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  1. I missed this article from 2024 and it means I could have PTSD or Complex PTSD. theguardian.com/society/articl

    It fits very well when the wheels came off my mind when I was 12/13 after we had moved from where the sexual abuse was happening.

    Not that it would make any difference if I was relabelled - they won’t - but I wouldn’t mind saying I had PTSD whereas I tell no-one about my Borderline PD diagnosis.

    #borderline #eupd #ptsd

  2. I missed this article from 2024 and it means I could have PTSD or Complex PTSD. theguardian.com/society/articl

    It fits very well when the wheels came off my mind when I was 12/13 after we had moved from where the sexual abuse was happening.

    Not that it would make any difference if I was relabelled - they won’t - but I wouldn’t mind saying I had PTSD whereas I tell no-one about my Borderline PD diagnosis.

    #borderline #eupd #ptsd

  3. I missed this article from 2024 and it means I could have PTSD or Complex PTSD. theguardian.com/society/articl

    It fits very well when the wheels came off my mind when I was 12/13 after we had moved from where the sexual abuse was happening.

    Not that it would make any difference if I was relabelled - they won’t - but I wouldn’t mind saying I had PTSD whereas I tell no-one about my Borderline PD diagnosis.

    #borderline #eupd #ptsd

  4. I missed this article from 2024 and it means I could have PTSD or Complex PTSD. theguardian.com/society/articl

    It fits very well when the wheels came off my mind when I was 12/13 after we had moved from where the sexual abuse was happening.

    Not that it would make any difference if I was relabelled - they won’t - but I wouldn’t mind saying I had PTSD whereas I tell no-one about my Borderline PD diagnosis.

    #borderline #eupd #ptsd

  5. RE: mastodon.online/@Geri/11563219

    i suffer from #EUPD & #DysthymicDisorder which are mental health disorders, but they do impair my social movement & now also exhaust the hell out of me so i'd say i'm ok to join in

  6. RE: mastodon.online/@Geri/11563219

    i suffer from #EUPD & #DysthymicDisorder which are mental health disorders, but they do impair my social movement & now also exhaust the hell out of me so i'd say i'm ok to join in

  7. It’s never a stranger that says words that cut.

    It’s rarely a friend that says words that hurt.

    It’s always family.

    And they know not to.

    But they do.

    #bpd #eupd

  8. no, a vague smile and wave does not make it better.

    You smashed a window and no matter what you do it stays smashed.

    this is sh territory and you'll never know it. or care.

    #bpd #eupd

  9. Day is going okay then someone who does know better, should no better goes with an unprovoked one sentence which is an attack. They know, KNOW, it's wrong.

    and my day stops.

    I don't know how to describe it apart from being someone to then retreating inside me to be the smallest insignificant thing.

    Pink was right - Build that wall.

    #bpd #eupd

  10. 万代宣布上海闪耀色彩 MR 演唱会活动。1/11-1/12。EUPD (逸兴欢悦)举办。

    - 作为 “Project IM@S 3.0 Vision” 的一部分,《偶像大师》企划宣布将强化对 MR (Mixed Reality, 混合现实) 的利用。观众猜测本场演唱会活动或无声优实际出演。
    - EUPD 在举办七月 BanG Dream! 企划 Roselia「Rosenchor」上海追加公演时的表现受到争议。观众怀疑其故意只在官方购票渠道投放少量门票,以抬高门票售价。

    https://idolmaster-official.jp/news/01_13926

    #IDOLMASTER #EUPD

    Telegram 原文

  11. #introduction | hello world! I am a 50yr old punk called 'gif' meaning poison in dutch. i study #criminology and #psychology at the OU, I am diagnosed with #EUPD (formerly known as borderline personality disorder) and a mood disorder, I identify as non-binary, please use mx, they|him pronouns. I write about above topics from an #anarchist perspective > state and corporate crime and the criminalisation of cluster-B personality disorders. subscribe if you :) my work: gifsartidote.life

  12. #introduction | hello world! I am a 50yr old punk called 'gif' meaning poison in dutch. i study #criminology and #psychology at the OU, I am diagnosed with #EUPD (formerly known as borderline personality disorder) and a mood disorder, I identify as non-binary, please use mx, they|him pronouns. I write about above topics from an #anarchist perspective > state and corporate crime and the criminalisation of cluster-B personality disorders. subscribe if you :) my work: gifsartidote.life

  13. #introduction | hello world! I am a 50yr old punk called 'gif' meaning poison in dutch. i study #criminology and #psychology at the OU, I am diagnosed with #EUPD (formerly known as borderline personality disorder) and a mood disorder, I identify as non-binary, please use mx, they|him pronouns. I write about above topics from an #anarchist perspective > state and corporate crime and the criminalisation of cluster-B personality disorders. subscribe if you :) my work: gifsartidote.life

