«Я — Никто»
Здравствуйте, меня зовут тревожка (тот самый тревожник/лися/лисик), но ещё я Марк Немо (@nemo). Да, я квир-писатель/поэт.
Хочу раскрыть о себе правду... в 12 лет я начал писать свои первые рассказы и стихи, в 14 лет принят свою гомосексуальность, в 16 лет я создал своё медиа (@official), и сейчас я готов сказать пару слов о себе настоящем. «Я — Никто» — это правда, до появления медиа Голос большинство статей я писал с помощью ИИ, сейчас я пишу их сам.
Когда ЛГБТ признали "экстремистским" у меня появились первые друзья квиры, но я им врал, что меня кто-то насиловал в отношениях с парнями... Тогда я думал, что будь я таким невинным смогу иметь друзей, но я ошибся... Я просто хотел чтобы рядом был кто-то, кто услышал бы меня.
И вот спустя время я готов сказать, что я ошибка... В своих книгах я пишу о своих чувствах, боли, о том как сильно хочу уйти из жизни... Но тут есть доля правды... меня насиловали, били и избивали ногой в школе, я резался, потому что не могу никак иначе высвободить боль... И в свои 16 лет я регулярно посещал директора и психолога школы, т.к. я защищал свои права.
Сейчас, я просто хочу чтобы не смотря на мои ошибки, ложь что колит глаза, вы простили меня, кто-то просто перестанет со мной общаться, я готов остаться 1:1 с собой...
#writer #gaywriter #LGBTQ #Tr_GolosMe #MarkNemo #ГорькаяПравда #селфхарм #abuse
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мне кажется, ЛитРес будет против...
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Season 3 continues with episode 2, "Matt's Aftermath!" Has Matt moved on from Chrissy?
https://dollsexposed.com/2026/01/matts-aftermath/
#dollsexposed #doll #photography #fiction #craft #writing #gay #gaywriter
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VALAR MORGHULIS
https://thelavendergaze.com/2017/01/valar-morghulis/All men must die.
Such a fact of life,
we fervently neglect.Out of sight,
out of mind ...#DarkPoetry #Death #GayWriter #Life #Poems #Poetry #PoetryCommunity #ReflectionsOnLife #Existential #ExistentialQuestions
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CW: sexually-related
DO YOU LIKE S&M?
https://thelavendergaze.com/2017/01/do-you-like-sm/S&M: sadism and masochism – two words that elicit a range of reactions from disgust and judgement to curiosity and excitement ...
#Abuse #BDSM #GayWriter #Guilt #Power #QueerMastodon #QueerWriters #ReflectionsOnLife #Religion #Writing #WritingCommunity #Sex #Sadism #Masochism
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PAIN MUST AND WILL COME
https://thelavendergaze.com/2016/11/pain-must-and-will-come/We try to avoid pain. We surround ourselves with comfort. We invest in our future ...
#Existential #ExistentialQuestions #GayWriter #Life #Pain #Philosophy #QueerMastodon #QueerWriters #ReflectionsOnLife #WritingCommunity #Writing
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SMILE AT A STRANGER
https://thelavendergaze.com/2017/01/smile-at-a-stranger/We crave connection. Yet, we live in a world that is so scared of it ...
#Connect #GayWriter #Life #QueerMastodon #QueerWriters #ReflectionsOnLife #VulnerableWriting #WritingCommunity
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FACING THE HURRICANE
https://thelavendergaze.com/2016/11/facing-the-hurricane/We are afraid of the unknown – a force so much bigger than we are and over which we have no control. We are afraid it will crush us, destroy us …
#Courage #Death #Existential #ExistentialQuestions #Fear #GayWriter #Life #QueerWriters #TheUnknown #Philosophy
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For now
https://thelavendergaze.com/2009/04/for-now/You chose to sail through stormy weather,
unchartered waters and raging seas.
You could run away
live life as many do:
as “normal” guys –#ComingOut #Gay #GayLove #GayWriter #LGBTQ #LGBTQLove #LGBTQPoetry #Poetry #PoetryCommunity #Pride #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerLove #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters
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NOWHERE
https://thelavendergaze.com/2025/07/nowhere/Always seeking
never finding.Always nowhere
never arriving ...#DarkPoetry #Existential #GayWriter #Nowhere #Poems #Poetry #QueerArtist #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters #VulnerableWriting
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Intense release
https://thelavendergaze.com/2024/02/intense-release/24 February 2024 Touch me – bring me to the edge. Moaning I withholdthat which you let me retainwaiting for that cry of releasewhen my body shuddersmy face contortswith pleasurable intensityas you jerk me off. Kiss meand hold me tightin that moment. White fluid spreads betw
#Gay #GayLove #GayWriter #LGBTQ #LGBTQLove #LGBTQPoetry #Poems #Poetry #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerLove #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters #Sex
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Shackled
https://thelavendergaze.com/2022/06/shackled/11 June 2022 There was a boy who became a man. Almost – not entirely. Part of him would remain in that in-between space called adolescence. Stuck like a wraith. Shackled by guilt. Image credits: Ahmad Juliyanto
#Gay #GayWriter #GrowingUp #Guilt #LGBTQ #Poems #Poetry #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters #VulnerableWriting
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The life of a café latte
https://thelavendergaze.com/2025/10/the-life-of-a-cafe-latte/You look at the two tall transparent glasses in front of you …
#ComplexityOfLife #Death #Existential #ExistentialQuestions #GayWriter #Philosophy #QueerArtist #QueerMastodon #QueerWriters #ReflectionsOnLife
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Our daily bread
https://thelavendergaze.com/2009/03/our-daily-bread-2/Give us today our daily bread …
today and every day …#DarkPoetry #Despair #GayWriter #LGBTQ #Poems #Poetry #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters #ReligiousTrauma #VulnerableWriting #WritingCommunity
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Undress me
https://thelavendergaze.com/2017/02/undress-me/Undress me.
