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  1. If you have a similar #drought and extreme #heatwaves like here in eastern France, you probably watch this phenomenon: all-year blooming #roses didn't develop new #flower buds, but suddenly and too early #rosehips.
    This rose never had rosehips and usually blooms until November!

    This is a #survivalMode of many #plants. They focus all their energy in seed production for the survival of their species. If the drought persists, the mother plant dies.

    #NatureMatchCuts #climateDiary #biodiversity

  2. If you have a similar #drought and extreme #heatwaves like here in eastern France, you probably watch this phenomenon: all-year blooming #roses didn't develop new #flower buds, but suddenly and too early #rosehips.
    This rose never had rosehips and usually blooms until November!

    This is a #survivalMode of many #plants. They focus all their energy in seed production for the survival of their species. If the drought persists, the mother plant dies.

    #NatureMatchCuts #climateDiary #biodiversity

  3. If you have a similar #drought and extreme #heatwaves like here in eastern France, you probably watch this phenomenon: all-year blooming #roses didn't develop new #flower buds, but suddenly and too early #rosehips.
    This rose never had rosehips and usually blooms until November!

    This is a #survivalMode of many #plants. They focus all their energy in seed production for the survival of their species. If the drought persists, the mother plant dies.

    #NatureMatchCuts #climateDiary #biodiversity

  4. If you have a similar #drought and extreme #heatwaves like here in eastern France, you probably watch this phenomenon: all-year blooming #roses didn't develop new #flower buds, but suddenly and too early #rosehips.
    This rose never had rosehips and usually blooms until November!

    This is a #survivalMode of many #plants. They focus all their energy in seed production for the survival of their species. If the drought persists, the mother plant dies.

    #NatureMatchCuts #climateDiary #biodiversity

  5. If you have a similar #drought and extreme #heatwaves like here in eastern France, you probably watch this phenomenon: all-year blooming #roses didn't develop new #flower buds, but suddenly and too early #rosehips.
    This rose never had rosehips and usually blooms until November!

    This is a #survivalMode of many #plants. They focus all their energy in seed production for the survival of their species. If the drought persists, the mother plant dies.

    #NatureMatchCuts #climateDiary #biodiversity

  6. Today’s #Fallout4 lesson: how to brutally murder the cowardly Concord deathclaw using your trusty 10mm pistol in #SurvivalMode exactly as described to the Vault 81 classroom

    #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4AE #SciFi #PostApocalyptic #Gaming

  7. Today’s #Fallout4 lesson: how to brutally murder the cowardly Concord deathclaw using your trusty 10mm pistol in #SurvivalMode exactly as described to the Vault 81 classroom

    #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4AE #SciFi #PostApocalyptic #Gaming

  8. Today’s #Fallout4 lesson: how to brutally murder the cowardly Concord deathclaw using your trusty 10mm pistol in #SurvivalMode exactly as described to the Vault 81 classroom

    #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4AE #SciFi #PostApocalyptic #Gaming

  9. Today’s #Fallout4 lesson: how to brutally murder the cowardly Concord deathclaw using your trusty 10mm pistol in #SurvivalMode exactly as described to the Vault 81 classroom

    #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4AE #SciFi #PostApocalyptic #Gaming

  10. Today’s #Fallout4 lesson: how to brutally murder the cowardly Concord deathclaw using your trusty 10mm pistol in #SurvivalMode exactly as described to the Vault 81 classroom

    #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4AE #SciFi #PostApocalyptic #Gaming

  11. Playing vanilla #Fallout4 #AnniversaryEdition #SurvivalMode no longer works for me as a palate cleanser, it’s just an experience so empty it’s soul-sucking

    That’s how good my #ModCollection is getting (at least as far as the exact, unique post-apocalyptic wasteland experience that I personally happen to be looking for goes; ymmv), that playing without it is unbearable, as if most of the game is missing

    But still 19 more mods left to be updated

    #Fallout4AE #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4Mods #Fallout4ModCollections #NexusMods #ModCollections #SciFi #RPG #PostApocalyptic #Gaming #GameMods #Modding

  12. Playing vanilla #Fallout4 #AnniversaryEdition #SurvivalMode no longer works for me as a palate cleanser, it’s just an experience so empty it’s soul-sucking

    That’s how good my #ModCollection is getting (at least as far as the exact, unique post-apocalyptic wasteland experience that I personally happen to be looking for goes; ymmv), that playing without it is unbearable, as if most of the game is missing

