#saippuawriting — Public Fediverse posts

Yoooo, i wrote something1!!!! :D wooow, I’m not taking any opinions!!!11 ehehehehehh nomi suffeing, i lov it mmm yum. This took me fucking 6h to write.... sobsob, I did take plenty of breaks, reread, looked up stuff... My funky flavorful grammar is hated by all the grammar checkers ofc so :P
CONTEXT: Nomi has some good old childhood amnesia, cannot remember much about her life. Only major trauma, and like 5 past years. Nomi is also ”addicted” to the Big Aphrodisiac (TM) mentioned in game. She needs it to function :blobcatflower:​ (in game i use the nectar addict trait to sim it ehehehe) Nomi is 14 in this one, and during this age she got locked inside her room for many reasons. :3 Fic tim:
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Nomi laid on her bedroom floor, staring at the old cracked ceiling. Counting all the little lines was something to distract herself from the ache of her insides. Having survived yet another beating, the bruising had started to form all over her pale skin. Pale brown hair stuck to the splitting floorboards and the sweaty skin. Her mind was loud with rage, with grief, with the urge to just end it all. But not her, but him. Just to end it all, he was the ”all”. If Bailey was gone, it would all end. Dreaming about revenge had become her favourite hobby. How long had she been used and abused for? Ten years? Probably longer, didn’t really matter, can’t remember much past some few years. Revenge for all that suffering would feel so good. Getting worked up made her muscles shoot pain through her. In hurt she curled to her side clutching her torso. Eyes teary, Nomi bit her tongue to not cry like a pathetic victim. When could it all end? Can it even happen? Nomi took a deep breath- it got interrupted with a yelp. Her lungs felt sore, ribcage bruised and pressing against them.

She was so tired of trying to survive all this. This moment was getting too long. Time didn’t move. Did she have to wait for something? Teary eyes met her gaze in the mirror. A frowning girl looked back at her. Nomi posed, turned and checked her body for any signs of long lasting damage. Her stature was intimidating to most. At 14, already tall and strong. Too bad the only person she wanted to be scared of her, clearly wasn’t. Bailey was bigger and stronger still. He was able to get her to submit and go to some rich fucks home to entertain them. She looked like a mess when she arrived, she looked the same when she left. He took her home and locked her in once again. The door sealed shut tightly, just like how she wanted her legs to be. No entry, no exit. There was nothing to note in the mirror image, back to laying on the floor…

Nomi let out a sigh, things have gotten worse this year. More violence, more perverts. There were more risks, more danger. Even thinking about the possibility of getting forced to… Would Bailey even let Nomi get impregnated by someone? Most likely for some excellent money. Yay, now she wanted to throw up. Too bad there would be nothing to puke. She hadn’t gotten anything to eat for a couple days now. All she got to drink was alcohol at the ”party”. Her heartbeat rang in her ears, her hands were shaking. Yet another issue. More to follow. Soon hopefully she’d get some more. More of the thing she hates. Forced to enjoy, consume and be dependent on. Bailey sure got her under control for now. ”If you are going to lament your life, do it on the bed. Get up.” Oh, Bailey was here? For how long. Nomi looked up, her vision was blurry, only his silhouette against the hallway light made sense. With shaky limbs, she got up to lean against the bed. Getting only on her knees. Standing up would be difficult. Bailey groaned in annoyance, quickly injecting her with purple liquid before leaving. Once again making the door impossible to escape through.

The room fell quiet, there was only her. No clock on the wall to make tiny ticking noises... It was calming enough for Nomi to finally climb onto her bed. Still too weak to move, she gave up, opting to sleep in her clothes, on top of her bedspread and comfy dreams of revenge. Drifting off to sleep where she could feel truly safe and free from her daily hell.

#SaippuaWriting #Writing #Fic #Ficlet #DoL #DegreesOfLewdity #Angst #Whump #goretober #HurtNoComfort

