#igotout — Public Fediverse posts
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I think I'm currently in a phase of recovery where outside circumstances got better and now my brain is letting go of some more of that sweet sweet denial and struggling to find a balance of brain chemicals and hormones and the lack of acute trauma feels... boring, mundane, meaningless, sad, unimportant. As though I was suddenly unimportant. I had some hints of mania previously, sometimes more and sometimes less, and that was the medicine my own brain produced to protect me and get me through alive. Now it's missing and everything seems "bleh".
Plus, more trauma material is coming up. But that's as usual.
Plus, cycling through self doubts and thought hangups that I thought I already dealt with like "how can I live without the logical fallacies I had brainwashed into me my entire life, it seems so hard to live without black and white thinking and us versus them!" (even though I had long ago swapped out who was in which category, because I wanted to be an sjw, woke etc)
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I think I'm currently in a phase of recovery where outside circumstances got better and now my brain is letting go of some more of that sweet sweet denial and struggling to find a balance of brain chemicals and hormones and the lack of acute trauma feels... boring, mundane, meaningless, sad, unimportant. As though I was suddenly unimportant. I had some hints of mania previously, sometimes more and sometimes less, and that was the medicine my own brain produced to protect me and get me through alive. Now it's missing and everything seems "bleh".
Plus, more trauma material is coming up. But that's as usual.
Plus, cycling through self doubts and thought hangups that I thought I already dealt with like "how can I live without the logical fallacies I had brainwashed into me my entire life, it seems so hard to live without black and white thinking and us versus them!" (even though I had long ago swapped out who was in which category, because I wanted to be an sjw, woke etc)
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I think I'm currently in a phase of recovery where outside circumstances got better and now my brain is letting go of some more of that sweet sweet denial and struggling to find a balance of brain chemicals and hormones and the lack of acute trauma feels... boring, mundane, meaningless, sad, unimportant. As though I was suddenly unimportant. I had some hints of mania previously, sometimes more and sometimes less, and that was the medicine my own brain produced to protect me and get me through alive. Now it's missing and everything seems "bleh".
Plus, more trauma material is coming up. But that's as usual.
Plus, cycling through self doubts and thought hangups that I thought I already dealt with like "how can I live without the logical fallacies I had brainwashed into me my entire life, it seems so hard to live without black and white thinking and us versus them!" (even though I had long ago swapped out who was in which category, because I wanted to be an sjw, woke etc)
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I think I'm currently in a phase of recovery where outside circumstances got better and now my brain is letting go of some more of that sweet sweet denial and struggling to find a balance of brain chemicals and hormones and the lack of acute trauma feels... boring, mundane, meaningless, sad, unimportant. As though I was suddenly unimportant. I had some hints of mania previously, sometimes more and sometimes less, and that was the medicine my own brain produced to protect me and get me through alive. Now it's missing and everything seems "bleh".
Plus, more trauma material is coming up. But that's as usual.
Plus, cycling through self doubts and thought hangups that I thought I already dealt with like "how can I live without the logical fallacies I had brainwashed into me my entire life, it seems so hard to live without black and white thinking and us versus them!" (even though I had long ago swapped out who was in which category, because I wanted to be an sjw, woke etc)
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I think I'm currently in a phase of recovery where outside circumstances got better and now my brain is letting go of some more of that sweet sweet denial and struggling to find a balance of brain chemicals and hormones and the lack of acute trauma feels... boring, mundane, meaningless, sad, unimportant. As though I was suddenly unimportant. I had some hints of mania previously, sometimes more and sometimes less, and that was the medicine my own brain produced to protect me and get me through alive. Now it's missing and everything seems "bleh".
Plus, more trauma material is coming up. But that's as usual.
Plus, cycling through self doubts and thought hangups that I thought I already dealt with like "how can I live without the logical fallacies I had brainwashed into me my entire life, it seems so hard to live without black and white thinking and us versus them!" (even though I had long ago swapped out who was in which category, because I wanted to be an sjw, woke etc)
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Still struggling really hard with the badbrainz. Diving into research about cult stuff, interviews with ex members etc. But it's hard. I'm so stupid and uninformed because I was made to fear my own thoughts and curiosity and even moreso, outside information that could free my mind.
