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Quote of the day, 5 September: Sr. Thérèse of St. Augustine

Sister Thérèse of St. Augustine: My dear little Sister, I ask a favor of you: come and assist me at the hour of my death.

Saint Thérèse: Oh, yes! I will come.

Sister Thérèse of St. Augustine: And don’t let me go to purgatory. Obtain for me an act of perfect love.

Saint Thérèse: Purgatory? But you won’t go there. Souls as faithful to the Rule as you are don’t go there. You are extraordinarily faithful; it shows in everything about you. If only you knew how meritorious I find your life! You will be very surprised when you see all the good you have done and all the souls you have saved. Your eyes speak of God. How happy I am that I will soon see all the beauty of your soul and know you as you truly are! I rejoice in this, because here on earth I don’t know you.

Sr. Thérèse of St. Augustine, OCD

Memories of a Holy Friendship, no. 19, “To Know You as You Are”

Sister Thérèse of St. Augustine was the nun of whom Saint Thérèse wrote:

There is in the Community a Sister who has the faculty of displeasing me in everything, in her ways, her words, her character, everything seems very disagreeable to me. And still, she is a holy religious who must be very pleasing to God. (Ms C 13v)

In January 1897, Sister Thérèse of St. Augustine heard what sounded like beams breaking apart above her head. She believed that the sound was supernatural and that someone in the community would die within the year.

That night, she dreamed that she was alone in a large, dark room. Before her was an open doorway that was completely black, without the smallest ray of light. She then found herself on the other side of the doorway, where everything was as bright as the sun. What impressed her most was that there was no interval between the darkness and the light.

The next morning, Sister Thérèse of St. Augustine told Saint Thérèse that she believed she would die that year. Saint Thérèse received the news with joy. The two sisters agreed to wait until a day of license before Sister Thérèse of St. Augustine related the dream in full. Three weeks passed before they spoke of it again.

After hearing the dream, Saint Thérèse told her:

If you knew how much good you are doing me! Haven’t I spoken to you about the state of my soul?… I don’t believe in eternal life. It seems to me that after this mortal life there is nothing more. I cannot express the darkness into which I am plunged. What you have just told me corresponds exactly to the state of my soul. The preparations being made for me, and especially the black doorway, are truly an image of what is taking place within me.… Everything has disappeared for me, and nothing remains but love.

After Saint Thérèse entered the infirmary, she told Sister Thérèse of St. Augustine, “How well your dream is coming true.” When Sister Thérèse of St. Augustine asked her about the black doorway, Saint Thérèse answered:

It is growing darker and darker. Your dream is my only ray of light. I have no other. I know it by heart, down to the smallest detail.

This is the background to the question Sister Thérèse of St. Augustine later asked Saint Thérèse in the infirmary: “Tell me, have you had any struggles?”

Thérèse of Lisieux, S & Clarke, J 1977, St. Thérèse of Lisieux, Her Last Conversations, Institute of Carmelite Studies, Washington DC.

Thérèse of Lisieux, S & Foley, M 2005, Story of a Soul: The autobiography of St. Thérèse of Lisieux, Study edn, translated from the French by Clarke, J, ICS Publications, Washington DC.

Thérèse of St. Augustine, Sister n.d., Souvenirs d’une sainte amitié, Archives du Carmel de Lisieux, viewed 3 September 2026, https://archives.carmeldelisieux.fr/au-carmel-du-temps-de-therese/la-communaute/soeur-therese-de-st-augustin/souvenirs-dune-sainte-amitie/.

We always refer to the website of the Archives of the Carmel of Lisieux for the vast majority of our quotes concerning Saint Thérèse, Saint Zélie, and Saint Louis Martin. If you would like to purchase English translations for the collected works of St. Thérèse, please visit the website of our Discalced Carmelite friars at ICS Publications. 

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