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  1. Doom Guy created this glorious edit of a gender meme.

    If this isn’t us coming out as plural, unclockable multigender fucks, I don’t know what is.

    Image description: text on the upper left panel reads “I wish I was’t”, followed by an image of a skull with an abnormally small sized brain inside of it on the right side.

    The next text panel down on the left reads “I can just”, followed by an image of a human head with a brain with neurons firing on the right side.

    The second to last text panel panel down on the left reads “I always was [redacted]”, followed by an image of a human head with a glowing brain inside of it.

    The final text panel on the bottom left of the image reads “destroy capitalism”, followed by an image of a human head with a brain inside of it emitting rays of light on the bottom right. (end description)

    -Allēna

    #DoomGuy #gender #genderFuckery #Humor #MadMastodon #meme #memeEdit #multigender #partner #polyamory #queerJoy #Shitpost

  2. Doom Guy created this glorious edit of a gender meme.

    If this isn’t us coming out as plural, unclockable multigender fucks, I don’t know what is.

    Image description: text on the upper left panel reads “I wish I was’t”, followed by an image of a skull with an abnormally small sized brain inside of it on the right side.

    The next text panel down on the left reads “I can just”, followed by an image of a human head with a brain with neurons firing on the right side.

    The second to last text panel panel down on the left reads “I always was [redacted]”, followed by an image of a human head with a glowing brain inside of it.

    The final text panel on the bottom left of the image reads “destroy capitalism”, followed by an image of a human head with a brain inside of it emitting rays of light on the bottom right. (end description)

    -Allēna

    #DoomGuy #gender #genderFuckery #Humor #MadMastodon #meme #memeEdit #multigender #partner #polyamory #queerJoy #Shitpost

  3. Doom Guy created this glorious edit of a gender meme.

    If this isn’t us coming out as plural, unclockable multigender fucks, I don’t know what is.

    Image description: text on the upper left panel reads “I wish I was’t”, followed by an image of a skull with an abnormally small sized brain inside of it on the right side.

    The next text panel down on the left reads “I can just”, followed by an image of a human head with a brain with neurons firing on the right side.

    The second to last text panel panel down on the left reads “I always was [redacted]”, followed by an image of a human head with a glowing brain inside of it.

    The final text panel on the bottom left of the image reads “destroy capitalism”, followed by an image of a human head with a brain inside of it emitting rays of light on the bottom right. (end description)

    -Allēna

    #DoomGuy #gender #genderFuckery #Humor #MadMastodon #meme #memeEdit #multigender #partner #polyamory #queerJoy #Shitpost

  4. Doom Guy created this glorious edit of a gender meme.

    If this isn’t us coming out as plural, unclockable multigender fucks, I don’t know what is.

    Image description: text on the upper left panel reads “I wish I was’t”, followed by an image of a skull with an abnormally small sized brain inside of it on the right side.

    The next text panel down on the left reads “I can just”, followed by an image of a human head with a brain with neurons firing on the right side.

    The second to last text panel panel down on the left reads “I always was [redacted]”, followed by an image of a human head with a glowing brain inside of it.

    The final text panel on the bottom left of the image reads “destroy capitalism”, followed by an image of a human head with a brain inside of it emitting rays of light on the bottom right. (end description)

    -Allēna

    #DoomGuy #gender #genderFuckery #Humor #MadMastodon #meme #memeEdit #multigender #partner #polyamory #queerJoy #Shitpost

  5. A creation of Eight’s from a year ago.

    Eight’s mixed media tomfuckery goes hard. I have no idea how else to explain this nonsense, but I feel it must be immortalized here 🤣

    -Allēna

    #ArtistsOnMastodon #Collage #Deathcabforcutie #didsystem #MadMastodon #MadStudies #queerart #queerartist

  6. A creation of Eight’s from a year ago.

    Eight’s mixed media tomfuckery goes hard. I have no idea how else to explain this nonsense, but I feel it must be immortalized here 🤣

    -Allēna

    #ArtistsOnMastodon #Collage #Deathcabforcutie #didsystem #MadMastodon #MadStudies #queerart #queerartist

  7. As the lab results roll in, I’m hard at work on medical theories because that’s what we do..

    It’s plausible that due to Hera‘s incredible (heavy sarcasm) DIY MKULTRA scheme she put us through in our late teens and early twenties, the high doses of lithium we were on damaged our pituitary gland, adrenals, and kidneys while our thyroid bounced back, aided by the Vitamin B100 experiment Laz started a few months ago. HRT has quite possibly made it worse because (hypothetically) nothing that’s supposed to process testosterone normally can or will.

    Huzzah. I hate this existence sometimes. Fuck psychiatry. We didn’t even need to be on lithium anyway. But here we are, persevering through this existence by means of sheer fucking spite. I’ve written a note to our PCP about this theory already. I’ll see what he says.

    -Theo, standing in for Allēna today because she fell asleep.