I have no idea how the world works or anything at all - is what some introject is currently making me believe. So, trying to reclaim my brain. It's physically exhausting to fight these remnants of control. They are very strong, because I am very strong. They are draining my energy and turning it against me.
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Still struggling really hard with the badbrainz. Diving into research about cult stuff, interviews with ex members etc. But it's hard. I'm so stupid and uninformed because I was made to fear my own thoughts and curiosity and even moreso, outside information that could free my mind.
I have no idea how the world works or anything at all - is what some introject is currently making me believe. So, trying to reclaim my brain. It's physically exhausting to fight these remnants of control. They are very strong, because I am very strong. They are draining my energy and turning it against me.
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Still struggling really hard with the badbrainz. Diving into research about cult stuff, interviews with ex members etc. But it's hard. I'm so stupid and uninformed because I was made to fear my own thoughts and curiosity and even moreso, outside information that could free my mind.
I have no idea how the world works or anything at all - is what some introject is currently making me believe. So, trying to reclaim my brain. It's physically exhausting to fight these remnants of control. They are very strong, because I am very strong. They are draining my energy and turning it against me.
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"First, it was church history. Then doctrine. Then the finances. Then the hypocrisy.” – Doc Bob
This is a spotlight on a profile shared at wasmormon.org. These are just the highlights, so please find the full story at https://wasmormon.org/profile/docbob49/. There are stories of Mormon faith journeys contributed by hundreds of users like you. Come check them out and consider sharing your own story at wasmormon.org!
#Mormon #exmormon #exmo #lds #ldschurch #church #iwasamormon #iGotOut #Mormonism #exlds
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"First, it was church history. Then doctrine. Then the finances. Then the hypocrisy.” – Doc Bob
This is a spotlight on a profile shared at wasmormon.org. These are just the highlights, so please find the full story at https://wasmormon.org/profile/docbob49/. There are stories of Mormon faith journeys contributed by hundreds of users like you. Come check them out and consider sharing your own story at wasmormon.org!
#Mormon #exmormon #exmo #lds #ldschurch #church #iwasamormon #iGotOut #Mormonism #exlds
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"First, it was church history. Then doctrine. Then the finances. Then the hypocrisy.” – Doc Bob
This is a spotlight on a profile shared at wasmormon.org. These are just the highlights, so please find the full story at https://wasmormon.org/profile/docbob49/. There are stories of Mormon faith journeys contributed by hundreds of users like you. Come check them out and consider sharing your own story at wasmormon.org!
#Mormon #exmormon #exmo #lds #ldschurch #church #iwasamormon #iGotOut #Mormonism #exlds
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"First, it was church history. Then doctrine. Then the finances. Then the hypocrisy.” – Doc Bob
This is a spotlight on a profile shared at wasmormon.org. These are just the highlights, so please find the full story at https://wasmormon.org/profile/docbob49/. There are stories of Mormon faith journeys contributed by hundreds of users like you. Come check them out and consider sharing your own story at wasmormon.org!
#Mormon #exmormon #exmo #lds #ldschurch #church #iwasamormon #iGotOut #Mormonism #exlds
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The Mormon Church exhibits traits commonly associated with cult-like behavior. The BITE™ Model of Authoritarian control is a framework to identify and analyze the ways cults and other high-control groups manipulate their members with mind control or undue influence. BITE stands for Behavior, Information, Thought, and Emotional control.
https://wasmormon.org/mormonism-and-the-cult-bite-model/
#mormon #lds #church #cult #bitemodel #exmormon #iwasamormon #igotout
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The Mormon Church exhibits traits commonly associated with cult-like behavior. The BITE™ Model of Authoritarian control is a framework to identify and analyze the ways cults and other high-control groups manipulate their members with mind control or undue influence. BITE stands for Behavior, Information, Thought, and Emotional control.
https://wasmormon.org/mormonism-and-the-cult-bite-model/
#mormon #lds #church #cult #bitemodel #exmormon #iwasamormon #igotout
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The Mormon Church exhibits traits commonly associated with cult-like behavior. The BITE™ Model of Authoritarian control is a framework to identify and analyze the ways cults and other high-control groups manipulate their members with mind control or undue influence. BITE stands for Behavior, Information, Thought, and Emotional control.