    But still 19 more mods left to be updated

    #Fallout4AE #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4Mods #Fallout4ModCollections #NexusMods #ModCollections #SciFi #RPG #PostApocalyptic #Gaming #GameMods #Modding

  13. Playing vanilla #Fallout4 #AnniversaryEdition #SurvivalMode no longer works for me as a palate cleanser, it’s just an experience so empty it’s soul-sucking

    That’s how good my #ModCollection is getting (at least as far as the exact, unique post-apocalyptic wasteland experience that I personally happen to be looking for goes; ymmv), that playing without it is unbearable, as if most of the game is missing

    But still 19 more mods left to be updated

    #Fallout4AE #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4Mods #Fallout4ModCollections #NexusMods #ModCollections #SciFi #RPG #PostApocalyptic #Gaming #GameMods #Modding

  14. Playing vanilla #Fallout4 #AnniversaryEdition #SurvivalMode no longer works for me as a palate cleanser, it’s just an experience so empty it’s soul-sucking

    That’s how good my #ModCollection is getting (at least as far as the exact, unique post-apocalyptic wasteland experience that I personally happen to be looking for goes; ymmv), that playing without it is unbearable, as if most of the game is missing

    But still 19 more mods left to be updated

    #Fallout4AE #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4Mods #Fallout4ModCollections #NexusMods #ModCollections #SciFi #RPG #PostApocalyptic #Gaming #GameMods #Modding

  15. Playing vanilla #Fallout4 #AnniversaryEdition #SurvivalMode no longer works for me as a palate cleanser, it’s just an experience so empty it’s soul-sucking

    That’s how good my #ModCollection is getting (at least as far as the exact, unique post-apocalyptic wasteland experience that I personally happen to be looking for goes; ymmv), that playing without it is unbearable, as if most of the game is missing

    But still 19 more mods left to be updated

    #Fallout4AE #Fallout4AnniversaryEdition #Fallout4Mods #Fallout4ModCollections #NexusMods #ModCollections #SciFi #RPG #PostApocalyptic #Gaming #GameMods #Modding

  16. From FB, and so relatable. ⁨The Self⁩ There is a particular kind of shame that comes from looking around one day and feeling like everybody else got a head start on being a person.

    They built careers while you were learning how not to panic. They formed healthy relationships while you were still mistaking familiar pain for love. They saved money, took risks, travelled, studied, made plans and developed confidence while enormous parts of your energy were being spent simply trying to feel safe inside your own life.

    But nobody sees time that way.

    They see the age.

    By thirty you should have this. By forty you should know that. By fifty surely you should be further along. There are invisible milestones everywhere, and when your life doesn’t match them it can feel like evidence that you’ve somehow failed at adulthood.

    So you compare your chapter to somebody else’s without accounting for what it cost you just to reach the page you’re on.

    You forget the years spent recovering from things you didn’t cause. The relationships you had to unlearn. The beliefs about yourself you had to dismantle. The energy lost to anxiety, hypervigilance, grief, dissociation, people-pleasing or simply getting through days that looked completely ordinary to everybody else.

    That time wasn’t empty.

    You were doing work.

    It just wasn’t the kind of work society knows how to put on a résumé.

    You were learning that love shouldn’t frighten you. You were learning that saying no doesn’t make you cruel. You were discovering which parts of your personality were actually yours and which were adaptations. You were learning how to make decisions without asking what would upset everyone else first.

    Some people got to spend their early years building a life.

    Others had to spend part of adulthood rebuilding the person who was supposed to live it.

    Of course those timelines look different.

    This doesn’t mean trauma should become the explanation for everything that hasn’t happened yet, or that we have no agency over where we go from here. But shame is a terrible starting line.

    Maybe you aren’t lazy. Maybe you aren’t immature. Maybe you haven’t “wasted your potential.”

    Maybe you’ve been measuring yourself against people whose energy wasn’t being spent fighting battles you couldn’t see.

    There is no prize for arriving at somebody else’s version of life on time.

    And perhaps I’m not behind at all.

    Perhaps this is simply what my life looks like after taking the long way back to myself.

    #theself #knowthyself #feelingbehind #complextrauma #cptsd #childhoodtrauma #traumarecovery #healingjourney #selfworth #selfcomparison #selfawareness #psychology #mentalhealth #survivalmode #latebloomer

  17. From FB, and so relatable. ⁨The Self⁩ There is a particular kind of shame that comes from looking around one day and feeling like everybody else got a head start on being a person.

