#meltdown — Public Fediverse posts

So walking the rugrat this am, there was a dick right at my front door, with his dog pissing.

I told him in a matter of fact way, which was clearly seen as hostile, that he should have his dog piss on the curb, he ignored me and so I started berating...my earnest, public servant hellion alter makes an appearance with the reasoning that since obstinacy is unforgivable, least I can do is make it unpleasant and visible, ~so he threatens. to. SHOOT. me~

Called him a zionist...it's a go-to slur for me...

Did some operatic yelling.

Walked around the block and saw him entering at the building next to mine

Talking to a guy I've spoken to and whom I then told that the dick was a POS..

The guy said 'im the president of this building*' and YOUR dog pissed on it'...I pointed out his bad faith argument** and told him Ray never pisses (or shits) on buildings like his buddy (all but invariably true throughout his life)

Called him a zionist again...the other guy zio-identifies***, so I said something like 'no point talking to you then, you think it's ok to rape doctors to death and murder babies' so then he threatenes to beat me up (seriously considering getting #pepperSpray and would love some thoughts about that from ppl who would never do what I did, as well as if there is anyone who would) while I'm walking home then, as if it is related, 'im a jew'**** (thereby graduating from bad faith (cuz he doesn't care if he is right or wrong he just wants to front) to full-on #goldaMeir accusing anyone highlighting zionist monstrosities of antisemitism))

He starts chasing me to my door, threatening the whole way.

So I start heckling (after I open my door) and he calls me a 'degenerate f@ggot'*****

So after I put Ray inside, I go to the gated service entrance fence and heckle him some more, since he is showing his whole ass, ...those two slurs are things only bigots and fascists(I repeat myself.) use.

Like I said earlier...I am primed for a spiral cuz of the storm cancellation of the farmers market and my lazing at home yesterday erroneously thinking I could get food today...

And I go through this metric...or at least I hear in my head 'youre doing it again' cause I dont like losing it, or the fallout...but I have my sanctity fetish....this started as a real thing and I got pissed at being ignored

And the faithful in small things part of me got overwhelmed by being ignored and then the #meltdown

I don't know if i would have been so activated without the farmers market.

And I am an imposing figure so people can feel embarrassed or scared from the beginning

So here's my entry in the crazed files for today

*I need a new game plan when someone is trying to flex their completely non germane authority...it's a defense and a bad one at that, but I don't have to tools to shift from a harangue

**Last summer this guy yelled at me for Ray pissing (in the middle of the sidewalk(which is not normal, but he had waited awhile while I started laundry) for which I immediately apologized and made my excuses for Ray and he accepted the apology

***In response to his self zio-identification I SHOULD have said 'how shameful for you...where is your shonda?'

****Anyone following me for not even very long knows that I have real love for Jewish culture and people, that disappears when someone zio-identifies...no air for fascism...sadly, people like this need to pretend zionist and Jews are the same circle in a venn diagram

***** Those being fascist slurs...well...i point out someone is a monster, and then they remove all doubt cuz I made them big mad.

So walking the rugrat this am, there was a dick right at my front door, with his dog pissing.

I told him in a matter of fact way, which was clearly seen as hostile, that he should have his dog piss on the curb, he ignored me and so I started berating...my earnest, public servant hellion alter makes an appearance with the reasoning that since obstinacy is unforgivable, least I can do is make it unpleasant and visible, ~so he threatens. to. SHOOT. me~

Called him a zionist...it's a go-to slur for me...

Did some operatic yelling.

Walked around the block and saw him entering at the building next to mine

Talking to a guy I've spoken to and whom I then told that the dick was a POS..

The guy said 'im the president of this building*' and YOUR dog pissed on it'...I pointed out his bad faith argument** and told him Ray never pisses (or shits) on buildings like his buddy (all but invariably true throughout his life)

Called him a zionist again...the other guy zio-identifies***, so I said something like 'no point talking to you then, you think it's ok to rape doctors to death and murder babies' so then he threatenes to beat me up (seriously considering getting #pepperSpray and would love some thoughts about that from ppl who would never do what I did, as well as if there is anyone who would) while I'm walking home then, as if it is related, 'im a jew'**** (thereby graduating from bad faith (cuz he doesn't care if he is right or wrong he just wants to front) to full-on #goldaMeir accusing anyone highlighting zionist monstrosities of antisemitism))

He starts chasing me to my door, threatening the whole way.

So I start heckling (after I open my door) and he calls me a 'degenerate f@ggot'*****

So after I put Ray inside, I go to the gated service entrance fence and heckle him some more, since he is showing his whole ass, ...those two slurs are things only bigots and fascists(I repeat myself.) use.

Like I said earlier...I am primed for a spiral cuz of the storm cancellation of the farmers market and my lazing at home yesterday erroneously thinking I could get food today...

And I go through this metric...or at least I hear in my head 'youre doing it again' cause I dont like losing it, or the fallout...but I have my sanctity fetish....this started as a real thing and I got pissed at being ignored

And the faithful in small things part of me got overwhelmed by being ignored and then the #meltdown

I don't know if i would have been so activated without the farmers market.