    #AcceptanceMatters #didsystem #DIYMKULTRA #Hera #ibuprofenExperiment #MadMastodon #MadStudies #MedicalResearch #mentalhealth #NEISvoid #plural #strokesurvivor #TWAbuse #TWMedicalAbuseTWMedicalNeglect #vitaminB100Experiment

  8. As the lab results roll in, I’m hard at work on medical theories because that’s what we do..

    It’s plausible that due to Hera‘s incredible (heavy sarcasm) DIY MKULTRA scheme she put us through in our late teens and early twenties, the high doses of lithium we were on damaged our pituitary gland, adrenals, and kidneys while our thyroid bounced back, aided by the Vitamin B100 experiment Laz started a few months ago. HRT has quite possibly made it worse because (hypothetically) nothing that’s supposed to process testosterone normally can or will.

    Huzzah. I hate this existence sometimes. Fuck psychiatry. We didn’t even need to be on lithium anyway. But here we are, persevering through this existence by means of sheer fucking spite. I’ve written a note to our PCP about this theory already. I’ll see what he says.

    -Theo, standing in for Allēna today because she fell asleep.

    #AcceptanceMatters #didsystem #DIYMKULTRA #Hera #ibuprofenExperiment #MadMastodon #MadStudies #MedicalResearch #mentalhealth #NEISvoid #plural #strokesurvivor #TWAbuse #TWMedicalAbuseTWMedicalNeglect #vitaminB100Experiment

  9. Getting Back on Track

    When we were younger, mid teens or so, our family would always accuse us of having a one track mind and say that we needed to “get off the track” when we hyperfocused on something a bit too hard for their taste or comfort.

    I, Allēna, am particularly bad about that. I’m very tightly wound, and I feel like a compressed coil much of the time. If something releases pressure on that coil, I might just.. Erupt and spill everywhere. I know much of that pressure is self imposed now that I’m an adult and is the result of a life filled with trauma, and as a result I am slowly but surely learning that I can learn to relax and I’ll still be safe and not everything will go to shit. I don’t have to be this poised image of perfection, and nor does everyone else. Not all the time, anyway. I view my AuDHD/CPTSD pattern recognition as both a blessing and a curse in this respect. It makes me very anxious, but I also get a lot done and a lot done in a way that gets results.

    That being said, I’ve been slowly learning now that life is becoming more stable to make time for my special interests, both old and new. That hyperfocus, that “track”, if you will, is what energizes me. I can’t switch mental trains of thought or tasks easily like a neurotypical or someone who has a different “flavor” of ADHD can. However, whatever I’m doing, if I care about it and enjoy it, I give it my all. I throw my entire soul into it, and gods, does  it make me feel alive again.

    It never hasn’t..

    I don’t know if I’m ever going to be able to relax through my burnout like a neurotypical will. However, I do know that engaging with people and things that make me feel alive again when I’m up for the task is the closest thing I feel to R&R.

    And lately, I’ve been giving an old comfort show of mine a re-watch – Heroes. It’s an odd one. I don’t know many people who have seen it at all, but many actors I love are in it, and we watched most of it with our family back in 2011-12 or so, mostly on Wednesday nights.

    It has been an odd experience. Very comforting, yet I only remember about half of it. I think it’s because while I loved it, I was likely severely dissociated at the time, largely focused on other things and people, and may not have been the only headmate in front, but didn’t realize it at the moment.

    I don’t know. What I do know is this – it seems to have been a huge influence on my audio drama The Third Prophecy a little over a half decade later and one of the shows that made my system realize we were plural, but we couldn’t admit that to anyone for several more years.

    I’ll need to keep watching. I’ll keep y’all posted.

    -Allēna

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    #ActuallyADHD #actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #cptsd #didsystem #hyperfocus #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #NEISvoid #patternrecognition #plural #ramble #reflection #strokesurvivor #trauma

  10. Getting Back on Track

    When we were younger, mid teens or so, our family would always accuse us of having a one track mind and say that we needed to “get off the track” when we hyperfocused on something a bit too hard for their taste or comfort.

    I, Allēna, am particularly bad about that. I’m very tightly wound, and I feel like a compressed coil much of the time. If something releases pressure on that coil, I might just.. Erupt and spill everywhere. I know much of that pressure is self imposed now that I’m an adult and is the result of a life filled with trauma, and as a result I am slowly but surely learning that I can learn to relax and I’ll still be safe and not everything will go to shit. I don’t have to be this poised image of perfection, and nor does everyone else. Not all the time, anyway. I view my AuDHD/CPTSD pattern recognition as both a blessing and a curse in this respect. It makes me very anxious, but I also get a lot done and a lot done in a way that gets results.

    That being said, I’ve been slowly learning now that life is becoming more stable to make time for my special interests, both old and new. That hyperfocus, that “track”, if you will, is what energizes me. I can’t switch mental trains of thought or tasks easily like a neurotypical or someone who has a different “flavor” of ADHD can. However, whatever I’m doing, if I care about it and enjoy it, I give it my all. I throw my entire soul into it, and gods, does  it make me feel alive again.

