#schizophrenic — Public Fediverse posts
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#ADNotam #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #mentalhealth #tortured #torturous #braindamage #braindamaged #zombie #zombification #zombies #catatonia #catatonic #comatose #coma #mentalcruelty #emotionalpain #braindeath #antipsychotics #antipsychotic #munchausensyndrome #lies #gaslighted #victimised #gaslighting #brainwashed #brainwashing #hypnotism
Being severely affected in these ways from birth in this way felt and continues to feel shockingly excruciating to this day.
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#ADNotam #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #mentalhealth #tortured #torturous #braindamage #braindamaged #zombie #zombification #catatonia #catatonic #comatose #coma #mentalcruelty #emotionalpain #braindeath #antipsychotics #antipsychotic #munchausensyndrome #lies #gaslighted #victimised #gaslighting #brainwashed #brainwashing #hypnotism #musing
Being affected in these ways from birth sometimes feels shockingly excruciating.
However, there are still so many who suffer far worse than i. It's OK. -
#ADNotam #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #mentalhealth #tortured #torturous #braindamage #braindamaged #zombie #zombification #zombies #catatonia #catatonic #comatose #coma #mentalcruelty #emotionalpain #braindeath #antipsychotics #antipsychotic #munchausensyndrome #lies #gaslighted #victimised #gaslighting #brainwashed #brainwashing #hypnotism
Being severely affected in these ways from birth in this way felt and continues to feel shockingly excruciating to this day.
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#ADNotam #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #mentalhealth #tortured #torturous #braindamage #braindamaged #zombie #zombification #catatonia #catatonic #comatose #coma #mentalcruelty #emotionalpain #braindeath #antipsychotics #antipsychotic #munchausensyndrome #lies #gaslighted #victimised #gaslighting #brainwashed #brainwashing #hypnotism #musing
Being affected in these ways from birth sometimes feels shockingly excruciating.
However, there are still so many who suffer far worse than i. It's OK. -
#ADNotam #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #mentalhealth #tortured #torturous #braindamage #braindamaged #zombie #zombification #catatonia #catatonic #comatose #coma #mentalcruelty #emotionalpain #braindeath #antipsychotics #antipsychotic #munchausensyndrome #lies #gaslighted #victimised #gaslighting #brainwashed #brainwashing #hypnotism #musing
Being affected in these ways from birth sometimes feels shockingly excruciating.
However, there are still so many who suffer far worse than i. It's OK. -
#MentalHealth #MentalIllness #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #ushealthcare #healthcare #FreeLuigi
Schizophrenia in America (USA) versus Africa and India.
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#MentalHealth #MentalIllness #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #ushealthcare #healthcare #FreeLuigi
Schizophrenia in America (USA) versus Africa and India.
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#MentalHealth #MentalIllness #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #ushealthcare #healthcare #FreeLuigi
Schizophrenia in America (USA) versus Africa and India.
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#MentalHealth #MentalIllness #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #ushealthcare #healthcare #FreeLuigi
Schizophrenia in America (USA) versus Africa and India.
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#MentalHealth #MentalIllness #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #ushealthcare #healthcare #FreeLuigi
Schizophrenia in America (USA) versus Africa and India.
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Google is a Paradoxical Company which is being controlled by Alphabet, a schizophrenic entity drunk on power Ads and control
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alphabet_Inc.?wprov=sfla1
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Google is a Paradoxical Company which is being controlled by Alphabet, a schizophrenic entity drunk on power Ads and control
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alphabet_Inc.?wprov=sfla1
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Google is a Paradoxical Company which is being controlled by Alphabet, a schizophrenic entity drunk on power Ads and control
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alphabet_Inc.?wprov=sfla1
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Google is a Paradoxical Company which is being controlled by Alphabet, a schizophrenic entity drunk on power Ads and control
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alphabet_Inc.?wprov=sfla1
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Google is a Paradoxical Company which is being controlled by Alphabet, a schizophrenic entity drunk on power Ads and control
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alphabet_Inc.?wprov=sfla1
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My severely #schizophrenic and physically /cognitively #disabled brother was illegally evicted and assaulted. Please give my article a read and follow me on Medium. https://medium.com/@khloethecat3/my-brother-was-illegally-evicted-and-assaulted-aa440ab6a7dd
#disability
#politics
#disabilityjustice
#actuallyautistic
#writing
#writer
#reading
#mentalhealth
#writingcommunity
#housing
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My severely #schizophrenic and physically /cognitively #disabled brother was illegally evicted and assaulted. Please give my article a read and follow me on Medium. https://medium.com/@khloethecat3/my-brother-was-illegally-evicted-and-assaulted-aa440ab6a7dd
#disability
#politics
#disabilityjustice
#actuallyautistic
#writing
#writer
#reading
#mentalhealth
#writingcommunity
#housing
