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“depersonalization blues”

these are the lengths you drove me to 
I don't write verses anymore, I write indictments 
I built a twisted empire out of everything you were
too afraid to touch in all of the places I knew you'd 
never look, and there, in the shadows, I waited
you did exactly what I wanted you to do. 

anger is a tool, I made it into an art form because of you.

I may be half the things you are but I am everywhere 
you're not, and that's something to be proud of when
I could outclass you in my sleep by the time I was 
fourteen. doesn't that eat you alive?
knowing that you created the one person who could 
ever destroy you?

so go on, sleep soundly now, make those jokes 
at my expense, tell them all I died or went insane 
because the joke’s on you -
I may be crazy, but you made me that way

and I'm infinitely happier when you're gone

-Allēna & June, 8/13/2025

#depersonalization #enneagram8 #enneagram8w9 #poetry #Processing #queerpoet

“depersonalization blues”

these are the lengths you drove me to 
I don't write verses anymore, I write indictments 
I built a twisted empire out of everything you were
too afraid to touch in all of the places I knew you'd 
never look, and there, in the shadows, I waited
you did exactly what I wanted you to do. 

anger is a tool, I made it into an art form because of you.

I may be half the things you are but I am everywhere 
you're not, and that's something to be proud of when
I could outclass you in my sleep by the time I was 
fourteen. doesn't that eat you alive?
knowing that you created the one person who could 
ever destroy you?

so go on, sleep soundly now, make those jokes 
at my expense, tell them all I died or went insane 
because the joke’s on you -
I may be crazy, but you made me that way

and I'm infinitely happier when you're gone

-Allēna & June, 8/13/2025

#depersonalization #enneagram8 #enneagram8w9 #poetry #Processing #queerpoet