    It never hasn’t..

    I don’t know if I’m ever going to be able to relax through my burnout like a neurotypical will. However, I do know that engaging with people and things that make me feel alive again when I’m up for the task is the closest thing I feel to R&R.

    And lately, I’ve been giving an old comfort show of mine a re-watch – Heroes. It’s an odd one. I don’t know many people who have seen it at all, but many actors I love are in it, and we watched most of it with our family back in 2011-12 or so, mostly on Wednesday nights.

    It has been an odd experience. Very comforting, yet I only remember about half of it. I think it’s because while I loved it, I was likely severely dissociated at the time, largely focused on other things and people, and may not have been the only headmate in front, but didn’t realize it at the moment.

    I don’t know. What I do know is this – it seems to have been a huge influence on my audio drama The Third Prophecy a little over a half decade later and one of the shows that made my system realize we were plural, but we couldn’t admit that to anyone for several more years.

    I’ll need to keep watching. I’ll keep y’all posted.

    -Allēna

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    #ActuallyADHD #actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #cptsd #didsystem #hyperfocus #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #NEISvoid #patternrecognition #plural #ramble #reflection #strokesurvivor #trauma

  11. Poor Lazarus when they’re caught in the middle of a situation they can do nothing about is often like:

    🎶That’s me in the corner

    That’s me fucking my fleshlight

    Squawking like a chicken🎶

    That’s payback for THE ENTIRE SLEW OF MEMES ROASTING ME the other day, dumbass 🤣

    -Castor

    #awkward #MadMastodon #MadStudies #roast #Shitpost

  12. These appeared to me in a dream…

    In the dream, I guess we had created an ad campaign for this site and these ads and others were fuckin EVERYWHERE, guerilla marketing style.

    And I have to say, I think my subconscious kinda cooked here.

    Seeing as more people seem to be commenting on here and about Open Sorcery in DMs (looking at our crush, Doom Guy, who finally gets a proper nickname on here), I’m gonna include my nifty email subscription form at the bottom of this post if you wanna follow us for further chaos.

    If you’re on the Fediverse, please give us a follow! You’ll be rewarded with batshit content of all kinds 💛

    Hehe.

    -Lazarus

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    #adcampaign #DreamDiary #GuerillaMarketing #MadMastodon #MadStudies #Shitpost

  13. Valentine’s Day Thoughts

    In all honesty, I never really think about that holiday??

    My sweet Danish partner reminded me it existed today and I told him that due to my time blindness I’m likely to find myself in a situation out of a sitcom where someone who has a crush on me invites me over or something, I have no fucking clue what day it is, everyone else gets extremely upset with me, and I just end up rolling with it and they confess their love for me with flowers and chocolate and I’m like “I’m so sorry… what year is it again” 😭

    I’ve forgotten my own birthday before. I’m not fucking kidding. I tend to forget Valentine’s Day exists especially hard because I wasn’t exactly…. Desirable until well into adulthood, and even now it’s still a mindfuck to me that people want to date me at all? So wheee. AuDHD is a helluva thing.

    -Allēna

    #actuallyADHD #actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #chronicFatigue #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #NEISvoid #neuroqueer #strokeSurvivor #tbi #Timeblindness

  14. Unraveling: A Zine

    I made my first zine today because I was bored and needed a vent. If you want a copy of your own, it’s free to download over here!

    I hope you enjoyed this zine! I had a lot of fun making it.

    -Castor

    #art #batshittery #chronicIllness #CommunityCare #deconditioning #DigitalArt #healing #hyperindependence #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #perfectionism #zine

  15. Damn it, River.

    My fucking headmate thought it was an excellent and hilarious fucking idea to schedule a neurologist appointment on the day our father died of brain cancer nine years prior and then make me handle it. At least Lazarus had the fucking foresight to get it switched to a virtual appointment several damn days ago so I didn’t have to go anywhere.

    I’m never letting Mr. Batshit For Brainholes schedule anything ever again. This wasn’t fucking funny.

    But at least we have that out of the way, and an EEG is scheduled for February 18. They might strobe the fuck out of our brainhole during that, so brace yourselves for utterly batshit post seizure posts from us truly. 😭

    Fun fucking times. Thank you, Lazarus, for your excellent harm reduction work. At least you didn’t try to punk me for once.

    I somehow summoned the energy (likely due to sheer irritation at River’s bullshit idea of a joke) to put clothes on and then shave my face later, so have selfies in honor of this most dubious occasion.

    My left hand does whatever the fuck it wants, I guess. But at least this was a nice bit of gender euphoria today.

    Once more, with my entire ass, FUCK YOU, RIVER.

    -Allēna

    #2SLGBTQIA #agender #AntiPsychiatry #badJoke #CurrentEvents #dissociativeidentitydisorder #femadjacent #gayselfie #grief #headmates #MadMastodon #MadStudies #nonbinary #plurality #polygender #Prank #River #selfie #sliceOfLife #System #womanadjacent #Xavier

  16. I’m bored, so have a collection of memes that describe my headmate Castor.

    He’s the system’s original host, and is known for showing up, giving Zero Fucks, Saying Very Cryptic Things, and then disappearing again.