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My severely #schizophrenic and physically /cognitively #disabled brother was illegally evicted and assaulted. Please give my article a read and follow me on Medium. https://medium.com/@khloethecat3/my-brother-was-illegally-evicted-and-assaulted-aa440ab6a7dd
#disability
#politics
#disabilityjustice
#actuallyautistic
#writing
#writer
#reading
#mentalhealth
#writingcommunity
#housing
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My severely #schizophrenic and physically /cognitively #disabled brother was illegally evicted and assaulted. Please give my article a read and follow me on Medium. https://medium.com/@khloethecat3/my-brother-was-illegally-evicted-and-assaulted-aa440ab6a7dd
#disability
#politics
#disabilityjustice
#actuallyautistic
#writing
#writer
#reading
#mentalhealth
#writingcommunity
#housing
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My severely #schizophrenic and physically /cognitively #disabled brother was illegally evicted and assaulted. Please give my article a read and follow me on Medium. https://medium.com/@khloethecat3/my-brother-was-illegally-evicted-and-assaulted-aa440ab6a7dd
#disability
#politics
#disabilityjustice
#actuallyautistic
#writing
#writer
#reading
#mentalhealth
#writingcommunity
#housing
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After finding the millionth schizo thread about me, looping me into another person’s gangstalking delusion on Reddit, this is my mood:
These haters obsessed, can’t keep my name out they mouth
Don’t pay no rent, I pay a mortgage on my sickening house
I’m blackity-black, rakin’ in racks, you nosey bitches
And how I run my business ain’t yo’ business to be worried aboutReal talk, don’t fuck with a Aries in bad bitch mode
I done paid every bitch, every cent I owed
They be quick on my dick when I click upload
I’m the bitch, still rich, I’ll never be canceledI’m the one and the only, you’re a hater, you’re lonely
Feel them pullin’ down on me, they already below me
Bitches fake and they phony, all they got’s a baloney
Eyes only on the Emmy, Grammy, Oscar and Tony
I’m in the room with elites, bum bitches under my feetsI wish I was kidding. It is literally the same people from 15 years ago. Yes, they have really been doing this for the last 15 years. This time, apparently, I am being paid by the government to troll occult communities as part of a grand conspiracy to keep magic away from the populace. Yep, you heard it from me. I work in the government’s anti-magic department. Oh, and in case you weren’t keeping track, I’m apparently doing this from Serbia so I’m a foreign national, too.
It is surreal how everyone will watch these people spiral into psychosis and not do anything about it. I am seriously waiting for these people to be on the news. It has been the same people going from Discord to Discord and Reddit sub to Reddit sub for 15 years now. Literally the same people… I can’t even imagine living like that.
By the way, one of these said insane people is doing this really creepy thing of feeding AI text from archives back then to create AI-generated characters so that they can recreate the time when we were all in high school. I’m not kidding. This little insane cohort started when we were literally in high school and middle school. Yes, we were on online paranormal forums back then. It is my old group I spoke to online from high school that is literally fucking obsessed with a paradigm built literally on Dungeons and Dragons. If you know, you know. They are talking about Naruto and Dragon Ball Z as if this is still high school, and we are running back home to watch Toonami. I can’t grasp what happened to make these people stunted at high school.
I am finding that this is a common thing among people with schizophrenia or Borderline Personality Disorder. Apparently, they will try to replace whomever they have a parasocial relationship with with AI, so they will train the AI from media and create an AI character. It’s not just this person, which is another reason why I minimize the amount of faithful media I put out there. It gives me the creeps. But, yeah, that’s a thing that is going on. It is getting to the point where I think many of these people are sincerely dangerous to themselves or other people. If they spin off into psychosis and hurt someone, I truly wonder if Reddit or Discord can be held liable since their platform enabled it.
#AI #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #anime #Animism #BlueSky #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #dnd #egregore #egregores #fediverse #LGBTQ #magick #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #mood #Music #musicVideo #nowWatching #occult #occultism #occultists #occulture #pagan #paranormal #Reddit #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #Schizophrenics #socialMedia #Spirituality #Threads #TTRPG #Twitter #witch #witchcraft #YouTube
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After finding the millionth schizo thread about me, looping me into another person’s gangstalking delusion on Reddit, this is my mood:
These haters obsessed, can’t keep my name out they mouth
Don’t pay no rent, I pay a mortgage on my sickening house
I’m blackity-black, rakin’ in racks, you nosey bitches
And how I run my business ain’t yo’ business to be worried aboutReal talk, don’t fuck with a Aries in bad bitch mode
I done paid every bitch, every cent I owed
They be quick on my dick when I click upload
I’m the bitch, still rich, I’ll never be canceledI’m the one and the only, you’re a hater, you’re lonely
Feel them pullin’ down on me, they already below me
Bitches fake and they phony, all they got’s a baloney
Eyes only on the Emmy, Grammy, Oscar and Tony
I’m in the room with elites, bum bitches under my feetsI wish I was kidding. It is literally the same people from 15 years ago. Yes, they have really been doing this for the last 15 years. This time, apparently, I am being paid by the government to troll occult communities as part of a grand conspiracy to keep magic away from the populace. Yep, you heard it from me. I work in the government’s anti-magic department. Oh, and in case you weren’t keeping track, I’m apparently doing this from Serbia so I’m a foreign national, too.