Let me lie naked before you
as I am
without protection or masks …#AuthenticSelf #FreeVerse #GayLove #GayWriter #LGBTQ #LGBTQLove #LGBTQPoetry #Poems #Poetry #PoetryCommunity #Pride #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerLove #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #Sensual #VulnerableWriting #WritingCommunity
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What I learned about writing doll fiction: plan your sets, experiment with angles, and yes put your characters through hell (and back).
Full Season 2 production notes 👉 https://dollsexposed.com/2025/09/making-season-2-production-notes/
#dollsexposed #fictionwriter #gaywriter #queerwriters #queerfiction #lgbtauthor #ownvoices #writingcommunity #gay #doll
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New blog post about leaving home to go home and when do I really feel at home.
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Check out my latest Youtube on how I journal every morning, streaming my thoughts onto three pages.
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I started doing Three Pages journalling a month ago. And I quite like it. Read my review below.
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One time my partner’s co-worker said his hair looked like “an explosion in a pillow factory” which is, of course, an awful thing to say but we still laugh about it years later. Well, when I woke up today my hair could realllly only be described that way. 😂
#GayBear #WildHair #IWokeUpLikeThis #GayWriter #GaySelfie #GayAuthors #GayWriters
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Should this be my new author photo? 😂
#gay #gaybear #queer #queerauthor #gayauthor #writer #gaywriter
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One year ago, Vince Knight walked away from his role as crime lord of Port Knot. In his absence, the gangs he founded went to war. Now he's back to crush them all.
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"... kept me gripped from start to finish..."⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
"Really enjoyable read with plenty of action..."My new novel is out now in paperback and ebook.
This link will take you to your local Amazon listing: https://Mybook.to/theseyoungwolves
#newbook #NewRelease #historicalfiction #LGBTQ #gaywriter #gaybook #bookstodon
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THESE YOUNG WOLVES is available from the publisher today and everywhere else on Tuesday 20th, but you can read chapter one for free right now!
https://glennquigley.com/theseyoungwolves#excerpt
#amwriting #writingcommunity #newbook #NewRelease #historicalfiction #LGBTQ #gaywriter #gaybook #booktok #freesample #freestory
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📚COVER REVEAL! 📚
Here is the cover to my next novel- THESE YOUNG WOLVES. This will be released in paperback and ebook on 20th December but you can pre-order the ebook version now and get it four days early!
https://ninestarpress.com/product/these-young-wolves/One year ago, Vince Knight walked away from his role as crime lord of Port Knot. In his absence, the gangs he founded went to war. Now he's back to crush them all.
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Are you a #gaywriter? I want to follow you! And any #LGBTQ writers, for that matter!
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Hi everyone, here is the cover to my next release, THE GREAT SANTA SHOWDOWN! It's a festive, feel-good fable full of fuller-figured Father Christmases!
This gay short story is up for pre-order right now on the JMS Books website and will be released on 10th December!
https://www.jms-books.com/glenn-quigley-c-224_559/the-great-santa-showdown-p-4550.html#bookstagram #books #thegreatsantashowdown #queerreads #mmromance #jmsbooks #daddybear #bearsofinstagram #gaybear #bear #gaywriter #booktok #shortstory #bookstagramuk
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Shackled
There was a boy who became a man. Almost – not entirely. Part of him would remain in that space in-between called adolescence. -
Do you like S&M?
sexually-relatedhttps://thelavendergaze.wordpress.com/2017/01/10/sm-connection/
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Smile at a stranger
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Facing the hurricane
We are afraid of the unknown – a force so much bigger than we are and over which we have no control. We are afraid it will crush us, destroy us. We feel utterly insignificant in front of it. It moves at its own pace and without any consideration of us. It has a will of its own – or, perhaps more terrifyingly, it has no will. Such is Life. It is always unknown. And this terrifies us. In the face of it, we hide away in the tiny, comfortable boxes we create for ourselves, imagining that […]