    What a fucking guy.

    -Lazarus

    #DIDSystem #dissociativeIdentityDisorder #headmates #MadMastodon #MadStudies #neurodivergence #plural #plurality

  17. Sorry I don’t have more cat pictures or anything for y’all today.

    The more I sit with the realization that what my system is dealing with is complex grief about the state of the world and life and things, the more it feels like I’m swimming in an ocean of just… Sadness. I’m safe, it’s just a lot to feel. Hence why I’m writing here. I don’t really know how else to begin deeply processing emotion beyond writing, and I’m feeling the grief so somatically that I don’t have the energy to talk to people individually about it. So I figure word vomiting here is a good place to start.

    I have lost so much. We as a society could have had so much in this past election cycle (Kamala Harris wasn’t great but she sure as fuck wasn’t this) and while I’ve seen TRUE bone chilling right wing terror as an ex Mormon.. This is pretty fucking terrifying. Everyone was warned and they didn’t listen. My system actually foresaw much of this. So we’re just mourning what could have been while trying to do the work, trying to keep our heads above water… And I am tired, deep down in my soul.

    And this realization has led me to sit with the grief and the pain of being chronically ill, psychologically tortured, and often isolated before the election, and I’m doing another round of processing that, too. It feels in a way like I’m falling down a bottomless well of pain and grief. Or maybe I never stopped falling down that fucking well.

    I’m not sure. Either way, it seems to help me breathe a little easier to put words to it however I can. I want to cry. I feel like I need to cry. But I haven’t been able to yet. So I’m just gonna keep working through things in my mind until I’m able to open the floodgates, I suppose. Everything fucking physically hurts in the meantime.

    I’m not going to give up the fight, though. I don’t see the situation here as hopeless. There’s a lot of good happening amidst the bad, and I’m not suicidal or anything. I’m just badly in need of rest and time to sit with this further, so that’s what I’m gonna do.

    Signing off for now,

    -Allēna

    #chronicFatigue #ChronicPain #ComplexGrief #ComplexPTSD #InnerWork #isolation #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #SomaticHealing #strokeSurvivor

  18. HE’S JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL 🤣🤣🤣

    One of my crushes sent me this and it basically hit me in the damn soul and I started crying laughing and had to share it here.

    If I don’t know you or trust you, I would rather do ANYTHING ELSE than acknowledge that you’ve just flirted with me, but believe me, I know, and believe me, I’m Fucking Panicking. Often for YEARS. OOOPS 🤣

    I do really like this guy, though…

    -Lazarus

    #ActuallyAutistic #alexithymia #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #neurodivergence #quoiromantic #quoisexual #strokeSurvivor #whatAreFeelings

  19. HE’S JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL 🤣🤣🤣

    One of my crushes sent me this and it basically hit me in the damn soul and I started crying laughing and had to share it here.

    If I don’t know you or trust you, I would rather do ANYTHING ELSE than acknowledge that you’ve just flirted with me, but believe me, I know, and believe me, I’m Fucking Panicking. Often for YEARS. OOOPS 🤣

    I do really like this guy, though…

    -Lazarus

    #ActuallyAutistic #alexithymia #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #neurodivergence #quoiromantic #quoisexual #strokeSurvivor #whatAreFeelings

  20. HE’S JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL 🤣🤣🤣

    One of my crushes sent me this and it basically hit me in the damn soul and I started crying laughing and had to share it here.

    If I don’t know you or trust you, I would rather do ANYTHING ELSE than acknowledge that you’ve just flirted with me, but believe me, I know, and believe me, I’m Fucking Panicking. Often for YEARS. OOOPS 🤣

    I do really like this guy, though…

    -Lazarus

    #ActuallyAutistic #alexithymia #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #neurodivergence #quoiromantic #quoisexual #strokeSurvivor #whatAreFeelings

  21. HE’S JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL 🤣🤣🤣

    One of my crushes sent me this and it basically hit me in the damn soul and I started crying laughing and had to share it here.

    If I don’t know you or trust you, I would rather do ANYTHING ELSE than acknowledge that you’ve just flirted with me, but believe me, I know, and believe me, I’m Fucking Panicking. Often for YEARS. OOOPS 🤣

    I do really like this guy, though…

    -Lazarus

    #ActuallyAutistic #alexithymia #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #neurodivergence #quoiromantic #quoisexual #strokeSurvivor #whatAreFeelings

  22. HE’S JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL 🤣🤣🤣

    One of my crushes sent me this and it basically hit me in the damn soul and I started crying laughing and had to share it here.

