palate cleanser, it’s just an experience so empty it’s soul-sucking
That’s how good my #ModCollection is getting (at least as far as the exact, unique post-apocalyptic wasteland experience that I personally happen to be looking for goes; ymmv), that playing without it is unbearable, as if most of the game is missing
But still 19 more mods left to be updated
#Fallout4AE #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4Mods #Fallout4ModCollections #NexusMods #ModCollections #SciFi #RPG #PostApocalyptic #Gaming #GameMods #Modding
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From FB, and so relatable. The Self There is a particular kind of shame that comes from looking around one day and feeling like everybody else got a head start on being a person.
They built careers while you were learning how not to panic. They formed healthy relationships while you were still mistaking familiar pain for love. They saved money, took risks, travelled, studied, made plans and developed confidence while enormous parts of your energy were being spent simply trying to feel safe inside your own life.
But nobody sees time that way.
They see the age.
By thirty you should have this. By forty you should know that. By fifty surely you should be further along. There are invisible milestones everywhere, and when your life doesn’t match them it can feel like evidence that you’ve somehow failed at adulthood.
So you compare your chapter to somebody else’s without accounting for what it cost you just to reach the page you’re on.
You forget the years spent recovering from things you didn’t cause. The relationships you had to unlearn. The beliefs about yourself you had to dismantle. The energy lost to anxiety, hypervigilance, grief, dissociation, people-pleasing or simply getting through days that looked completely ordinary to everybody else.
That time wasn’t empty.
You were doing work.
It just wasn’t the kind of work society knows how to put on a résumé.
You were learning that love shouldn’t frighten you. You were learning that saying no doesn’t make you cruel. You were discovering which parts of your personality were actually yours and which were adaptations. You were learning how to make decisions without asking what would upset everyone else first.
Some people got to spend their early years building a life.
Others had to spend part of adulthood rebuilding the person who was supposed to live it.
Of course those timelines look different.
This doesn’t mean trauma should become the explanation for everything that hasn’t happened yet, or that we have no agency over where we go from here. But shame is a terrible starting line.
Maybe you aren’t lazy. Maybe you aren’t immature. Maybe you haven’t “wasted your potential.”
Maybe you’ve been measuring yourself against people whose energy wasn’t being spent fighting battles you couldn’t see.
There is no prize for arriving at somebody else’s version of life on time.
And perhaps I’m not behind at all.
Perhaps this is simply what my life looks like after taking the long way back to myself.
#theself #knowthyself #feelingbehind #complextrauma #cptsd #childhoodtrauma #traumarecovery #healingjourney #selfworth #selfcomparison #selfawareness #psychology #mentalhealth #survivalmode #latebloomer
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Hey all,
I've been in #SurvivalMode with my Fibro pain for the last two days, so sorry for my absence.
I have managed to do some writing, and do a random Shiny Mawile #drawing. Using pencils isn't as slick or pixel perfect as digital artists, but I like the feel of traditional materials. Plus, I'm mostly off a screen then.
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📺 @zalasur's stream is up! Join the fun here: https://peertube.zalasur.media/videos/watch/3 📺
#Factorio #GlebaFirst #SurvivalMode #FactorioStream #peertube #livestream #stream
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📺 @zalasur's stream is up! Join the fun here: https://peertube.zalasur.media/videos/watch/3 🕹️
#Factorio #GlebaFirst #SurvivalMode #FactorioLive #peertube #livestream #stream
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🔥 Breaking: @zalasur just went live! Watch now: https://peertube.zalasur.media/videos/watch/3
#Factorio #GlebaCampaign #SurvivalMode #GamingLive #FactoryBuilding #peertube #livestream #stream
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My Survival playthru of Fallout4 is over. I hit level 100. I wiped out the Institute, Brotherhood of Steel and Nuka-World raiders. I've got more power armors than I have fingers and toes. I maxed out my SPECIAL attributes.
So... end of game. I'm content.
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Well, Nuka-World and the Commonwealth have been rid of Colter's gangs. The power's been turned back on at the park.
