Awoke with a headache
Instant tight rope walk
Between things done and undone
Between a body cooperating and not
I want to contribute
I want to create
But everything
Between my ears ache
And tears come too easy
Maybe it’s just a headache
Maybe…maybe…maybe
Maybe it’s another sign
That I’m circling the drain
Into a flare
But nothing to fear
I just lost everything last time
How many more pivots can I manage?
How much more hope can I fabricate?
#poetry #chronicillness #disability #ehlersdanlossyndrome #hope