    They built careers while you were learning how not to panic. They formed healthy relationships while you were still mistaking familiar pain for love. They saved money, took risks, travelled, studied, made plans and developed confidence while enormous parts of your energy were being spent simply trying to feel safe inside your own life.

    But nobody sees time that way.

    They see the age.

    By thirty you should have this. By forty you should know that. By fifty surely you should be further along. There are invisible milestones everywhere, and when your life doesn’t match them it can feel like evidence that you’ve somehow failed at adulthood.

    So you compare your chapter to somebody else’s without accounting for what it cost you just to reach the page you’re on.

    You forget the years spent recovering from things you didn’t cause. The relationships you had to unlearn. The beliefs about yourself you had to dismantle. The energy lost to anxiety, hypervigilance, grief, dissociation, people-pleasing or simply getting through days that looked completely ordinary to everybody else.

    That time wasn’t empty.

    You were doing work.

    It just wasn’t the kind of work society knows how to put on a résumé.

    You were learning that love shouldn’t frighten you. You were learning that saying no doesn’t make you cruel. You were discovering which parts of your personality were actually yours and which were adaptations. You were learning how to make decisions without asking what would upset everyone else first.

    Some people got to spend their early years building a life.

    Others had to spend part of adulthood rebuilding the person who was supposed to live it.

    Of course those timelines look different.

    This doesn’t mean trauma should become the explanation for everything that hasn’t happened yet, or that we have no agency over where we go from here. But shame is a terrible starting line.

    Maybe you aren’t lazy. Maybe you aren’t immature. Maybe you haven’t “wasted your potential.”

    Maybe you’ve been measuring yourself against people whose energy wasn’t being spent fighting battles you couldn’t see.

    There is no prize for arriving at somebody else’s version of life on time.

    And perhaps I’m not behind at all.

    Perhaps this is simply what my life looks like after taking the long way back to myself.

    #theself #knowthyself #feelingbehind #complextrauma #cptsd #childhoodtrauma #traumarecovery #healingjourney #selfworth #selfcomparison #selfawareness #psychology #mentalhealth #survivalmode #latebloomer

  18. From FB, and so relatable. ⁨The Self⁩ There is a particular kind of shame that comes from looking around one day and feeling like everybody else got a head start on being a person.

    They built careers while you were learning how not to panic. They formed healthy relationships while you were still mistaking familiar pain for love. They saved money, took risks, travelled, studied, made plans and developed confidence while enormous parts of your energy were being spent simply trying to feel safe inside your own life.

    But nobody sees time that way.

    They see the age.

    By thirty you should have this. By forty you should know that. By fifty surely you should be further along. There are invisible milestones everywhere, and when your life doesn’t match them it can feel like evidence that you’ve somehow failed at adulthood.

    So you compare your chapter to somebody else’s without accounting for what it cost you just to reach the page you’re on.

    You forget the years spent recovering from things you didn’t cause. The relationships you had to unlearn. The beliefs about yourself you had to dismantle. The energy lost to anxiety, hypervigilance, grief, dissociation, people-pleasing or simply getting through days that looked completely ordinary to everybody else.

    That time wasn’t empty.

    You were doing work.

    It just wasn’t the kind of work society knows how to put on a résumé.

    You were learning that love shouldn’t frighten you. You were learning that saying no doesn’t make you cruel. You were discovering which parts of your personality were actually yours and which were adaptations. You were learning how to make decisions without asking what would upset everyone else first.

    Some people got to spend their early years building a life.

    Others had to spend part of adulthood rebuilding the person who was supposed to live it.

    Of course those timelines look different.

    This doesn’t mean trauma should become the explanation for everything that hasn’t happened yet, or that we have no agency over where we go from here. But shame is a terrible starting line.

    Maybe you aren’t lazy. Maybe you aren’t immature. Maybe you haven’t “wasted your potential.”

    Maybe you’ve been measuring yourself against people whose energy wasn’t being spent fighting battles you couldn’t see.

    There is no prize for arriving at somebody else’s version of life on time.

    And perhaps I’m not behind at all.

    Perhaps this is simply what my life looks like after taking the long way back to myself.

    #theself #knowthyself #feelingbehind #complextrauma #cptsd #childhoodtrauma #traumarecovery #healingjourney #selfworth #selfcomparison #selfawareness #psychology #mentalhealth #survivalmode #latebloomer

  19. From FB, and so relatable. ⁨The Self⁩ There is a particular kind of shame that comes from looking around one day and feeling like everybody else got a head start on being a person.