    If I don’t know you or trust you, I would rather do ANYTHING ELSE than acknowledge that you’ve just flirted with me, but believe me, I know, and believe me, I’m Fucking Panicking. Often for YEARS. OOOPS 🤣

    I do really like this guy, though…

    -Lazarus

    #ActuallyAutistic #alexithymia #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #neurodivergence #quoiromantic #quoisexual #strokeSurvivor #whatAreFeelings

  23. The Art of Bitching

    Well, this is an interesting prompt.

    What do you complain about the most?

    I tend to complain a lot about anything that’s difficult or exhausting for me while in the process of doing it. It helps me bypass my executive dysfunction and my deeply rooted perfectionism, which often makes it damn near physically painful to get out of my blanket lump, so cussing about having to do the task makes the task doable.

    It’s one of the joys I have discovered in adulthood, as when I was a child and teen, I was often made to do things without showing a hint of displeasure. My parents insisted that I did everything they wanted “with a cheerful heart”. So I often did, but gave them hell the rest of the time and would find ways to maliciously comply with that rule while doing the task. They learned pretty early that the only way to get me to do anything that I didn’t really give a shit about well was to pay me a king’s ransom 🤣. But now that I am away from them and better for it, I bitch about damn near everything that I have to do that doesn’t involve being cocooned in a blanket lump while in the process of getting shit done.

    I don’t mind being productive, for the record. I actually quite enjoy it. It just hurts a lot of the time. Bitching about the task at hand gets me to start the process of being productive, and I highly recommend it.

    How do y’all get shit done?

    -Allēna

    #actuallyADHD #actuallyAuDHD #ActuallyAutistic #chronicFatigue #chronicIllness #ChronicPain #CripplePunk #dailyprompt #dailyprompt1808 #disability #Disabled #ExecutiveDysfunction #MadMastodon #MadStudies #mentalhealth #neurodivergence #neuroqueer #strokeSurvivor #tbi

  24. In all seriousness,

    I was thinking about my post from earlier.

    And I sort of wonder what would happen if we all decided to open our windows at a certain designated time (say, 1 PM local) and simply unleash a blood curdling screech. Would a collective Daily Scream make the world a better place? Would that improve people’s mental health? I don’t know. But it’s ideas like this that I think may be worth trying.

    Food for thought, perhaps?

    -Castor

    #DailyScream #feral #ferality #FeralSuggestion #MadMastodon #mentalhealth #scream #suggestion #venting

  25. In all seriousness,

    I was thinking about my post from earlier.

    And I sort of wonder what would happen if we all decided to open our windows at a certain designated time (say, 1 PM local) and simply unleash a blood curdling screech. Would a collective Daily Scream make the world a better place? Would that improve people’s mental health? I don’t know. But it’s ideas like this that I think may be worth trying.

    Food for thought, perhaps?

    -Castor

    #DailyScream #feral #ferality #FeralSuggestion #MadMastodon #mentalhealth #scream #suggestion #venting

  26. In all seriousness,

    I was thinking about my post from earlier.

    And I sort of wonder what would happen if we all decided to open our windows at a certain designated time (say, 1 PM local) and simply unleash a blood curdling screech. Would a collective Daily Scream make the world a better place? Would that improve people’s mental health? I don’t know. But it’s ideas like this that I think may be worth trying.

    Food for thought, perhaps?

    -Castor

    #DailyScream #feral #ferality #FeralSuggestion #MadMastodon #mentalhealth #scream #suggestion #venting

  27. In all seriousness,

    I was thinking about my post from earlier.

    And I sort of wonder what would happen if we all decided to open our windows at a certain designated time (say, 1 PM local) and simply unleash a blood curdling screech. Would a collective Daily Scream make the world a better place? Would that improve people’s mental health? I don’t know. But it’s ideas like this that I think may be worth trying.

    Food for thought, perhaps?

    -Castor

    #DailyScream #feral #ferality #FeralSuggestion #MadMastodon #mentalhealth #scream #suggestion #venting

  28. In all seriousness,

    I was thinking about my post from earlier.

    And I sort of wonder what would happen if we all decided to open our windows at a certain designated time (say, 1 PM local) and simply unleash a blood curdling screech. Would a collective Daily Scream make the world a better place? Would that improve people’s mental health? I don’t know. But it’s ideas like this that I think may be worth trying.

    Food for thought, perhaps?

    -Castor

    #DailyScream #feral #ferality #FeralSuggestion #MadMastodon #mentalhealth #scream #suggestion #venting

  29. I was clicking around the blog after months in a dormancy coma and I’ve gotta say…

    I love what my headmates have done with the place.

    Pretty neat.

    Have Allēna’s and Eight’s masterpiece album Mago as a treat before you go. If you’re finding the system via the MadMastodon tag or related ones, I think you’ll like what it has to say. It’s all about deconstructing a high control faith, surviving psychiatry and long term abuse, and finding ourselves. Enjoy.

    -Castor (he/it), the system’s original host.

    #DIDSystem #DIDThings #dissociativeIdentityDisorder #exmormon #MadMastodon #mentalHealth #OurMusic #plural #plurality

  30. I was clicking around the blog after months in a dormancy coma and I’ve gotta say…

    I love what my headmates have done with the place.