  14. #introduction | hello world! I am a 50yr old punk called 'gif' meaning poison in dutch. i study #criminology and #psychology at the OU, I am diagnosed with #EUPD (formerly known as borderline personality disorder) and a mood disorder, I identify as non-binary, please use mx, they|him pronouns. I write about above topics from an #anarchist perspective > state and corporate crime and the criminalisation of cluster-B personality disorders. subscribe if you :) my work: gifsartidote.life

  15. #introduction | hello world! I am a 50yr old punk called 'gif' meaning poison in dutch. i study #criminology and #psychology at the OU, I am diagnosed with #EUPD (formerly known as borderline personality disorder) and a mood disorder, I identify as non-binary, please use mx, they|him pronouns. I write about above topics from an #anarchist perspective > state and corporate crime and the criminalisation of cluster-B personality disorders. subscribe if you :) my work: gifsartidote.life

  16. What are my odds of getting my MH diagnosis changed from BPD/EUPD to PTSD?

    If I did get the change, what are my odds of getting real actual help?

    I reckon the odds are of my digging in my neighbour's garden and finding the worlds biggest diamond.

    #ptsd #bpd #eupd #diamonds

  17. I am male. I have no memories before ~11 years old. We moved away from the area where I had attended Catholic school for several years. Little boy, #catholic priest … you know the rest.

    My earliest memories are of self-harming.

    A comment by a counsellor a year ago briefly opened my mind and I was mentally in a very bad place again.

    So this makes perfect sense.

    theguardian.com/society/articl

    #eupd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #ptsd

  18. I wonder what it must be like to wake up the same head, same thoughts every day

    Two days ago something in my head took a detour. It is still detouring

    Is it me?
    What did I do wrong? - even though I have done nothing
    Who am I really?
    Would SIB be part of the answer? No

    This too shall pass
    That’s what my tattoo says (not in EN)

    I have to wait.
    I will be okay
    If I wait.

    #bpd #eupd

  19. I can have 1205 #steam friends

    I have 17

    2 have died

    6 of them are me

    How many people IRL would I call a #friend?

    0

    How many close friends?

    0

    “So it goes”

    #bpd #eupd #itiswhatitis #splitting

  20. Looking at my #pinboard bookmarks I started saving #bpd links in 2012, so that'll be when I was diagnosed.
    Sadly though so many of them are now dead links.

    If you are curious as the mind of those of us with #bpd (also known as #eupd) the criteria are here:

    verywellmind.com/borderline-pe

    Spolier - it is horrible.

  21. CW: Mention of Suicide & Self Harm

    Let me get this off my chest. Christmas Eve is a bit of a trigger for me.
    Last year we lost contact with our daughter during Christmas eve. I drove down to her in the evening and found her in her flat unconscious and barely responsive - she'd taken a huge overdose of anti-psychotics.
    The year went on with attempted drownings, ligatures, overdoses and major self harm through fasting and cutting.
    All the while the professionals were saying "people with personality disorders do this all the time - don't worry, she won't /actually/ kill herself."

    In September she jumped from a motorway bridge breaking her spine, pelvis and sternum.
    She's since opened up about major abuse during her marriage.

    She's also starting to make great progress in both her physical and mental health.
    Long may it continue, but bear with me if I'm not a jolly holly berry today.

    The new year will be more joyful.

    #EUPD #PTSD #BPD #mentalHealth

  22. CW: Mention of Suicide & Self Harm

    Let me get this off my chest. Christmas Eve is a bit of a trigger for me.
    Last year we lost contact with our daughter during Christmas eve. I drove down to her in the evening and found her in her flat unconscious and barely responsive - she'd taken a huge overdose of anti-psychotics.
    The year went on with attempted drownings, ligatures, overdoses and major self harm through fasting and cutting.
    All the while the professionals were saying "people with personality disorders do this all the time - don't worry, she won't /actually/ kill herself."

    In September she jumped from a motorway bridge breaking her spine, pelvis and sternum.
    She's since opened up about major abuse during her marriage.

    She's also starting to make great progress in both her physical and mental health.
    Long may it continue, but bear with me if I'm not a jolly holly berry today.

    The new year will be more joyful.