https://wasmormon.org/mormonism-and-the-cult-bite-model/
#mormon #lds #church #cult #bitemodel #exmormon #iwasamormon #igotout
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The Mormon Church exhibits traits commonly associated with cult-like behavior. The BITE™ Model of Authoritarian control is a framework to identify and analyze the ways cults and other high-control groups manipulate their members with mind control or undue influence. BITE stands for Behavior, Information, Thought, and Emotional control.
https://wasmormon.org/mormonism-and-the-cult-bite-model/
#mormon #lds #church #cult #bitemodel #exmormon #iwasamormon #igotout
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Kevin W. Pearson, Holy Ghost Not Active For Doubters or Apostates
https://wasmormon.org/kevin-w-pearson-holy-ghost-not-active-for-doubters-or-apostates/
#exmormon #Mormonism #ldschurch #lds #ldsquote #iwasamormon #igotout #Mormon
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Kevin W. Pearson, Holy Ghost Not Active For Doubters or Apostates
https://wasmormon.org/kevin-w-pearson-holy-ghost-not-active-for-doubters-or-apostates/
#exmormon #Mormonism #ldschurch #lds #ldsquote #iwasamormon #igotout #Mormon
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Kevin W. Pearson, Holy Ghost Not Active For Doubters or Apostates
https://wasmormon.org/kevin-w-pearson-holy-ghost-not-active-for-doubters-or-apostates/
#exmormon #Mormonism #ldschurch #lds #ldsquote #iwasamormon #igotout #Mormon
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Kevin W. Pearson, Holy Ghost Not Active For Doubters or Apostates
https://wasmormon.org/kevin-w-pearson-holy-ghost-not-active-for-doubters-or-apostates/
#exmormon #Mormonism #ldschurch #lds #ldsquote #iwasamormon #igotout #Mormon
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After being ghosted by the Holy Ghost, Jana found the strength to detach herself from the confines of Mormonism, choosing instead to create a life where she could be true to herself and find genuine happiness.
This is a spotlight on a profile shared at wasmormon.org. Full story at https://wasmormon.org/profile/the-last-tapircorn/
#Mormon #Mormonism #ldschurch #lds #religion #exmormon #iwasamormon #igotout #mormonstory #exmo #exmormonbecause #exlds #faithcrisis #deconstruction
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After being ghosted by the Holy Ghost, Jana found the strength to detach herself from the confines of Mormonism, choosing instead to create a life where she could be true to herself and find genuine happiness.
This is a spotlight on a profile shared at wasmormon.org. Full story at https://wasmormon.org/profile/the-last-tapircorn/
#Mormon #Mormonism #ldschurch #lds #religion #exmormon #iwasamormon #igotout #mormonstory #exmo #exmormonbecause #exlds #faithcrisis #deconstruction
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After being ghosted by the Holy Ghost, Jana found the strength to detach herself from the confines of Mormonism, choosing instead to create a life where she could be true to herself and find genuine happiness.
This is a spotlight on a profile shared at wasmormon.org. Full story at https://wasmormon.org/profile/the-last-tapircorn/
#Mormon #Mormonism #ldschurch #lds #religion #exmormon #iwasamormon #igotout #mormonstory #exmo #exmormonbecause #exlds #faithcrisis #deconstruction
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After being ghosted by the Holy Ghost, Jana found the strength to detach herself from the confines of Mormonism, choosing instead to create a life where she could be true to herself and find genuine happiness.