    Pretty neat.

    Have Allēna’s and Eight’s masterpiece album Mago as a treat before you go. If you’re finding the system via the MadMastodon tag or related ones, I think you’ll like what it has to say. It’s all about deconstructing a high control faith, surviving psychiatry and long term abuse, and finding ourselves. Enjoy.

    -Castor (he/it), the system’s original host.

    #DIDSystem #DIDThings #dissociativeIdentityDisorder #exmormon #MadMastodon #mentalHealth #OurMusic #plural #plurality

  31. I was clicking around the blog after months in a dormancy coma and I’ve gotta say…

    I love what my headmates have done with the place.

    Pretty neat.

    Have Allēna’s and Eight’s masterpiece album Mago as a treat before you go. If you’re finding the system via the MadMastodon tag or related ones, I think you’ll like what it has to say. It’s all about deconstructing a high control faith, surviving psychiatry and long term abuse, and finding ourselves. Enjoy.

    -Castor (he/it), the system’s original host.

    #DIDSystem #DIDThings #dissociativeIdentityDisorder #exmormon #MadMastodon #mentalHealth #OurMusic #plural #plurality

  32. I was clicking around the blog after months in a dormancy coma and I’ve gotta say…

    I love what my headmates have done with the place.

    Pretty neat.

    Have Allēna’s and Eight’s masterpiece album Mago as a treat before you go. If you’re finding the system via the MadMastodon tag or related ones, I think you’ll like what it has to say. It’s all about deconstructing a high control faith, surviving psychiatry and long term abuse, and finding ourselves. Enjoy.

    -Castor (he/it), the system’s original host.

    #DIDSystem #DIDThings #dissociativeIdentityDisorder #exmormon #MadMastodon #mentalHealth #OurMusic #plural #plurality

  33. Hey, I’m back.

    Still alive.

    So not really coping with it but have no choice

    I’ll be here more soon so there’s that.

    Hope you’re all well and sorry for being gone all this time 🤍

    There’s been some good to the bad but it’s hard to see right now.

    Stay safe 🤍 #mentalhealth #mentalillness #chronicillness #fibromyalgia #spoonie #MadMastodon #disability #hello #introduction #welcomeback #endthestigma #NotAloneTalk #bpd #BPDfam #unemployment #unemployed #MadTwitter

  34. Hey, I’m back.

    Still alive.

    So not really coping with it but have no choice

    I’ll be here more soon so there’s that.

    Hope you’re all well and sorry for being gone all this time 🤍

    There’s been some good to the bad but it’s hard to see right now.

    Stay safe 🤍 #mentalhealth #mentalillness #chronicillness #fibromyalgia #spoonie #MadMastodon #disability #hello #introduction #welcomeback #endthestigma #NotAloneTalk #bpd #BPDfam #unemployment #unemployed #MadTwitter

  35. Hey, I’m back.

    Still alive.

    So not really coping with it but have no choice

    I’ll be here more soon so there’s that.

    Hope you’re all well and sorry for being gone all this time 🤍

    There’s been some good to the bad but it’s hard to see right now.

    Stay safe 🤍 #mentalhealth #mentalillness #chronicillness #fibromyalgia #spoonie #MadMastodon #disability #hello #introduction #welcomeback #endthestigma #NotAloneTalk #bpd #BPDfam #unemployment #unemployed #MadTwitter

  36. Hey, I’m back.

    Still alive.

    So not really coping with it but have no choice

    I’ll be here more soon so there’s that.

    Hope you’re all well and sorry for being gone all this time 🤍

    There’s been some good to the bad but it’s hard to see right now.

    Stay safe 🤍

  37. Hey, I’m back.

    Still alive.

    So not really coping with it but have no choice

    I’ll be here more soon so there’s that.

    Hope you’re all well and sorry for being gone all this time 🤍

    There’s been some good to the bad but it’s hard to see right now.

    Stay safe 🤍 #mentalhealth #mentalillness #chronicillness #fibromyalgia #spoonie #MadMastodon #disability #hello #introduction #welcomeback #endthestigma #NotAloneTalk #bpd #BPDfam #unemployment #unemployed #MadTwitter

  38. #MadLiterature
    Available for pre order:

    A Mad Turn
    Edited by Phil Smith

    Written by Mad scholars, A Mad Turn explores the field of Mad Studies in theory and practice, and what Mad Studies can bring to academia and to other social institutions. What does it mean to “do” Mad Studies? What are the field’s intersections with disability justice, Mad justice, and gender and queer studies? This book is a bold step toward the Mad Studies yet-to-come—a Mad Studies that Mad people will build, twisting and turning and singing and dancing, a new realm of thinking-being-doing-knowing. Step into it with us.

    autonomous-press.myshopify.com

    Hashtags & Group mentions below
    #LivingMad
    #Madness #MadMastodon #MadPride #MadThought
    #MadMovement #MadStudies #Mad #Madodon #TransMad

