#eupd — Public Fediverse posts

I missed this article from 2024 and it means I could have PTSD or Complex PTSD. https://www.theguardian.com/society/article/2024/may/12/is-this-actually-ptsd-clinicians-divided-over-redefining-borderline-personality-disorder

It fits very well when the wheels came off my mind when I was 12/13 after we had moved from where the sexual abuse was happening.

Not that it would make any difference if I was relabelled - they won’t - but I wouldn’t mind saying I had PTSD whereas I tell no-one about my Borderline PD diagnosis.

#borderline #eupd #ptsd

I am male. I have no memories before ~11 years old. We moved away from the area where I had attended Catholic school for several years. Little boy, #catholic priest … you know the rest.

My earliest memories are of self-harming.

A comment by a counsellor a year ago briefly opened my mind and I was mentally in a very bad place again.

So this makes perfect sense.

https://www.theguardian.com/society/article/2024/may/12/is-this-actually-ptsd-clinicians-divided-over-redefining-borderline-personality-disorder

#eupd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #ptsd

I can have 1205 #steam friends

I have 17

2 have died

6 of them are me

How many people IRL would I call a #friend?

0

How many close friends?

0

“So it goes”

#bpd #eupd #itiswhatitis #splitting

Having a bit of a cry about how lonely I am all of a sudden. Something is wrong with me which is why I’m alone. It’s not others it’s a me problem 😭 #Loneliness #Sad #Sadness #Depression #Depressed #Anxiety #NEISvoid #Trauma #MentalHealth #MentalillnessAwareness #MentalIllness #BPD #EUPD #BPDfam #Newbie #NewbiesOk #NewbiesWelcome #Crying #TwitterGang #TwitterMigrant #TwitterMigration #Spoonie #TraumaRecovery #ChronicIllness #ChronicLife #fibromyalgia #ChronicPain #NeurodivergentSquad 💔