This is a spotlight on a profile shared at wasmormon.org. Full story at https://wasmormon.org/profile/the-last-tapircorn/
#Mormon #Mormonism #ldschurch #lds #religion #exmormon #iwasamormon #igotout #mormonstory #exmo #exmormonbecause #exlds #faithcrisis #deconstruction
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Have you seen the #shinyhappypeople docuseries exposing the #Duggars & the #IBLP #Gothard #cult? It is important because it exposes #conservative #evangelical #christianity in the #USA and how long plans have been in motion to basically take over all levels of government - but especially the #scotus . Here’s my B4 & after fundie, Gothardesque pic. #iGotOut
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Have you seen the #shinyhappypeople docuseries exposing the #Duggars & the #IBLP #Gothard #cult? It is important because it exposes #conservative #evangelical #christianity in the #USA and how long plans have been in motion to basically take over all levels of government - but especially the #scotus . Here’s my B4 & after fundie, Gothardesque pic. #iGotOut
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Have you seen the #shinyhappypeople docuseries exposing the #Duggars & the #IBLP #Gothard #cult? It is important because it exposes #conservative #evangelical #christianity in the #USA and how long plans have been in motion to basically take over all levels of government - but especially the #scotus . Here’s my B4 & after fundie, Gothardesque pic. #iGotOut
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Have you seen the #shinyhappypeople docuseries exposing the #Duggars & the #IBLP #Gothard #cult? It is important because it exposes #conservative #evangelical #christianity in the #USA and how long plans have been in motion to basically take over all levels of government - but especially the #scotus . Here’s my B4 & after fundie, Gothardesque pic. #iGotOut
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Have you seen the #shinyhappypeople docuseries exposing the #Duggars & the #IBLP #Gothard #cult? It is important because it exposes #conservative #evangelical #christianity in the #USA and how long plans have been in motion to basically take over all levels of government - but especially the #scotus . Here’s my B4 & after fundie, Gothardesque pic. #iGotOut
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Every time a woman leaves her abuser, a unicorn gets its wings.
(Also, fucking finally. I hope someone is cooking lots of delicious, nourishing meals for her.)
#nxivm #nomorevanguards #igotout
https://frankreport.com/2023/03/27/nicki-clyne-leaves-keith-raniere-her-statement/
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Every time a woman leaves her abuser, a unicorn gets its wings.
(Also, fucking finally. I hope someone is cooking lots of delicious, nourishing meals for her.)
#nxivm #nomorevanguards #igotout
https://frankreport.com/2023/03/27/nicki-clyne-leaves-keith-raniere-her-statement/
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Every time a woman leaves her abuser, a unicorn gets its wings.
(Also, fucking finally. I hope someone is cooking lots of delicious, nourishing meals for her.)
#nxivm #nomorevanguards #igotout
https://frankreport.com/2023/03/27/nicki-clyne-leaves-keith-raniere-her-statement/
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Every time a woman leaves her abuser, a unicorn gets its wings.
(Also, fucking finally. I hope someone is cooking lots of delicious, nourishing meals for her.)
#nxivm #nomorevanguards #igotout
https://frankreport.com/2023/03/27/nicki-clyne-leaves-keith-raniere-her-statement/
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Every time a woman leaves her abuser, a unicorn gets its wings.
(Also, fucking finally. I hope someone is cooking lots of delicious, nourishing meals for her.)
#nxivm #nomorevanguards #igotout
https://frankreport.com/2023/03/27/nicki-clyne-leaves-keith-raniere-her-statement/
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Early last year, I had an anxiety attack and I want to share what lead up to it and what I've been doing to cope with my anxiety.
#ExJW
#JW
#JehovahsWitnesses
#JWorg
#BestLifeEver
#ItsACult
#iGotOut -
Early last year, I had an anxiety attack and I want to share what lead up to it and what I've been doing to cope with my anxiety.
#ExJW
#JW
#JehovahsWitnesses
#JWorg
#BestLifeEver
#ItsACult
#iGotOut -
Early last year, I had an anxiety attack and I want to share what lead up to it and what I've been doing to cope with my anxiety.
#ExJW
#JW
#JehovahsWitnesses
#JWorg
#BestLifeEver
#ItsACult
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I asked an AI to write a list of common practices of cults. The list is spot on! But what's even more interesting are the sources it used for information.
Note that I didn't MENTION #JehovahsWitnesses at all.
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I asked an AI to write a list of common practices of cults. The list is spot on! But what's even more interesting are the sources it used for information.
Note that I didn't MENTION #JehovahsWitnesses at all.
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I asked an AI to write a list of common practices of cults. The list is spot on! But what's even more interesting are the sources it used for information.
Note that I didn't MENTION #JehovahsWitnesses at all.