And I am an imposing figure so people can feel embarrassed or scared from the beginning

So here's my entry in the crazed files for today

*I need a new game plan when someone is trying to flex their completely non germane authority...it's a defense and a bad one at that, but I don't have to tools to shift from a harangue

**Last summer this guy yelled at me for Ray pissing (in the middle of the sidewalk(which is not normal, but he had waited awhile while I started laundry) for which I immediately apologized and made my excuses for Ray and he accepted the apology

***In response to his self zio-identification I SHOULD have said 'how shameful for you...where is your shonda?'

****Anyone following me for not even very long knows that I have real love for Jewish culture and people, that disappears when someone zio-identifies...no air for fascism...sadly, people like this need to pretend zionist and Jews are the same circle in a venn diagram

***** Those being fascist slurs...well...i point out someone is a monster, and then they remove all doubt cuz I made them big mad.

So walking the rugrat this am, there was a dick right at my front door, with his dog pissing.

I told him in a matter of fact way, which was clearly seen as hostile, that he should have his dog piss on the curb, he ignored me and so I started berating...my earnest, public servant hellion alter makes an appearance with the reasoning that since obstinacy is unforgivable, least I can do is make it unpleasant and visible, ~so he threatens. to. SHOOT. me~

Called him a zionist...it's a go-to slur for me...

Did some operatic yelling.

Walked around the block and saw him entering at the building next to mine

Talking to a guy I've spoken to and whom I then told that the dick was a POS..

The guy said 'im the president of this building*' and YOUR dog pissed on it'...I pointed out his bad faith argument** and told him Ray never pisses (or shits) on buildings like his buddy (all but invariably true throughout his life)

Called him a zionist again...the other guy zio-identifies***, so I said something like 'no point talking to you then, you think it's ok to rape doctors to death and murder babies' so then he threatenes to beat me up (seriously considering getting #pepperSpray and would love some thoughts about that from ppl who would never do what I did, as well as if there is anyone who would) while I'm walking home then, as if it is related, 'im a jew'**** (thereby graduating from bad faith (cuz he doesn't care if he is right or wrong he just wants to front) to full-on #goldaMeir accusing anyone highlighting zionist monstrosities of antisemitism))

He starts chasing me to my door, threatening the whole way.

So I start heckling (after I open my door) and he calls me a 'degenerate f@ggot'*****

So after I put Ray inside, I go to the gated service entrance fence and heckle him some more, since he is showing his whole ass, ...those two slurs are things only bigots and fascists(I repeat myself.) use.

Like I said earlier...I am primed for a spiral cuz of the storm cancellation of the farmers market and my lazing at home yesterday erroneously thinking I could get food today...

And I go through this metric...or at least I hear in my head 'youre doing it again' cause I dont like losing it, or the fallout...but I have my sanctity fetish....this started as a real thing and I got pissed at being ignored

And the faithful in small things part of me got overwhelmed by being ignored and then the #meltdown

I don't know if i would have been so activated without the farmers market.

And I am an imposing figure so people can feel embarrassed or scared from the beginning

So here's my entry in the crazed files for today

*I need a new game plan when someone is trying to flex their completely non germane authority...it's a defense and a bad one at that, but I don't have to tools to shift from a harangue

**Last summer this guy yelled at me for Ray pissing (in the middle of the sidewalk(which is not normal, but he had waited awhile while I started laundry) for which I immediately apologized and made my excuses for Ray and he accepted the apology

***In response to his self zio-identification I SHOULD have said 'how shameful for you...where is your shonda?'

****Anyone following me for not even very long knows that I have real love for Jewish culture and people, that disappears when someone zio-identifies...no air for fascism...sadly, people like this need to pretend zionist and Jews are the same circle in a venn diagram

***** Those being fascist slurs...well...i point out someone is a monster, and then they remove all doubt cuz I made them big mad.

So walking the rugrat this am, there was a dick right at my front door, with his dog pissing.

I told him in a matter of fact way, which was clearly seen as hostile, that he should have his dog piss on the curb, he ignored me and so I started berating...my earnest, public servant hellion alter makes an appearance with the reasoning that since obstinacy is unforgivable, least I can do is make it unpleasant and visible, ~so he threatens. to. SHOOT. me~

Called him a zionist...it's a go-to slur for me...

Did some operatic yelling.

Walked around the block and saw him entering at the building next to mine

Talking to a guy I've spoken to and whom I then told that the dick was a POS..