    #EUPD #PTSD #BPD #mentalHealth

  23. CW: Mention of Suicide & Self Harm

    Let me get this off my chest. Christmas Eve is a bit of a trigger for me.
    Last year we lost contact with our daughter during Christmas eve. I drove down to her in the evening and found her in her flat unconscious and barely responsive - she'd taken a huge overdose of anti-psychotics.
    The year went on with attempted drownings, ligatures, overdoses and major self harm through fasting and cutting.
    All the while the professionals were saying "people with personality disorders do this all the time - don't worry, she won't /actually/ kill herself."

    In September she jumped from a motorway bridge breaking her spine, pelvis and sternum.
    She's since opened up about major abuse during her marriage.

    She's also starting to make great progress in both her physical and mental health.
    Long may it continue, but bear with me if I'm not a jolly holly berry today.

    The new year will be more joyful.

    #EUPD #PTSD #BPD #mentalHealth

  24. CW: Mention of Suicide & Self Harm

    Let me get this off my chest. Christmas Eve is a bit of a trigger for me.
    Last year we lost contact with our daughter during Christmas eve. I drove down to her in the evening and found her in her flat unconscious and barely responsive - she'd taken a huge overdose of anti-psychotics.
    The year went on with attempted drownings, ligatures, overdoses and major self harm through fasting and cutting.
    All the while the professionals were saying "people with personality disorders do this all the time - don't worry, she won't /actually/ kill herself."

    In September she jumped from a motorway bridge breaking her spine, pelvis and sternum.
    She's since opened up about major abuse during her marriage.

    She's also starting to make great progress in both her physical and mental health.
    Long may it continue, but bear with me if I'm not a jolly holly berry today.

    The new year will be more joyful.

    #EUPD #PTSD #BPD #mentalHealth

  25. CW: Mention of Suicide & Self Harm

    Let me get this off my chest. Christmas Eve is a bit of a trigger for me.
    Last year we lost contact with our daughter during Christmas eve. I drove down to her in the evening and found her in her flat unconscious and barely responsive - she'd taken a huge overdose of anti-psychotics.
    The year went on with attempted drownings, ligatures, overdoses and major self harm through fasting and cutting.
    All the while the professionals were saying "people with personality disorders do this all the time - don't worry, she won't /actually/ kill herself."

    In September she jumped from a motorway bridge breaking her spine, pelvis and sternum.
    She's since opened up about major abuse during her marriage.

    She's also starting to make great progress in both her physical and mental health.
    Long may it continue, but bear with me if I'm not a jolly holly berry today.

    The new year will be more joyful.

    #EUPD #PTSD #BPD #mentalHealth

  26. CW: Mention of suicide

    For those who remember the ongoing saga of my daughter and her recovery from her attempted suicide....

    She's leaving the acute hospital today to continue her recovery and (hopefully) get some useful therapy at a psychiatric hospital near to where she used to live, and near to where she's still employed (albeit on zero pay).

    It's a longer journey for us to visit her, but it's a very long journey that she's on.

    #mentalHealth #EUPD #BPD #PTSD

  27. CW: Mention of suicide

    For those who remember the ongoing saga of my daughter and her recovery from her attempted suicide....

    She's leaving the acute hospital today to continue her recovery and (hopefully) get some useful therapy at a psychiatric hospital near to where she used to live, and near to where she's still employed (albeit on zero pay).

    It's a longer journey for us to visit her, but it's a very long journey that she's on.

    #mentalHealth #EUPD #BPD #PTSD

  28. CW: Mention of suicide

    For those who remember the ongoing saga of my daughter and her recovery from her attempted suicide....

    She's leaving the acute hospital today to continue her recovery and (hopefully) get some useful therapy at a psychiatric hospital near to where she used to live, and near to where she's still employed (albeit on zero pay).

    It's a longer journey for us to visit her, but it's a very long journey that she's on.

    #mentalHealth #EUPD #BPD #PTSD

  29. CW: Mention of suicide

    For those who remember the ongoing saga of my daughter and her recovery from her attempted suicide....

    She's leaving the acute hospital today to continue her recovery and (hopefully) get some useful therapy at a psychiatric hospital near to where she used to live, and near to where she's still employed (albeit on zero pay).

    It's a longer journey for us to visit her, but it's a very long journey that she's on.

    #mentalHealth #EUPD #BPD #PTSD

  30. Just when you think that the people around you have 'got' #mentalHealth one of them asks "could it be her diet causing it?"
    FFS

    #EUPD #PTSD #BPD

  31. Just when you think that the people around you have 'got' #mentalHealth one of them asks "could it be her diet causing it?"
    FFS

    #EUPD #PTSD #BPD

  32. Just when you think that the people around you have 'got' #mentalHealth one of them asks "could it be her diet causing it?"
    FFS

    #EUPD #PTSD #BPD

  33. Just when you think that the people around you have 'got' #mentalHealth one of them asks "could it be her diet causing it?"
    FFS

    #EUPD #PTSD #BPD

  34. We've been to see our daughter in the hospital today.
    She's slowly coming to the realisation that she's not going to be able to walk any significant distance for months, possibly years, and maybe for ever.
    She doesn't see how it's going to affect her life in terms of housing, work and everything else.
    I wish I could say "ah but she's a fighter" but she's not - she hasn't got that kind of mental resilience.