    They built careers while you were learning how not to panic. They formed healthy relationships while you were still mistaking familiar pain for love. They saved money, took risks, travelled, studied, made plans and developed confidence while enormous parts of your energy were being spent simply trying to feel safe inside your own life.

    But nobody sees time that way.

    They see the age.

    By thirty you should have this. By forty you should know that. By fifty surely you should be further along. There are invisible milestones everywhere, and when your life doesn’t match them it can feel like evidence that you’ve somehow failed at adulthood.

    So you compare your chapter to somebody else’s without accounting for what it cost you just to reach the page you’re on.

    You forget the years spent recovering from things you didn’t cause. The relationships you had to unlearn. The beliefs about yourself you had to dismantle. The energy lost to anxiety, hypervigilance, grief, dissociation, people-pleasing or simply getting through days that looked completely ordinary to everybody else.

    That time wasn’t empty.

    You were doing work.

    It just wasn’t the kind of work society knows how to put on a résumé.

    You were learning that love shouldn’t frighten you. You were learning that saying no doesn’t make you cruel. You were discovering which parts of your personality were actually yours and which were adaptations. You were learning how to make decisions without asking what would upset everyone else first.

    Some people got to spend their early years building a life.

    Others had to spend part of adulthood rebuilding the person who was supposed to live it.

    Of course those timelines look different.

    This doesn’t mean trauma should become the explanation for everything that hasn’t happened yet, or that we have no agency over where we go from here. But shame is a terrible starting line.

    Maybe you aren’t lazy. Maybe you aren’t immature. Maybe you haven’t “wasted your potential.”

    Maybe you’ve been measuring yourself against people whose energy wasn’t being spent fighting battles you couldn’t see.

    There is no prize for arriving at somebody else’s version of life on time.

    And perhaps I’m not behind at all.

    Perhaps this is simply what my life looks like after taking the long way back to myself.

    #theself #knowthyself #feelingbehind #complextrauma #cptsd #childhoodtrauma #traumarecovery #healingjourney #selfworth #selfcomparison #selfawareness #psychology #mentalhealth #survivalmode #latebloomer

  20. From FB, and so relatable. ⁨The Self⁩ There is a particular kind of shame that comes from looking around one day and feeling like everybody else got a head start on being a person.

    They built careers while you were learning how not to panic. They formed healthy relationships while you were still mistaking familiar pain for love. They saved money, took risks, travelled, studied, made plans and developed confidence while enormous parts of your energy were being spent simply trying to feel safe inside your own life.

    But nobody sees time that way.

    They see the age.

    By thirty you should have this. By forty you should know that. By fifty surely you should be further along. There are invisible milestones everywhere, and when your life doesn’t match them it can feel like evidence that you’ve somehow failed at adulthood.

    So you compare your chapter to somebody else’s without accounting for what it cost you just to reach the page you’re on.

    You forget the years spent recovering from things you didn’t cause. The relationships you had to unlearn. The beliefs about yourself you had to dismantle. The energy lost to anxiety, hypervigilance, grief, dissociation, people-pleasing or simply getting through days that looked completely ordinary to everybody else.

    That time wasn’t empty.

    You were doing work.

    It just wasn’t the kind of work society knows how to put on a résumé.

    You were learning that love shouldn’t frighten you. You were learning that saying no doesn’t make you cruel. You were discovering which parts of your personality were actually yours and which were adaptations. You were learning how to make decisions without asking what would upset everyone else first.

    Some people got to spend their early years building a life.

    Others had to spend part of adulthood rebuilding the person who was supposed to live it.

    Of course those timelines look different.

    This doesn’t mean trauma should become the explanation for everything that hasn’t happened yet, or that we have no agency over where we go from here. But shame is a terrible starting line.

    Maybe you aren’t lazy. Maybe you aren’t immature. Maybe you haven’t “wasted your potential.”

    Maybe you’ve been measuring yourself against people whose energy wasn’t being spent fighting battles you couldn’t see.

    There is no prize for arriving at somebody else’s version of life on time.

    And perhaps I’m not behind at all.

    Perhaps this is simply what my life looks like after taking the long way back to myself.