The guy said 'im the president of this building*' and YOUR dog pissed on it'...I pointed out his bad faith argument** and told him Ray never pisses (or shits) on buildings like his buddy (all but invariably true throughout his life)

Called him a zionist again...the other guy zio-identifies***, so I said something like 'no point talking to you then, you think it's ok to rape doctors to death and murder babies' so then he threatenes to beat me up (seriously considering getting #pepperSpray and would love some thoughts about that from ppl who would never do what I did, as well as if there is anyone who would) while I'm walking home then, as if it is related, 'im a jew'**** (thereby graduating from bad faith (cuz he doesn't care if he is right or wrong he just wants to front) to full-on #goldaMeir accusing anyone highlighting zionist monstrosities of antisemitism))

He starts chasing me to my door, threatening the whole way.

So I start heckling (after I open my door) and he calls me a 'degenerate f@ggot'*****

So after I put Ray inside, I go to the gated service entrance fence and heckle him some more, since he is showing his whole ass, ...those two slurs are things only bigots and fascists(I repeat myself.) use.

Like I said earlier...I am primed for a spiral cuz of the storm cancellation of the farmers market and my lazing at home yesterday erroneously thinking I could get food today...

And I go through this metric...or at least I hear in my head 'youre doing it again' cause I dont like losing it, or the fallout...but I have my sanctity fetish....this started as a real thing and I got pissed at being ignored

And the faithful in small things part of me got overwhelmed by being ignored and then the #meltdown

I don't know if i would have been so activated without the farmers market.

And I am an imposing figure so people can feel embarrassed or scared from the beginning

So here's my entry in the crazed files for today

*I need a new game plan when someone is trying to flex their completely non germane authority...it's a defense and a bad one at that, but I don't have to tools to shift from a harangue

**Last summer this guy yelled at me for Ray pissing (in the middle of the sidewalk(which is not normal, but he had waited awhile while I started laundry) for which I immediately apologized and made my excuses for Ray and he accepted the apology

***In response to his self zio-identification I SHOULD have said 'how shameful for you...where is your shonda?'

****Anyone following me for not even very long knows that I have real love for Jewish culture and people, that disappears when someone zio-identifies...no air for fascism...sadly, people like this need to pretend zionist and Jews are the same circle in a venn diagram

***** Those being fascist slurs...well...i point out someone is a monster, and then they remove all doubt cuz I made them big mad.

So walking the rugrat this am, there was a dick right at my front door, with his dog pissing.

I told him in a matter of fact way, which was clearly seen as hostile, that he should have his dog piss on the curb, he ignored me and so I started berating...my earnest, public servant hellion alter makes an appearance with the reasoning that since obstinacy is unforgivable, least I can do is make it unpleasant and visible, ~so he threatens. to. SHOOT. me~

Called him a zionist...it's a go-to slur for me...

Did some operatic yelling.

Walked around the block and saw him entering at the building next to mine

Talking to a guy I've spoken to and whom I then told that the dick was a POS..

The guy said 'im the president of this building*' and YOUR dog pissed on it'...I pointed out his bad faith argument** and told him Ray never pisses (or shits) on buildings like his buddy (all but invariably true throughout his life)

Called him a zionist again...the other guy zio-identifies***, so I said something like 'no point talking to you then, you think it's ok to rape doctors to death and murder babies' so then he threatenes to beat me up (seriously considering getting #pepperSpray and would love some thoughts about that from ppl who would never do what I did, as well as if there is anyone who would) while I'm walking home then, as if it is related, 'im a jew'**** (thereby graduating from bad faith (cuz he doesn't care if he is right or wrong he just wants to front) to full-on #goldaMeir accusing anyone highlighting zionist monstrosities of antisemitism))

He starts chasing me to my door, threatening the whole way.

So I start heckling (after I open my door) and he calls me a 'degenerate f@ggot'*****

So after I put Ray inside, I go to the gated service entrance fence and heckle him some more, since he is showing his whole ass, ...those two slurs are things only bigots and fascists(I repeat myself.) use.

Like I said earlier...I am primed for a spiral cuz of the storm cancellation of the farmers market and my lazing at home yesterday erroneously thinking I could get food today...

And I go through this metric...or at least I hear in my head 'youre doing it again' cause I dont like losing it, or the fallout...but I have my sanctity fetish....this started as a real thing and I got pissed at being ignored

And the faithful in small things part of me got overwhelmed by being ignored and then the #meltdown

I don't know if i would have been so activated without the farmers market.

And I am an imposing figure so people can feel embarrassed or scared from the beginning

So here's my entry in the crazed files for today

*I need a new game plan when someone is trying to flex their completely non germane authority...it's a defense and a bad one at that, but I don't have to tools to shift from a harangue

**Last summer this guy yelled at me for Ray pissing (in the middle of the sidewalk(which is not normal, but he had waited awhile while I started laundry) for which I immediately apologized and made my excuses for Ray and he accepted the apology

***In response to his self zio-identification I SHOULD have said 'how shameful for you...where is your shonda?'

****Anyone following me for not even very long knows that I have real love for Jewish culture and people, that disappears when someone zio-identifies...no air for fascism...sadly, people like this need to pretend zionist and Jews are the same circle in a venn diagram

***** Those being fascist slurs...well...i point out someone is a monster, and then they remove all doubt cuz I made them big mad.