    It's going to be a long road (as if so far hasn't been long enough)

    @caregivers #disability #EUPD

  35. We've been to see our daughter in the hospital today.
    She's slowly coming to the realisation that she's not going to be able to walk any significant distance for months, possibly years, and maybe for ever.
    She doesn't see how it's going to affect her life in terms of housing, work and everything else.
    I wish I could say "ah but she's a fighter" but she's not - she hasn't got that kind of mental resilience.

    It's going to be a long road (as if so far hasn't been long enough)

    @caregivers #disability #EUPD

  36. We've been to see our daughter in the hospital today.
    She's slowly coming to the realisation that she's not going to be able to walk any significant distance for months, possibly years, and maybe for ever.
    She doesn't see how it's going to affect her life in terms of housing, work and everything else.
    I wish I could say "ah but she's a fighter" but she's not - she hasn't got that kind of mental resilience.

    It's going to be a long road (as if so far hasn't been long enough)

    @caregivers #disability #EUPD

  37. We've been to see our daughter in the hospital today.
    She's slowly coming to the realisation that she's not going to be able to walk any significant distance for months, possibly years, and maybe for ever.
    She doesn't see how it's going to affect her life in terms of housing, work and everything else.
    I wish I could say "ah but she's a fighter" but she's not - she hasn't got that kind of mental resilience.

    It's going to be a long road (as if so far hasn't been long enough)

    @caregivers #disability #EUPD

  38. We've been to see our daughter in the hospital today.
    She's slowly coming to the realisation that she's not going to be able to walk any significant distance for months, possibly years, and maybe for ever.
    She doesn't see how it's going to affect her life in terms of housing, work and everything else.
    I wish I could say "ah but she's a fighter" but she's not - she hasn't got that kind of mental resilience.

    It's going to be a long road (as if so far hasn't been long enough)

    @caregivers #disability #EUPD

  39. We had a family meeting this morning around our daughter's care (previous toots #EUPD / #BPD related).
    This was with a Very Important Person from the management of her mental health Trust.

    The take away point for me was unrelated to her care but about us :
    You can't have a family member with #mentalHealth issues and remain unaffected yourself. The more you try to pull yourself back to the person you once were, the more you will suffer.

  40. We had a family meeting this morning around our daughter's care (previous toots #EUPD / #BPD related).
    This was with a Very Important Person from the management of her mental health Trust.

    The take away point for me was unrelated to her care but about us :
    You can't have a family member with #mentalHealth issues and remain unaffected yourself. The more you try to pull yourself back to the person you once were, the more you will suffer.

  41. We had a family meeting this morning around our daughter's care (previous toots #EUPD / #BPD related).
    This was with a Very Important Person from the management of her mental health Trust.

    The take away point for me was unrelated to her care but about us :
    You can't have a family member with #mentalHealth issues and remain unaffected yourself. The more you try to pull yourself back to the person you once were, the more you will suffer.

  42. We had a family meeting this morning around our daughter's care (previous toots #EUPD / #BPD related).
    This was with a Very Important Person from the management of her mental health Trust.

    The take away point for me was unrelated to her care but about us :
    You can't have a family member with #mentalHealth issues and remain unaffected yourself. The more you try to pull yourself back to the person you once were, the more you will suffer.

  43. We had a family meeting this morning around our daughter's care (previous toots #EUPD / #BPD related).
    This was with a Very Important Person from the management of her mental health Trust.

    The take away point for me was unrelated to her care but about us :
    You can't have a family member with #mentalHealth issues and remain unaffected yourself. The more you try to pull yourself back to the person you once were, the more you will suffer.

  44. Those who've been following my issues with my daughter who has #EUPD may be saddened to hear that she's made a suicide attempt in the last 36 hours leaving her in need of major life changing surgery, which is happening today.

    Be kind to each other - you don't know what anyone else is going through.

    #mentalHealth

  45. Those who've been following my issues with my daughter who has #EUPD may be saddened to hear that she's made a suicide attempt in the last 36 hours leaving her in need of major life changing surgery, which is happening today.

    Be kind to each other - you don't know what anyone else is going through.

    #mentalHealth