It is surreal how everyone will watch these people spiral into psychosis and not do anything about it. I am seriously waiting for these people to be on the news. It has been the same people going from Discord to Discord and Reddit sub to Reddit sub for 15 years now. Literally the same people… I can’t even imagine living like that.
By the way, one of these said insane people is doing this really creepy thing of feeding AI text from archives back then to create AI-generated characters so that they can recreate the time when we were all in high school. I’m not kidding. This little insane cohort started when we were literally in high school and middle school. Yes, we were on online paranormal forums back then. It is my old group I spoke to online from high school that is literally fucking obsessed with a paradigm built literally on Dungeons and Dragons. If you know, you know. They are talking about Naruto and Dragon Ball Z as if this is still high school, and we are running back home to watch Toonami. I can’t grasp what happened to make these people stunted at high school.
I am finding that this is a common thing among people with schizophrenia or Borderline Personality Disorder. Apparently, they will try to replace whomever they have a parasocial relationship with with AI, so they will train the AI from media and create an AI character. It’s not just this person, which is another reason why I minimize the amount of faithful media I put out there. It gives me the creeps. But, yeah, that’s a thing that is going on. It is getting to the point where I think many of these people are sincerely dangerous to themselves or other people. If they spin off into psychosis and hurt someone, I truly wonder if Reddit or Discord can be held liable since their platform enabled it.
#AI #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #anime #Animism #BlueSky #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #dnd #egregore #egregores #fediverse #LGBTQ #magick #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #mood #Music #musicVideo #nowWatching #occult #occultism #occultists #occulture #pagan #paranormal #Reddit #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #Schizophrenics #socialMedia #Spirituality #Threads #TTRPG #Twitter #witch #witchcraft #YouTube
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You know, I give mentally ill people a lot of grace; however, that grace ends when you are aware that what you are doing is immoral. Empirically, immoral behavior is associated with antisocial behavior and behavior where you benefit at someone else’s expense. Antisocial behavior is not introversion. Can I be antisocial? Yes, I can be. I am not a saint. I am often a devil; however, I make no excuse for it, and I try to isolate myself away from negative influences.
The issue I have with many DKMU members is they have effectively given up trying to improve as people. They have decided. I’m not going to name any names, but I saw a DKMU member on Bluesky try to rationalize their parasocial and antagonistic behavior by calling themselves a goblin and then naming it gleeful screeching. They were rationalizing their mentally ill behavior and doubling down instead of regulating themselves or asking for psychiatric intervention. I have seen this person try to form a parasocial relationship with a crow, so they are deeply ill. If you know, you know. She’s aware that what she is doing is wrong; however, she has decided to do the wrong thing, anyway, and she is rationalizing her bad behavior.
Karma is just a metaphysical abstraction of cause and effect, i.e., consequences. There are, and have been, consequences to her behavior that this person is feeling on a medical level; however, they still, of their own free will, choose to do the wrong, unhealthy things knowingly.
She, and a lot of members of DKMU, have given up living. They have given up progressing. They’ve decided to live in a miserable, nihilistic, antagonistic space. That is the last I will speak on this person because I find them to be very sad. It is deeply depressing watching them destroy themselves because they have given up living.
#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #BlueSky #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cults #divination #DKMU #egregore #egregores #magick #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #Nihilism #Nihilistic #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #Spirituality #witch #witchcraft
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You know, I give mentally ill people a lot of grace; however, that grace ends when you are aware that what you are doing is immoral. Empirically, immoral behavior is associated with antisocial behavior and behavior where you benefit at someone else’s expense. Antisocial behavior is not introversion. Can I be antisocial? Yes, I can be. I am not a saint. I am often a devil; however, I make no excuse for it, and I try to isolate myself away from negative influences.
The issue I have with many DKMU members is they have effectively given up trying to improve as people. They have decided. I’m not going to name any names, but I saw a DKMU member on Bluesky try to rationalize their parasocial and antagonistic behavior by calling themselves a goblin and then naming it gleeful screeching. They were rationalizing their mentally ill behavior and doubling down instead of regulating themselves or asking for psychiatric intervention. I have seen this person try to form a parasocial relationship with a crow, so they are deeply ill. If you know, you know. She’s aware that what she is doing is wrong; however, she has decided to do the wrong thing, anyway, and she is rationalizing her bad behavior.