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:ace_heart:​ Fictosexual // Polyam // Repulsusexual IRL :queer_heart:​
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≫ I mainly yell about fictional characters and how they make me feel, but I post art/ocs/writing as well! I'm your friendly neighborhood cat!!! (* ^ ω ^) Let's be friends! You can PM me about any of our shared interests at any time! Especially my hyper fixations!! Ask for my discord / and server invites.
PLEASE ask me to filter/hashtag/mention things, I might have missed a CW or two. I use tone indicators at times, and due to my dyslexia, I sometimes don't make any sense and misunderstand/misuse words :,) Sorry!!! Mulle saa puhuu suomee jos silt tuntuu!! :D (this is a rewritten intro, just reposting it without visible edits)
I use a screen reader sometimes!
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≫ I refer to my sona as me/myself and her (3rd person), but inside my head (daydreams), we are one entity/person. We are the same and different, ik it's weird. Nomi and Sini are different basically. So for example when I say OCxCanon I usually mean a ship with Nomi (or another OC). I use selfship to mean specifically Nomi. When I refer to F/Os, I'm talking about relationships Nomi is in (aka me, inside my daydreams). Nomi uses She/Her pronouns, while I, Sini, use Ae/aer, which can help distinguish which "self" I'm talking about. Just maladaptive daydream things lmao. I will write an in-depth post at some point, Please ask if I'm confusing or just wanna learn more <3
Please keep in mind: I have issues with reality/delusions/paranoia, and I do not see fictional characters as real for my OWN SAFETY, you do you though!
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≫ I have a "private" F/O list, but feel free to ask! I don't mind doubles at all, LET'S GUSH OVER THEM!! I will mention my current mains often, here are some of them:
☆Jamil Viper <3, Floyd Leech <> (TWST)
☆Cove Holden (Our Life)
☆Jeremy King (XOXO droplets)
☆Midori Takamine <?3, Ibara Saegusa <3< (Ensemble Stars)
(I use quadrants as a quick indicator :3)
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≫ I'm otherkin/therian, mainly catkin, so please don't call me human or human terms!! :D I also fictionkin, but I'm lax-er about it, no need to call me their name's or use their preferred terms!! My fickin stuff is mostly me reacting to fanart with "Omg it's me! What am I doing this time?" :blobcatflower:​
☆ Tohru (Dragonmaid) /just like me fr
☆ Leo Tsukinaga (Ensemble stars) /silly
☆ Temmie (Undertale)
I support all good-faith queer identities! I love xenogenders, neopronouns, etc.!! Lurk my pronoun.page for my terms, flags, and pronouns!! I'm mentally ill, but I don't want to list them publicly. I might mention my diag.s at times!! I have hidden disabilities which I won't list either, but for both: I'm open about them in private/with friends, feel free to ask <3
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≫ I don't want to talk about (Some squicks), not really a DNI, I'm trying not to engage, I have filtered some terms related to these, so I might not see your message/comment mentioning them:
Fandoms: MBTI Myers–Briggs is a pet peeve/I'll rage lol, Hiveswap + Friendsim, Homestuck^2, Moomin/Muumi OCs and ships (I'm extremely sensitive about how non-finns view my childhood series, sorry!), Most American TV & cartoons (Marvel/Superheros, Most Sitcoms),
Themes: HARD NO NO NO!! UGLY BASTARDs / Unattractive male assaulters etc you want to call them, AND NO EXTREME UNDERAGE (less than 5, toddlercon, babycon) NSFW - Omegaverse / A/B/O, mpreg tpreg, etc., Female character hate/criticism ( "No women in my Male-only games/Male cast" "Male>Female characters", MLM>WLW/MLW ships, "ew woman/women", "breaks my ship", aggressive/jealousy at women interacting with your ships/ F/O, etc.) Misogyny kink/fetish is ok tho, Anti-shippers and how they are annoying/hypocritical etc. (I'm just tired of it all),
I'll most likely update and edit this stuff constantly.
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≫ Personal #:
#Saippuatxt #SaippuaIllus #SaippuaWriting #SaippuaOCs #SaippuaShips
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≫ About me: #fictosexual #fictiveother #otherkin #xenogender #lgbtq #sfw #nsfw #finland #polyamory #asexual #maladaptivedaydreaming #madd #udd #mentallyill #dyslexia #neurodivergent #autism #hyperfixation
≫ Interests: #oc #ocxcanon #sona #RP #cosplay #art #drawing #writing #anime #commissions #fandom #fanfiction #proship #DeadDoveDoNotEat #zodiac #zodiacsigns #horoscope #astronomy #space #typology "#mbti " #JungianCognitiveFunctions #enneagrams #culture #history #mentalhealth #charitywork
≫ Multifandom: #ensemblestars #enstars #twistedwonderland #twst #danganronpa #durarara #homestuck #fantroll #obeyme #mysticmessenger #DoL #DegreesOfLewdity #dnd5e #dnd #MOTW #MonsteroftheWeek #epic7 #pokemon #mylittlepony #furry #furryfandom #datingsim #otomegame #otome #ACNL #animalcrossing #pokemon #pkmn
And PLENTY of others!!
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≫ Main trigger warnings for my content:
NSFW, Self-harm, horror, violence, gore, death, unhealthy relationships/coping styles, yandere, mental health/mental condition kinks/fetishes, non-con/rape themes and mentions, large age gaps (underage/adult ships), power imbalance, loli/shota/lolisho, beast/monsterfucking, feral nsfw, medical (doctors, needles, surgeries etc.), mental health, body image, weight and health, eating habits and food, personal vent, negativity, complaining, IRL happenings at times, possible unreality/delusion/dissociation triggering posts.
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#introduction #aboutme #longpost #infoaboutme #info #saippuatxt