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I asked an AI to write a list of common practices of cults. The list is spot on! But what's even more interesting are the sources it used for information.
Note that I didn't MENTION #JehovahsWitnesses at all.
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I asked an AI to write a list of common practices of cults. The list is spot on! But what's even more interesting are the sources it used for information.
Note that I didn't MENTION #JehovahsWitnesses at all.
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Sacred Science: Trust, Suppression, Silencing Doubts, Isolation, Influence, Reinforcement
•Establishes authority
•Establishes goodness
•Establishes the one true way, which…
•…blocks a desire to seek answers outside the system
•Suppresses the ability to ask questions or express doubts about core principles
•Suppresses ability to criticize leadership#Cults #Cult #IGotOut #Exmo #Exvangelical #ExJW #ReligiousTrauma #HealYourTrauma #SpiritualAbuse #MindControl #CultCounterconditioning
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Sacred Science: Trust, Suppression, Silencing Doubts, Isolation, Influence, Reinforcement
•Establishes authority
•Establishes goodness
•Establishes the one true way, which…
•…blocks a desire to seek answers outside the system
•Suppresses the ability to ask questions or express doubts about core principles
•Suppresses ability to criticize leadership#Cults #Cult #IGotOut #Exmo #Exvangelical #ExJW #ReligiousTrauma #HealYourTrauma #SpiritualAbuse #MindControl #CultCounterconditioning
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Sacred Science: Trust, Suppression, Silencing Doubts, Isolation, Influence, Reinforcement
•Establishes authority
•Establishes goodness
•Establishes the one true way, which…
•…blocks a desire to seek answers outside the system
•Suppresses the ability to ask questions or express doubts about core principles
•Suppresses ability to criticize leadership#Cults #Cult #IGotOut #Exmo #Exvangelical #ExJW #ReligiousTrauma #HealYourTrauma #SpiritualAbuse #MindControl #CultCounterconditioning
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Sacred Science: Trust, Suppression, Silencing Doubts, Isolation, Influence, Reinforcement
•Establishes authority
•Establishes goodness
•Establishes the one true way, which…
•…blocks a desire to seek answers outside the system
•Suppresses the ability to ask questions or express doubts about core principles
•Suppresses ability to criticize leadership#Cults #Cult #IGotOut #Exmo #Exvangelical #ExJW #ReligiousTrauma #HealYourTrauma #SpiritualAbuse #MindControl #CultCounterconditioning
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Mind Control Technique #4:
Sacred Science (Closed System of Logic) - The ideology and leader have the one and only truth. Members should only seek answers in group teachings. Doctrinal logic is airtight. The leaders are above criticism and those who question or criticize are immoral.
#Cults #Cult #IGotOut #Exmo #Exvangelical #ExJW #ReligiousTrauma #HealYourTrauma #SpiritualAbuse #AbuseCulture #MindControl #CultCounterconditioning
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Mind Control Technique #4:
Sacred Science (Closed System of Logic) - The ideology and leader have the one and only truth. Members should only seek answers in group teachings. Doctrinal logic is airtight. The leaders are above criticism and those who question or criticize are immoral.
#Cults #Cult #IGotOut #Exmo #Exvangelical #ExJW #ReligiousTrauma #HealYourTrauma #SpiritualAbuse #AbuseCulture #MindControl #CultCounterconditioning
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Mind Control Technique #4:
Sacred Science (Closed System of Logic) - The ideology and leader have the one and only truth. Members should only seek answers in group teachings. Doctrinal logic is airtight. The leaders are above criticism and those who question or criticize are immoral.
#Cults #Cult #IGotOut #Exmo #Exvangelical #ExJW #ReligiousTrauma #HealYourTrauma #SpiritualAbuse #AbuseCulture #MindControl #CultCounterconditioning
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Mind Control Technique #4:
Sacred Science (Closed System of Logic) - The ideology and leader have the one and only truth. Members should only seek answers in group teachings. Doctrinal logic is airtight. The leaders are above criticism and those who question or criticize are immoral.
#Cults #Cult #IGotOut #Exmo #Exvangelical #ExJW #ReligiousTrauma #HealYourTrauma #SpiritualAbuse #AbuseCulture #MindControl #CultCounterconditioning