Karma is just a metaphysical abstraction of cause and effect, i.e., consequences. There are, and have been, consequences to her behavior that this person is feeling on a medical level; however, they still, of their own free will, choose to do the wrong, unhealthy things knowingly.
She, and a lot of members of DKMU, have given up living. They have given up progressing. They’ve decided to live in a miserable, nihilistic, antagonistic space. That is the last I will speak on this person because I find them to be very sad. It is deeply depressing watching them destroy themselves because they have given up living.
#anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #BlueSky #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #cults #divination #DKMU #egregore #egregores #magick #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #Nihilism #Nihilistic #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #sigil #sigilMagick #sigils #Spirituality #witch #witchcraft
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Because it needs to be said again:
Psychosis is not gnosis. Taking LSD, psilocybin, MDMA, salvia, or even alcohol and reinforcing those states with fictional, mythological narratives through ceremonial magic can cause a psychotic break. You are not magical. You are not enlightened. You have broken your brain. Psychosis has degenerative effects on your brain, so you are altering your brain in irreversible ways. I know this from experience.
My step-grandmother worked herself into such a drug-induced state of psychosis that, as a senior, she has to be heavily sedated, causing her to gain weight and become massively overweight, with her mind numb. That’s a whole other saga, but my step-grandmother held religious and esoteric beliefs, subscribing to conspiracy theories, and was a heavy drug user in her teens and young adult years, although she has been sober for almost 30 years. It permanently messed her up. We know she isn’t taking her meds when she is sharper; unfortunately, that means she is psychotic. We found out she needed to be heavily medicated when she attacked a police officer in my junior year of high school.
Again, you are not doing magic when you take drugs, force yourself to believe in things that are not real, and purposefully incubate a delusion, reinforcing this with ostension and pantomime via ceremonial magic and ritual. You are driving yourself insane and giving yourself brain damage that you will have to deal with as you get older. Once again, I am seeing the marauder and the extremely online occulture crowd drive themselves into a psychotic break because they believe that’s how you do magic.
Here’s what people need to remember: The conventional, modern definition of magic is that magic is changing reality in accordance with will. While I deeply abhor and despise Aleister Crowley and Thelema, I like that definition because it converges on the definition of art. It’s more of an affirmation of magic as an art that fits nicely with pragmatic theories of aesethics. Conventionally, art is the deliberate and willful manipulation of elements, channels, and mediums, so the modern definition meets the definition of art.
Personally, my style of magic and overall praxis has been influenced by things like “Art as an Experience.” From my perspective, magic is art, and art is a refined and heightened experience where the artist and the audience co-create an experience, thus initiating a magical operation. Essentially, there is no significant difference between a ceremonial magician and an actor playing out my favorite scenes in The Vampire Diaries universe. Crowley’s definition is merely a means to make the connection between art and magic more deliberate, although, counter-intuitively, he was trying to create a demarcation between stage and theatrical magic and ceremonial magic. Words cannot express how much that man repulses me. He was essentially a perverse and deviant sexual predator.
While I am not a chaote, post-modern art and surrealism are my favorite forms of art, so there is an intersection in some metaphysical points. It’s probably why I dislike modern and Solomonic magic so much. While we were in college, my husband was an extra in a lot of different supernatural dramas. We weren’t dating at that time. I had planned to put him in the friend zone. My roommate, who was supposed to pick me up from work that day, decided to throw a gay orgy instead, where I was picking up used condoms on the floor. I could not say anything to said roommate because we went to bathhouses together, so it would have been largely hypocritical. My now-husband took me to one of his shows in the city to get my mind off of that. He did that because he knows my temper is awful, and he knew I was plotting petty payback. I got to see my now husband work, and that was when I started to fall for him. I won’t go into any details because insane occultists have an issue of forming parasocial relationships, but let’s say that watching his performance is when I started to take interest in him.
What is art? A rock I found outside becomes art when I think it has an aesthetic quality, say it is art, pick it up, and exhibit it through displaying it as photography on my social media. So my appreciation and deliberate interaction with it as art is what makes it art. So, there is a link between modern definitions of magic and pragmatic ideas of art via intention and will. Magical potency is predicated on will. Compulsion, obsession, and addiction are the inability to willfully and deliberately control oneself, so they are inversely related to will. That means drug addiction, obsessions, and paranoia that emerge from mental illness, and psychosis cancel out your ability to do magic.
Magic isn’t psychosis. Gnosis is not psychosis.
#addiction #AleisterCrowley #anarchism #anarchist #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #art #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #Crowley #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #drugs #egregore #egregores #gayMarriage #grimoire #grimoires #LGBTQ #magick #marriage #married #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #postModern #Postmodernism #psychic #Reddit #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #Schizophrenics #sigilMagick #spirits #spiritual #Spirituality #Thelema #thelemites #Threads #witch #witchcraft
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After dealing with a screwy schizophrenic person for the last 3 and a half years – luckily, their insanity stopped – and recently dealing with an unmedicated schizophrenic, I did some reading into why they are so resistant to understanding that what they are believing is not real and that they are mentally ill. Apparently, it is slightly different than a person who is Bipolar who still has some level of insight.