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Sini | ae/aer | 23 | FI EN
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─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
:ace_heart:​ Fictosexual // Polyam // Repulsusexual IRL :queer_heart:​
∘₊✧──────✧₊∘
≫ I mainly yell about fictional characters and how they make me feel, but I post art/ocs/writing as well! I'm your friendly neighborhood cat!!! (* ^ ω ^) Let's be friends! You can PM me about any of our shared interests at any time! Especially my hyper fixations!!
PLEASE ask me to filter/hashtag/mentions, I want to make you comfortable!! I use tone indicators at times, and due to my dyslexia, I sometimes don't make any sense and misunderstand words :,) Sorry!!! Mulle saa puhuu suomee jos silt tuntuu!! :D
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≫ I refer to my sona as me/myself and her (3rd person), but inside my head (daydreams), we are one entity/person. We are the same and different, ik it's weird. Nomi and Sini are different basically. So for example when I say OCxCanon I usually mean a ship with Nomi (or another OC). I use selfship to mean specifically Nomi. When I refer to F/Os, I'm talking about relationships Nomi is in (aka me, inside my daydreams). Nomi uses She/Her pronouns, while I, Sini, use Ae/aer, which can help distinguish which "self" I'm talking about. Just maladaptive daydream things lmao. I will write an in-depth post at some point, Please ask if I'm confusing or just wanna learn more <3
Please keep in mind: I have issues with reality/delusions/paranoia, and I do not see fictional characters as real for my OWN SAFETY, you do you though!
∘₊✧──────✧₊∘
≫ I have a "private" F/O list, but feel free to ask! I don't mind doubles at all, LET'S GUSH OVER THEM!! I will mention my current mains often, here are some of them: (I'll update their emoji later)
☆Jamil Viper <3, Floyd Leech <> (TWST)
☆Cove Holden (Our Life)
☆Jeremy King (XOXO droplets)
☆Midori Takamine <?3, Ibara Saegusa <3< (Ensemble Stars)
(I use quadrants as a quick indicator :3)
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≫ I'm otherkin/therian, mainly catkin, so please don't call me human or human terms!! :D I also fictionkin, but I'm lax-er about it!!
☆ Tohru (Dragonmaid) /just like me fr
☆ Leo Tsukinaga, Wataru Hibiki (Ensemble stars) /silly

I support all good-faith queer identities! I love xenogenders, neopronouns, etc.!! Lurk my pronoun.page for my terms, flags, and pronouns!! I'm mentally ill, but I don't want to list them publicly. I might mention my diag.s at times!! I have hidden disabilities which I won't list either, but for both: I'm open about them in private/with friends, feel free to ask <3
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≫ Personal #:
#Saippuatxt #SaippuaIllus #SaippuaWriting #SaippuaOCs
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≫ About me: #fictosexual #fictiveother #otherkin #xenogender #lgbtq #sfw #nsfw #finland #polyamory #asexual #maladaptivedaydreaming #madd #udd #mentallyill #dyslexia #neurodivergent #autism #hyperfixation
≫ Interests: #oc #ocxcanon #sona #RP #cosplay #art #drawing #writing #anime #commissions #fandom #fanfiction #proship #DeadDoveDoNotEat #zodiac #zodiacsigns #horoscope #astronomy #space #typology #mbti #culture #history #mentalhealth #charitywork
≫ Multifandom: #ensemblestars #enstars #twistedwonderland #twst #danganronpa #durarara #homestuck #fantroll #obeyme #mysticmessenger #DoL #DegreesOfLewdity #dnd5e #dnd #epic7 #pokemon #mylittlepony #furry #furryfandom #datingsim #otomegame #otome
And PLENTY of others!! #introduction
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≫ Main trigger warnings for my content:
NSFW, Self-harm, violence, gore, death, unhealthy relationships/coping styles, yandere, non-con/rape themes, and mentions, large age gaps, loli/shota/lolisho, beast/monsterfucking, feral nsfw, mental health, personal vent, negativity, complaining, IRL happenings at times, possible unreality/delusion/dissociation triggering posts.
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