    #theself #knowthyself #feelingbehind #complextrauma #cptsd #childhoodtrauma #traumarecovery #healingjourney #selfworth #selfcomparison #selfawareness #psychology #mentalhealth #survivalmode #latebloomer

  21. The thing about survival mode is you never know when its safe to come out of it and will spend years living in fight or flight which just leads to burnout. #survivalmode #burnout #fightorflight

  22. The thing about survival mode is you never know when its safe to come out of it and will spend years living in fight or flight which just leads to burnout. #survivalmode #burnout #fightorflight

  23. The thing about survival mode is you never know when its safe to come out of it and will spend years living in fight or flight which just leads to burnout. #survivalmode #burnout #fightorflight

  24. Hey all,

    I've been in #SurvivalMode with my Fibro pain for the last two days, so sorry for my absence.

    I have managed to do some writing, and do a random Shiny Mawile #drawing. Using pencils isn't as slick or pixel perfect as digital artists, but I like the feel of traditional materials. Plus, I'm mostly off a screen then.

    #Pokemon #PokemonGo #Mawile #ColouredPencils #drawnbyahuman

  25. Hey all,

    I've been in #SurvivalMode with my Fibro pain for the last two days, so sorry for my absence.

    I have managed to do some writing, and do a random Shiny Mawile #drawing. Using pencils isn't as slick or pixel perfect as digital artists, but I like the feel of traditional materials. Plus, I'm mostly off a screen then.

    #Pokemon #PokemonGo #Mawile #ColouredPencils #drawnbyahuman

  26. Hey all,

    I've been in #SurvivalMode with my Fibro pain for the last two days, so sorry for my absence.

    I have managed to do some writing, and do a random Shiny Mawile #drawing. Using pencils isn't as slick or pixel perfect as digital artists, but I like the feel of traditional materials. Plus, I'm mostly off a screen then.

    #Pokemon #PokemonGo #Mawile #ColouredPencils #drawnbyahuman

  27. Hey all,

    I've been in #SurvivalMode with my Fibro pain for the last two days, so sorry for my absence.

    I have managed to do some writing, and do a random Shiny Mawile #drawing. Using pencils isn't as slick or pixel perfect as digital artists, but I like the feel of traditional materials. Plus, I'm mostly off a screen then.

    #Pokemon #PokemonGo #Mawile #ColouredPencils #drawnbyahuman

  28. Hey all,

    I've been in #SurvivalMode with my Fibro pain for the last two days, so sorry for my absence.

    I have managed to do some writing, and do a random Shiny Mawile #drawing. Using pencils isn't as slick or pixel perfect as digital artists, but I like the feel of traditional materials. Plus, I'm mostly off a screen then.

    #Pokemon #PokemonGo #Mawile #ColouredPencils #drawnbyahuman

  29. My Survival playthru of Fallout4 is over. I hit level 100. I wiped out the Institute, Brotherhood of Steel and Nuka-World raiders. I've got more power armors than I have fingers and toes. I maxed out my SPECIAL attributes.

    So... end of game. I'm content.

    #Fallout4 #SurvivalMode #VideoGames

  30. My Survival playthru of Fallout4 is over. I hit level 100. I wiped out the Institute, Brotherhood of Steel and Nuka-World raiders. I've got more power armors than I have fingers and toes. I maxed out my SPECIAL attributes.

    So... end of game. I'm content.

    #Fallout4 #SurvivalMode #VideoGames

  31. My Survival playthru of Fallout4 is over. I hit level 100. I wiped out the Institute, Brotherhood of Steel and Nuka-World raiders. I've got more power armors than I have fingers and toes. I maxed out my SPECIAL attributes.

    So... end of game. I'm content.

    #Fallout4 #SurvivalMode #VideoGames

  32. My Survival playthru of Fallout4 is over. I hit level 100. I wiped out the Institute, Brotherhood of Steel and Nuka-World raiders. I've got more power armors than I have fingers and toes. I maxed out my SPECIAL attributes.

    So... end of game. I'm content.

    #Fallout4 #SurvivalMode #VideoGames

  33. Well, Nuka-World and the Commonwealth have been rid of Colter's gangs. The power's been turned back on at the park.

    I'm 6 1/2 levels away from 100 -- if I grind through the 5 parks, I might get there?

    I'd like to end my Survival mode run at level 100 - that'd be a first for me with any Bethesda game.

    #Fallout4 #SurvivalMode

  34. Well, Nuka-World and the Commonwealth have been rid of Colter's gangs. The power's been turned back on at the park.

    I'm 6 1/2 levels away from 100 -- if I grind through the 5 parks, I might get there?

    I'd like to end my Survival mode run at level 100 - that'd be a first for me with any Bethesda game.

    #Fallout4 #SurvivalMode