The former person believed they were different from other schizophrenics because they had insight. Well, I did some reading and found that there is a positive correlation between positive symptoms and poor insight. If a schizophrenic person has more negative symptoms than positive symptoms, their insight is less likely to be poor than if they have positive symptoms. I do not think they understood their doctor properly because they were under the impression that having good insight made them different. No, a schizophrenic with a lot of negative symptoms probably will not have poor insight; however, when they experience positive symptoms, their insight becomes poor.
I know for a fact that the screwy person from DKMU mostly had negative symptoms, but they had auditory hallucinations. The terrifying thing about both these people is their lack of insight and their delusional thinking makes them violent.
Schizophrenics in the grip of positive symptoms are unable to differentiate their paranoid delusions from their illness and, at that moment, are more likely to act violently based on parasocial narratives. The truly scary thing is the person from DKMU has schizophrenia that is resistant to medication for their auditory hallucinations, so medications will only do so much for them. They have insidious onset schizophrenic symptoms, which are correlated with poorer outcomes. Her symptoms creep on her over the course of years. She doesn’t realize she has lost touch with reality until it is too late.
What do you do with chronically mentally ill people who are likely to be violent because of a lack of insight that can’t really be treated with medication? Fortunately, that person’s behavior has stabilized, so hopefully, they are working with their doctors or something. However, another schizophrenic person has flared up and fixated on me.
It’s the same thing, except they are attributing their hallucinations to psychic abilities and telepathy, which is being enabled by occult communities. One of their delusions is that I am telepathically harassing them by putting thoughts into their head about self-harm. That’s another common one. Many schizophrenic people believe that others can read their thoughts if they look them in the eye, so they do things like wear sunglasses.
#anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #BipolarDisorder #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #magick #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #occult #occultism #occultists #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #psychic #psychosis #Reddit #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #Schizophrenics #suicide #telepathy #witch #witchcraft
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After dealing with a screwy schizophrenic person for the last 3 and a half years – luckily, their insanity stopped – and recently dealing with an unmedicated schizophrenic, I did some reading into why they are so resistant to understanding that what they are believing is not real and that they are mentally ill. Apparently, it is slightly different than a person who is Bipolar who still has some level of insight.
The former person believed they were different from other schizophrenics because they had insight. Well, I did some reading and found that there is a positive correlation between positive symptoms and poor insight. If a schizophrenic person has more negative symptoms than positive symptoms, their insight is less likely to be poor than if they have positive symptoms. I do not think they understood their doctor properly because they were under the impression that having good insight made them different. No, a schizophrenic with a lot of negative symptoms probably will not have poor insight; however, when they experience positive symptoms, their insight becomes poor.
I know for a fact that the screwy person from DKMU mostly had negative symptoms, but they had auditory hallucinations. The terrifying thing about both these people is their lack of insight and their delusional thinking makes them violent.
Schizophrenics in the grip of positive symptoms are unable to differentiate their paranoid delusions from their illness and, at that moment, are more likely to act violently based on parasocial narratives. The truly scary thing is the person from DKMU has schizophrenia that is resistant to medication for their auditory hallucinations, so medications will only do so much for them. They have insidious onset schizophrenic symptoms, which are correlated with poorer outcomes. Her symptoms creep on her over the course of years. She doesn’t realize she has lost touch with reality until it is too late.
What do you do with chronically mentally ill people who are likely to be violent because of a lack of insight that can’t really be treated with medication? Fortunately, that person’s behavior has stabilized, so hopefully, they are working with their doctors or something. However, another schizophrenic person has flared up and fixated on me.
It’s the same thing, except they are attributing their hallucinations to psychic abilities and telepathy, which is being enabled by occult communities. One of their delusions is that I am telepathically harassing them by putting thoughts into their head about self-harm. That’s another common one. Many schizophrenic people believe that others can read their thoughts if they look them in the eye, so they do things like wear sunglasses.
#anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #Animism #animistic #BipolarDisorder #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #magick #mentalHealth #mentalIllness #occult #occultism #occultists #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #parasocial #psychic #psychosis #Reddit #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #Schizophrenics #suicide #telepathy #witch #witchcraft
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One of the best things about hosting your own blog that’s federated with the fediverse is that I don’t have to conform to any insane, crackpot occult communities or enable the delusions of their insane admins and moderators. I don’t have to worry about being reported to myself or having anything I type be removed or moderated. I can say what I want to say on my own site. There was an insane situation that has been bothering me, but out of sight, out of mind. I don’t deal with those insane places, and as someone who is a solitary magic practitioner that maintains their own site, I am free to say what I please and practice what I want. The insane, conspiracy theory-laden authoritarian spiral into insanity occult communities online has taken is just insane.
