#latenightblues — Public Fediverse posts

I don’t believe in destiny, except that I’m not destined for love

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I absolutely loathe cheating

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Sadness envelopes me once again

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My life once again seems at a standstill. I just don't have the energy to do much anymore

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I'm starting to believe it's actually impossible for me to fall in love

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I now understand why some people want to avoid a whole city just because of one person

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Wow, yet another instance I give up on the dating apps

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Maybe I don’t have a heart

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I can’t win no matter which way I play this game

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Well, that was awkward

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Queen bed but no queen to share it with

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I probably won’t be going to any more dating events for a long while

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I realize if I export my Instagram data then I can see all my messages and photos with her

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What have I done 🫠

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Every time, I’m just trying to feel a little of what I felt that one time

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I think my heart has been so messed up from that one experience that I am not able to find love again. I've tried so many times that I actually think I'm not capable of ever feeling the way I did that one time.

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Recently feels like a bunch of filler episodes, 1 day after another

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I’m learning a new language now, and I really hate when people tell me I need to improve it.

Well duh, obviously that’s what I’m doing. You telling me that isn’t gonna help

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The honest truth is that I don’t think I can ever like somebody as much again

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Valentine’s Day is forever ruined because of you

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Another reason I hate being back: people regularly mention her. Everywhere else, I have a clean slate

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Well, I know my worth now

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Sometimes, I feel too old. Other times, I feel too young

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I’m afraid of what could've been

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It didn’t feel permanent until it was

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It's nice to be appreciated

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The main reason I can’t be here is because of the memories it brings about her

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There’s this chocolate place I started really liking. Then, I remembered she had told me about a chocolate place she really loved.

I checked and it was the same place.

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Too little, too late

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That one experience has made me so hesitant to get committed to any one relationship

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I’ve made so many surface-level friendships that I don’t know if I can/want to get into a deep relationship anymore. And that’s why I have commitment issues

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