    #Ablesim #DisabilityCommunity #InvisibleDisabilities
    #PsychiatricSurvivor #AntiPsychiatry #DisabilityJustice
    #LivedExperience #PsychSurvivor #ChronicPain
    #DisabilityMastodon #Neurodivergent #RadicalMentalHealth
    #CripCamp #DisabilityRights #NeuroDiversity
    #Sanism #Disability #DisabilityStudies
    #Stories #isolation #SystemicInjustice #AltMentalHealth #instutionalization #PeerSupport #asylum

    ——

    @MadMovementMastodon @[email protected] @disability @[email protected]
    @disabilityhistory @neurodivergence

  39. #MadLiterature
    Available for pre order:

    A Mad Turn
    Edited by Phil Smith

    Written by Mad scholars, A Mad Turn explores the field of Mad Studies in theory and practice, and what Mad Studies can bring to academia and to other social institutions. What does it mean to “do” Mad Studies? What are the field’s intersections with disability justice, Mad justice, and gender and queer studies? This book is a bold step toward the Mad Studies yet-to-come—a Mad Studies that Mad people will build, twisting and turning and singing and dancing, a new realm of thinking-being-doing-knowing. Step into it with us.

    autonomous-press.myshopify.com

    Hashtags & Group mentions below
    #LivingMad
    #Madness #MadMastodon #MadPride #MadThought
    #MadMovement #MadStudies #Mad #Madodon #TransMad

    #Ablesim #DisabilityCommunity #InvisibleDisabilities
    #PsychiatricSurvivor #AntiPsychiatry #DisabilityJustice
    #LivedExperience #PsychSurvivor #ChronicPain
    #DisabilityMastodon #Neurodivergent #RadicalMentalHealth
    #CripCamp #DisabilityRights #NeuroDiversity
    #Sanism #Disability #DisabilityStudies
    #Stories #isolation #SystemicInjustice #AltMentalHealth #instutionalization #PeerSupport #asylum

    ——

    @MadMovementMastodon @[email protected] @disability @[email protected]
    @disabilityhistory @neurodivergence

  40. #MadLiterature
    Available for pre order:

    A Mad Turn
    Edited by Phil Smith

    Written by Mad scholars, A Mad Turn explores the field of Mad Studies in theory and practice, and what Mad Studies can bring to academia and to other social institutions. What does it mean to “do” Mad Studies? What are the field’s intersections with disability justice, Mad justice, and gender and queer studies? This book is a bold step toward the Mad Studies yet-to-come—a Mad Studies that Mad people will build, twisting and turning and singing and dancing, a new realm of thinking-being-doing-knowing. Step into it with us.

    autonomous-press.myshopify.com

    Hashtags & Group mentions below
    #LivingMad
    #Madness #MadMastodon #MadPride #MadThought
    #MadMovement #MadStudies #Mad #Madodon #TransMad

    #Ablesim #DisabilityCommunity #InvisibleDisabilities
    #PsychiatricSurvivor #AntiPsychiatry #DisabilityJustice
    #LivedExperience #PsychSurvivor #ChronicPain
    #DisabilityMastodon #Neurodivergent #RadicalMentalHealth
    #CripCamp #DisabilityRights #NeuroDiversity
    #Sanism #Disability #DisabilityStudies
    #Stories #isolation #SystemicInjustice #AltMentalHealth #instutionalization #PeerSupport #asylum

    ——

    @MadMovementMastodon @[email protected] @disability @[email protected]
    @disabilityhistory @neurodivergence

  41. #MadLiterature
    Available for pre order:

    A Mad Turn
    Edited by Phil Smith

    Written by Mad scholars, A Mad Turn explores the field of Mad Studies in theory and practice, and what Mad Studies can bring to academia and to other social institutions. What does it mean to “do” Mad Studies? What are the field’s intersections with disability justice, Mad justice, and gender and queer studies? This book is a bold step toward the Mad Studies yet-to-come—a Mad Studies that Mad people will build, twisting and turning and singing and dancing, a new realm of thinking-being-doing-knowing. Step into it with us.

    autonomous-press.myshopify.com

    Hashtags & Group mentions below
    #LivingMad
    #Madness #MadMastodon #MadPride #MadThought
    #MadMovement #MadStudies #Mad #Madodon #TransMad

    #Ablesim #DisabilityCommunity #InvisibleDisabilities
    #PsychiatricSurvivor #AntiPsychiatry #DisabilityJustice
    #LivedExperience #PsychSurvivor #ChronicPain
    #DisabilityMastodon #Neurodivergent #RadicalMentalHealth
    #CripCamp #DisabilityRights #NeuroDiversity
    #Sanism #Disability #DisabilityStudies
    #Stories #isolation #SystemicInjustice #AltMentalHealth #instutionalization #PeerSupport #asylum

    ——

    @MadMovementMastodon @[email protected] @disability @[email protected]
    @disabilityhistory @neurodivergence