Honestly, this insanity started in 2020. I don’t know what happened to many of these people, but it is like something in their brain broke, and they started to believe the intrusive, paranoid thoughts in their head. They lost touch with reality, and they literally psychologically collapsed into a paranoid world filled with conspiracies and fake people – the number of times I’ve been told I am not real or I am not me is insane. People will see my face and then tell me that I am not me.
Part of me wonders if this is a side effect of COVID-19. Unfortunately, COVID-19 can cause changes to people’s brains that can trigger mental health problems. I do know that severe cases of COVID-19 have triggered hallucinations in some patients. Part of me wonders if COVID-19 infections pushed these people over the edge, such that they have permanent brain damage. If that’s the case, we seriously need to do something to address these mental health issues.
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We really need to stop calling obvious schizophrenia, manic delusions, and psychosis ‘unverified personal gnosis.’ A person whom I knew 15 years ago has persistent beliefs, regardless of facts, that they knew me in a past life and we made some pact to alter the future to save the world from Nazis. It’s insane, but everyone in the occult Discord is nodding their heads and validating it.
A delusion is a persistent belief regardless of facts. This person has dreams and hallucinations that they believe are gods, spirits, and telepathy. In these hallucinations and delusions, the spirits tell them who random strangers were in a past life. A lot of these delusions are obviously paranoid and inevitably roll into a conspiracy theory about Nazis. This is very terrifying. This means, based on a random occurrence with a person, they will create a parasocial narrative that manifests as them knowing this person.
Most schizophrenia delusions emerge from noise and thus have no actual information. You can uncover that it is a delusion by asking the person for details. For example, if they make a claim about remembering a past life in Egypt, you can do the equivalent of asking them who the President of the United States is now. I did that with this person. They were claiming to have known me and other people in a past life in Egypt 3000 years ago, so I looked up what was going on around that time. I asked them who the high priest was, who the pharaoh was, and what they remember happening around that time. All of it was wrong.
That caused most of that Discord to jump all over me and imply that it was fine because it was their personal gnosis. To be clear, this person is creating parasocial relationships and narratives based on delusional narratives that they are applying to random people they meet.
Phrasing things as they happened in a different reality or a past life is a way to avoid the falsification of and is a way to rationalize the delusion. Claiming that you knew a person in a past life is a way to justify the parasocial relationship. It is not unverified personal gnosis. It’s mental illness. There is nothing magical about mental illness. If I had a nickel for every time a schizophrenic occultist spun up a delusional narrative to justify an adversarial parasocial relationship with me, I’d be rich. This is a major problem.
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We really need to stop calling obvious schizophrenia, manic delusions, and psychosis ‘unverified personal gnosis.’ A person whom I knew 15 years ago has persistent beliefs, regardless of facts, that they knew me in a past life and we made some pact to alter the future to save the world from Nazis. It’s insane, but everyone in the occult Discord is nodding their heads and validating it.
A delusion is a persistent belief regardless of facts. This person has dreams and hallucinations that they believe are gods, spirits, and telepathy. In these hallucinations and delusions, the spirits tell them who random strangers were in a past life. A lot of these delusions are obviously paranoid and inevitably roll into a conspiracy theory about Nazis. This is very terrifying. This means, based on a random occurrence with a person, they will create a parasocial narrative that manifests as them knowing this person.
Most schizophrenia delusions emerge from noise and thus have no actual information. You can uncover that it is a delusion by asking the person for details. For example, if they make a claim about remembering a past life in Egypt, you can do the equivalent of asking them who the President of the United States is now. I did that with this person. They were claiming to have known me and other people in a past life in Egypt 3000 years ago, so I looked up what was going on around that time. I asked them who the high priest was, who the pharaoh was, and what they remember happening around that time. All of it was wrong.
That caused most of that Discord to jump all over me and imply that it was fine because it was their personal gnosis. To be clear, this person is creating parasocial relationships and narratives based on delusional narratives that they are applying to random people they meet.
Phrasing things as they happened in a different reality or a past life is a way to avoid the falsification of and is a way to rationalize the delusion. Claiming that you knew a person in a past life is a way to justify the parasocial relationship. It is not unverified personal gnosis. It’s mental illness. There is nothing magical about mental illness. If I had a nickel for every time a schizophrenic occultist spun up a delusional narrative to justify an adversarial parasocial relationship with me, I’d be rich. This is a major problem.
#anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #animistic #Astral #astrological #Bipolar #BipolarDisorder #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cult #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #Egypt #fascism #gnosis #magic #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #pastLife #pastLives #polytheism #psychic #psychosis #Reddit #reincarnation #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #spirits #spiritual #Spirituality #Theism #Thelema #thelemites #Threads #Twitter #UnverifiedPersonalGnosis #UPG #witch #witchcraft
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We really need to stop calling obvious schizophrenia, manic delusions, and psychosis ‘unverified personal gnosis.’ A person whom I knew 15 years ago has persistent beliefs, regardless of facts, that they knew me in a past life and we made some pact to alter the future to save the world from Nazis. It’s insane, but everyone in the occult Discord is nodding their heads and validating it.
A delusion is a persistent belief regardless of facts. This person has dreams and hallucinations that they believe are gods, spirits, and telepathy. In these hallucinations and delusions, the spirits tell them who random strangers were in a past life. A lot of these delusions are obviously paranoid and inevitably roll into a conspiracy theory about Nazis. This is very terrifying. This means, based on a random occurrence with a person, they will create a parasocial narrative that manifests as them knowing this person.
Most schizophrenia delusions emerge from noise and thus have no actual information. You can uncover that it is a delusion by asking the person for details. For example, if they make a claim about remembering a past life in Egypt, you can do the equivalent of asking them who the President of the United States is now. I did that with this person. They were claiming to have known me and other people in a past life in Egypt 3000 years ago, so I looked up what was going on around that time. I asked them who the high priest was, who the pharaoh was, and what they remember happening around that time. All of it was wrong.
That caused most of that Discord to jump all over me and imply that it was fine because it was their personal gnosis. To be clear, this person is creating parasocial relationships and narratives based on delusional narratives that they are applying to random people they meet.
Phrasing things as they happened in a different reality or a past life is a way to avoid the falsification of and is a way to rationalize the delusion. Claiming that you knew a person in a past life is a way to justify the parasocial relationship. It is not unverified personal gnosis. It’s mental illness. There is nothing magical about mental illness. If I had a nickel for every time a schizophrenic occultist spun up a delusional narrative to justify an adversarial parasocial relationship with me, I’d be rich. This is a major problem.
#anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #animistic #Astral #astrological #Bipolar #BipolarDisorder #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cult #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #Egypt #fascism #gnosis #magic #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #pastLife #pastLives #polytheism #psychic #psychosis #Reddit #reincarnation #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #spirits #spiritual #Spirituality #Theism #Thelema #thelemites #Threads #Twitter #UnverifiedPersonalGnosis #UPG #witch #witchcraft
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We really need to stop calling obvious schizophrenia, manic delusions, and psychosis ‘unverified personal gnosis.’ A person whom I knew 15 years ago has persistent beliefs, regardless of facts, that they knew me in a past life and we made some pact to alter the future to save the world from Nazis. It’s insane, but everyone in the occult Discord is nodding their heads and validating it.
A delusion is a persistent belief regardless of facts. This person has dreams and hallucinations that they believe are gods, spirits, and telepathy. In these hallucinations and delusions, the spirits tell them who random strangers were in a past life. A lot of these delusions are obviously paranoid and inevitably roll into a conspiracy theory about Nazis. This is very terrifying. This means, based on a random occurrence with a person, they will create a parasocial narrative that manifests as them knowing this person.
Most schizophrenia delusions emerge from noise and thus have no actual information. You can uncover that it is a delusion by asking the person for details. For example, if they make a claim about remembering a past life in Egypt, you can do the equivalent of asking them who the President of the United States is now. I did that with this person. They were claiming to have known me and other people in a past life in Egypt 3000 years ago, so I looked up what was going on around that time. I asked them who the high priest was, who the pharaoh was, and what they remember happening around that time. All of it was wrong.
That caused most of that Discord to jump all over me and imply that it was fine because it was their personal gnosis. To be clear, this person is creating parasocial relationships and narratives based on delusional narratives that they are applying to random people they meet.
Phrasing things as they happened in a different reality or a past life is a way to avoid the falsification of and is a way to rationalize the delusion. Claiming that you knew a person in a past life is a way to justify the parasocial relationship. It is not unverified personal gnosis. It’s mental illness. There is nothing magical about mental illness. If I had a nickel for every time a schizophrenic occultist spun up a delusional narrative to justify an adversarial parasocial relationship with me, I’d be rich. This is a major problem.
#anarchism #anarchists #anarchy #animistic #Astral #astrological #Bipolar #BipolarDisorder #ceremonialMagic #ceremonialMagick #chaosMagic #chaosMagick #conspiracyTheories #conspiracyTheory #cult #cults #Discord #divination #DKMU #Egypt #fascism #gnosis #magic #magick #Nazi #Nazis #occult #occultism #occulture #pagan #paganism #paranormal #pastLife #pastLives #polytheism #psychic #psychosis #Reddit #reincarnation #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #spirits #spiritual #Spirituality #Theism #Thelema #thelemites #Threads #Twitter #UnverifiedPersonalGnosis #UPG #witch #witchcraft
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The persistence and the degree of the type of parasocial relationships occultists form is insane! Seriously, at any given time, I have about 20 random occultists seriously thinking that we have a relationship or that I am thinking anything about them merely because they bumped into me on Discord or Reddit or something. It is seriously terrifying and horrifying how quickly a random encounter gets spun into a paranoid delusion.