I'm 6 1/2 levels away from 100 -- if I grind through the 5 parks, I might get there?
I'd like to end my Survival mode run at level 100 - that'd be a first for me with any Bethesda game.
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FINALLY! I managed to take out Meg Black with the Experimental MIRV, but I think that was lucky. I had to use Stealth Boys, VATS+criticals to take out William Black and Lizzie Wyath. FINALLY!
Now on to the Pack and Mason. More MIRV'ing, I suspect.
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I've finished the Main Quest and eliminating the Brotherhood in Survival mode. One final experience in this run... eliminate the Nuka World Raiders.
This is a singularly frustrating experience. At level 90, the NPCs are incredibly difficult to kill and I'm taking crazy damage.
I've eliminated the Disciples thanks to a sniper hiding spot, but the Operators are proving singularly difficult with the Parlor's layout.
Direct hits w/Fatmans aren't killing the Blacks!
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💡 Join @zalasur in the chaos! live now on PeerTube: https://peertube.zalasur.media/videos/watch/3 💡
#Factorio #GlebaFirst #SurvivalMode #GamingLiveStream #peertube #livestream #stream #twitch
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I step out of Vault 111 into #ApocalypticWinter and it’s a balmy -40. I get frostbite before I’ve even left the grounds, back out the gate to return home to Sanctuary Hills, which in this weather offers no sanctuary. I drink the last of my purified water, the rest of it has already frozen solid. I know that I am so completely screwed I should have just stayed in cryo-stasis.
(Now THIS is #SurvivalMode!)
#Fallout2287NuclearWinter #Fallout4 #Fallout4Mods #Fallout4Creations #SciFi #RPGs #PostApocalyptic #Gaming
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“This world is a ball of ice. The atmosphere is hundreds of degrees cold. Rain is not H2O, but liquid Nitrogen. Try to survive the harsh reality of a dying world.”
#ApocalypticWinter setting description
#Fallout2287NuclearWinter #Fallout4 #SurvivalMode #Fallout4Mods #Fallout4Creations #SciFi #RPGs #PostApocalyptic #Gaming
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🕹️ Join @zalasur in the chaos! live now on PeerTube: https://peertube.zalasur.media/videos/watch/3 🕹️
#Factorio #GlebaFirst #SurvivalMode #StrategyGames #peertube #livestream #stream #twitch
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I just wanted to try #SurvivalMode in #Skyrim but gods am I ever having a tough time (emotionally) getting through the tedium of a brand new playthrough
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In my Survival-mode quest to have help on those lonely, post-apocalyptic Boston roads, I've created my own caravan company - "The Bucket Heads".
Every person I assign to a supply line gets a uniform: Road Leathers, leather armor, combat rifle/shotgun and a metal helmet. If I don't have helmets on me, the newbies get baseball caps until I get a metal helmet for them.
The mobs don't like my heavily armed/armored provisioners! But I do if I need a hand!
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How the hell did Slab’s gang of raiders at Pickman’s Gallery actually manage to put up enough of a fight to completely trash my power armor?
#Fallout4 #ImmersiveWasteland2 #SurvivalMode #SciFi #PostApocalyptic #Gaming
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“Your adrenaline rush has worn off completely due to passing time.”
#Fallout4 #ImmersiveWasteland2 #SurvivalMode #SciFi #PostApocalyptic #Gaming
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One of the things of Fallout4's Survival mode is that populated mobs - like those in the various Raider camps - don't replenish as fast. In fact, I'm up to 4 or 5 days of play and only randos are about. Normally, downtown Boston sounds like a warzone but with my forays and the natural mob vs mob casualties... Boston is eerily quiet. Just the metallic creaking of collapsed buildings.
It's kinda cool.
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✨ Breaking: @zalasur just went live! Watch now: https://peertube.zalasur.media/videos/watch/3
#Factorio #GlebaFirst #SurvivalMode #StrategyGames #peertube #livestream #stream