  42. #MadLiterature
    Available for pre order:

    A Mad Turn
    Edited by Phil Smith

    Written by Mad scholars, A Mad Turn explores the field of Mad Studies in theory and practice, and what Mad Studies can bring to academia and to other social institutions. What does it mean to “do” Mad Studies? What are the field’s intersections with disability justice, Mad justice, and gender and queer studies? This book is a bold step toward the Mad Studies yet-to-come—a Mad Studies that Mad people will build, twisting and turning and singing and dancing, a new realm of thinking-being-doing-knowing. Step into it with us.

    autonomous-press.myshopify.com

    Hashtags & Group mentions below
    #LivingMad
    #Madness #MadMastodon #MadPride #MadThought
    #MadMovement #MadStudies #Mad #Madodon #TransMad

    #Ablesim #DisabilityCommunity #InvisibleDisabilities
    #PsychiatricSurvivor #AntiPsychiatry #DisabilityJustice
    #LivedExperience #PsychSurvivor #ChronicPain
    #DisabilityMastodon #Neurodivergent #RadicalMentalHealth
    #CripCamp #DisabilityRights #NeuroDiversity
    #Sanism #Disability #DisabilityStudies
    #Stories #isolation #SystemicInjustice #AltMentalHealth #instutionalization #PeerSupport #asylum

    ——

    @MadMovementMastodon @[email protected] @disability @[email protected]
    @disabilityhistory @neurodivergence

  43. #MadLiterature

    Empire of Normality
    Neurodiversity and Capitalism
    by Robert Chapman

    This is a priority read for me!

    I’m looking forward to how Chapman explains the emergence and rise of the pathology paradigm and its entanglement with the fundamental logic of capitalism. Specifically how the medical and scientific definitions of illness, disability, and normality have grown in response to economic and ideological developments.

    plutobooks.com/9780745348667/e

    Hashtags & Group mentions below

    #Madness #MadMastodon #MadPride #MadThought
    #MadMovement #MadStudies #Mad #Madodon #TransMad

    #Ablesim #DisabilityCommunity #InvisibleDisabilities
    #PsychiatricSurvivor #AntiPsychiatry #DisabilityJustice
    #LivedExperience #PsychSurvivor #ChronicPain
    #DisabilityMastodon #Neurodivergent #RadicalMentalHealth
    #CripCamp #DisabilityRights #NeuroDiversity
    #Sanism #Disability #DisabilityStudies
    #Stories #isolation #SystemicInjustice

    ——

    @MadMovementMastodon
    @[email protected]
    @disability
    @[email protected]
    @disabilityhistory
    @neurodivergence

  44. #MadLiterature

    Empire of Normality
    Neurodiversity and Capitalism
    by Robert Chapman

    This is a priority read for me!

    I’m looking forward to how Chapman explains the emergence and rise of the pathology paradigm and its entanglement with the fundamental logic of capitalism. Specifically how the medical and scientific definitions of illness, disability, and normality have grown in response to economic and ideological developments.

    plutobooks.com/9780745348667/e

    Hashtags & Group mentions below

    #Madness #MadMastodon #MadPride #MadThought
    #MadMovement #MadStudies #Mad #Madodon #TransMad

    #Ablesim #DisabilityCommunity #InvisibleDisabilities
    #PsychiatricSurvivor #AntiPsychiatry #DisabilityJustice
    #LivedExperience #PsychSurvivor #ChronicPain
    #DisabilityMastodon #Neurodivergent #RadicalMentalHealth
    #CripCamp #DisabilityRights #NeuroDiversity
    #Sanism #Disability #DisabilityStudies
    #Stories #isolation #SystemicInjustice

    ——

    @MadMovementMastodon
    @[email protected]
    @disability
    @[email protected]
    @disabilityhistory
    @neurodivergence

  45. #MadLiterature

    Empire of Normality
    Neurodiversity and Capitalism
    by Robert Chapman

    This is a priority read for me!

    I’m looking forward to how Chapman explains the emergence and rise of the pathology paradigm and its entanglement with the fundamental logic of capitalism. Specifically how the medical and scientific definitions of illness, disability, and normality have grown in response to economic and ideological developments.

    plutobooks.com/9780745348667/e

    Hashtags & Group mentions below

    #Madness #MadMastodon #MadPride #MadThought
    #MadMovement #MadStudies #Mad #Madodon #TransMad

    #Ablesim #DisabilityCommunity #InvisibleDisabilities
    #PsychiatricSurvivor #AntiPsychiatry #DisabilityJustice
    #LivedExperience #PsychSurvivor #ChronicPain
    #DisabilityMastodon #Neurodivergent #RadicalMentalHealth
    #CripCamp #DisabilityRights #NeuroDiversity
    #Sanism #Disability #DisabilityStudies
    #Stories #isolation #SystemicInjustice

    ——

    @MadMovementMastodon
    @[email protected]
    @disability
    @[email protected]
    @disabilityhistory
    @neurodivergence