There is one person I know from psionics communities who won’t leave me alone on Reddit or Discord because she is convinced that she is telepathically connected to me, that I am putting thoughts in her head, and that I am angry at her because she chooses to be independent. The more you try to convince these people that they are delusional and the more evidence they gather for themselves, the deeper they fly into their schizophrenic, parasocial delusions. I’m not talking about that insane schizophrenic woman from DKMU. I am talking about someone from 15 years ago that I knew in psionics communities named Kira. I’m noticing that the truly unhinged ones hang out on Discord. Their delusions literally last for years and years.
I am literally watching said person on Discord describe how I pissed off gods they worked with, and that, apparently, they are causing me low self-esteem from a sock account. The terrifying thing is they don’t realize it’s projection. For some reason, they lack insight into their own emotions, so they are projecting their neuroticism onto me and saying I am feeling what they feel about themselves. It also tactically implies that they feel things like low self-esteem are put into their head.
The confusing thing is that this person says they are an atheist but believes these deities are real. Somehow, because they work with them as equals – which is insane to me, because there is an intrinsic power dynamic. The idea that people believe they are equal to beings that they believe can create cosmos doesn’t make sense to me. I’m an atheist, so the whole thing is nonsense to me.
The belief that others are implanting thoughts into your mind is a common delusion associated with schizophrenia, giving rise to the trope of tin-foil hats. This person is evidently very mentally ill.
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The Nobility, a schizo-ambient journey
https://youtu.be/-yQ1V0M5quA#schizoambient #ambient #schizophrenic #soundscape #dronescape #dronecast #no-122 #schizo_ambient
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The Nobility
A schizo-ambient journey.
https://fmonk.quasigentsia.com/archives/14207
#schizoambient #ambient #schizophrenic #soundscape #dronescape #dronecast #no-122 #schizo_ambient -
Living with #adhd and #schizofrenia at times even outside of writing is 😮💨😬🫥! So, writing my erotic stories when my mind will work with me is not only a focus and escape but also gives me a creative outlet so...🤷♂️🙏🏻 Any other #authors deal with mental disorders?
#bookstadom @tabucumdollz @erotica @eroticasocial #authorsofmasto #authorsoftiktok #authorsofmastadon #mentalhealh #actuallyschizophrenic #schizophrenic #schizoaffective #schizoaffectivedisorders
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Ep. 31 features #nyc #sociologist Robin Rogers who tells of how she escaped her #violent #schizophrenic then-husband. Her #dating goal became all about having life-affirming fun. In early 2020, she was involuntarily committed after a family member falsely claimed she had attempted to commit #suicide. Robin was now surrounded by patients who were hitting on her and threatening to rape her. Come find out how she survived even this experience and what life looks like now! 🌅🗽🌠 #mentalhealth
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Ep. 31 features #nyc #sociologist Robin Rogers who tells of how she escaped her #violent #schizophrenic then-husband. Her #dating goal became all about having life-affirming fun. In early 2020, she was involuntarily committed after a family member falsely claimed she had attempted to commit #suicide. Robin was now surrounded by patients who were hitting on her and threatening to rape her. Come find out how she survived even this experience and what life looks like now! 🌅🗽🌠 #mentalhealth
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Ep. 31 features #nyc #sociologist Robin Rogers who tells of how she escaped her #violent #schizophrenic then-husband. Her #dating goal became all about having life-affirming fun. In early 2020, she was involuntarily committed after a family member falsely claimed she had attempted to commit #suicide. Robin was now surrounded by patients who were hitting on her and threatening to rape her. Come find out how she survived even this experience and what life looks like now! 🌅🗽🌠 #mentalhealth
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Ep. 31 features #nyc #sociologist Robin Rogers who tells of how she escaped her #violent #schizophrenic then-husband. Her #dating goal became all about having life-affirming fun. In early 2020, she was involuntarily committed after a family member falsely claimed she had attempted to commit #suicide. Robin was now surrounded by patients who were hitting on her and threatening to rape her. Come find out how she survived even this experience and what life looks like now! 🌅🗽🌠 #mentalhealth
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Just saw someone on IG spell it "skitsofranic," and I just don't know about the human race anymore.
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Just saw someone on IG spell it "skitsofranic," and I just don't know about the human race anymore.
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Just saw someone on IG spell it "skitsofranic," and I just don't know about the human race anymore.
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Just saw someone on IG spell it "skitsofranic," and I just don't know about the human race anymore.
