Good Morning!
Good Monday morning, my dear friends! That is, if there is such a thing. Anyway, I wanted to stop by and say the author fair I was in went very well. I sat next to a very nice lady, a retired science teacher, who now writes science books for children to spark their interest in science and chemistry. It was perfect match since she was nice enough to help me promote my book. I sold three copies. One of the people who stopped by was an author who writes books about survivors, and when I told her my story, her face lit up like a Christmas tree, and said she would be interested in interviewing me! Of course, I jummped at the chance and we exchanged contact information. I was both flattered and inspired, as this is a win-win situation, one which would benefit everybody. Once again, something good coming out of the bad, and there has been a lot of bad lately.
I mentioned in a previous post how one big home repair after another was building up, and I had no idea how I was going to survive it all. I couldn’t afford to fix one big problem much less all of them. One repair would have cleaned me out financially. I made many calls, all to no avail. I put my name on waiting lists which were two years or more, but it was something. Plus I was dealing with some painful, personal issues as well, and I was at the end of my rope physically. The pain and exhaustion were relentless, and I began asking myself, if life is this hard and so painful, why am I here? What was the point of my life? I can’t do much, and all I ever do is ask for help because I can’t survive on my own, and it was killing me. I didn’t want to be here; I didn’t think it was worth it, and I just wanted all to end. The pain, the frustration, the extreme stress, the sadness, the anger, all of it.
Then, when I awoke one morning, I felt this calm feeling washing over me like a waterfall. Then, this small, soft voice said to me, “Relax, my child. You are loved and you will be fine. Don’t give up.” That was the day two angels in the form of friends reached out to me. I was relieved. God heard all my praying and wailing, and once again, He sent me peace and comfort as only He can.
You see? There is so much good which can come out of the bad if you hang in there and have faith. Even in all my anger and dispair, I must have believed, because you can’t be angry at something in which you don’t believe. He will send you what you need and who you need. The help will come at the right time and from the right people. Good people do exist. Had I not hung in there, I wouldn’t have been at the author fair, and I would have never met this lady who wants to interview me and share my story in her book. This will bring so many blessings I never even considered.
So please, my friends, never give up faith and never give up hope! There could be so many blessings hidden inside of what is going on right now, and as survivors, we can be the vessels of these blessings. We all have a purpose in this life. It’s a puzzle, and we all fit somehow.
Have a wonderful day, everybody!
Love and hugs,
Beckie.
This came about a month ago. Life was so hard in just about every way possible. I was sinking like the Titanic. I was desperate. One big thing after another was piling up, and I knew I would never have enough money to fix it all, much less some of it. Even one repair would have cleaned me out financially. I was dealing with so many other personal issues, plus I was at a low physically. Low; hell, I was at the bottom of the barrel. It really couldn’t not have been much worse. For several days, I was dispondent; I was, “there.” If life was really this hard and painful, was it even worth it? I didn’t want to be here, and I almost wasn’t. But, once again, God spared me; I felt His presence, and a wave of calm washed over me, and this soft, still voice said to me, “You will be fine. Be still. Be calm. It will work out.”
This was the voice of God. It had to be. That was when I received that blessing, which brings me to my point. Just when you think you can’t get any lower, and just when you think it can’t get any worse, that’s when wonderful things happen, and that’s when wonderful people step up to the plate. Yes, these are also the times when your, “friends” desert you and forsake you. That happened to me as well. One who would always refer to herself and her family as, “good Christians.” no longer wanted anything to do with me. But, those people do not belong in your life. No matter what they might say, they are not people of God, and if we don’t remove them from our lives, chances are God will. They will be replaced by friends you deserve.
In spite of where I have been, there has been a lot of good which has come out of the bad. At the end, you will be taken care of by God and by the people He brings into our lives, and believe it or not, by the people He removes from our lives. They become blessings when they leave our lives.
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