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  1. 👼🏻☺️~Welcome to my Mind~🌀😈 👌 @welcome2mymindblog.wordpress.com@welcome2mymindblog.wordpress.com ·

    Just a Rant on Depression~

    F*ck man I’m telling you; depression is Such a stone cold bitch.
    I’ll be watching TV and all of the sudden I get this dark yet soft,, malicious voice that starts whispering  these horrible things.
    It takes my biggest insecurities and fears and exploits them…
    One of the worst symptoms for me is just this dark, hopeless physically heavy ,;feeling that makes you not  want to get out of bed…Gravity feels like its 3x stronger…  you feel so empty that you want tnt to cur yourself…

    .THAT is what kills me. Destroys you from the inside out
    I normally don’t have this that bad when I’m on a good, consistent regimen  of medications as well as having a good support system. …
    You can’t do it alone.
    Only issue is that A) starting a new psych med is like being a lab rat. You never know what you’re gonna get. B) like everything in life, you gain a tolerance  and you have to start a whole new medication …
    I knew that I needed to get help when I literally couldn’t out of bed without cutting myself.
    I carved “DIE” into my thigh.
    THAT IS NOT NORMAL BEHAVIOR

    So my primary doctor  started me off with Lexapro when I was 18 I think and it changed my life.
    After a week or so, that heavy boulder that has been sitting on my chest just went away.
    I felt 100x lighter  and the voices stopped being so loud and my panic attacks (that I have been plagued with stopped too!
    It was like my “happy” switch was finally turned on
    And I’ve stayed on at least 2 psych meds ever since then.

    Not trying to push medication, but there absolutely are people who genuinely need them who can’t get better on their own and are close to su!cide.
    THEN there’s all the other people who abuse the system and are just trying to “be edgy”.
    I do NOT advocate for medication for just anybody/everybody.  Only those who genuinely can’t get out of bed even if there was a damn fire because of depression.
    If your house goes from clean and adorable to a big mess because your mind keeps giving you ideas on suic!de.
    If you’re chemically unbalanced  mind ever ruins events that are supposed to be fun..
    You might have Major Depressive Disorder.

    But Everybody is different and heals in there own way.
    I DO however recommend/advocate  for therapy. Think everyone should see a therapist at least once a week.
    It is just SO freeing- and  helps keep your mind  straigh.

    But anyways I’m probably just talking to myself  I doubt anyone reads this

    But you know what? FUCK that shit.
    My writings at least  help me.
    If you are reading this, 
    Please don’t ever stop fighting!
    And please never lose your soul…
    It’s  hard af to get back. ❤️‍啕
    Remember that as long as there’s still air in your lungs,  you still have time to change.

    ❣️

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    #addiction #anxiety #borderline #Borderlinepersonalitydisorder #Bpd #characterEvolution #death #Depression #dying #fuckLife #grief #lateNightThoughts #lifeLessons #loneliness #mentalIllness #Mentalillness #motivation #motivational
  2. 💪 How does Ash's connection to ToxNet transform him? Find out in this groundbreaking environmental LitRPG - FREE with Kindle Unlimited! 🌿 a.co/d/clopaWc

    #CharacterEvolution #LitRPG #KindleUnlimited #ProgressionFantasy #ToxNet #ReadingList

  3. 💪 How does Ash's connection to ToxNet transform him? Find out in this groundbreaking environmental LitRPG - FREE with Kindle Unlimited! 🌿 a.co/d/clopaWc

    #CharacterEvolution #LitRPG #KindleUnlimited #ProgressionFantasy #ToxNet #ReadingList

  4. Character evolution (Evolution 🧬)

    Character evolution is the process by which a character or trait evolves along the branches of an evolutionary tree. Character evolution usually refers to single changes within a lineage that make this lineage unique from others. These changes are called character state changes and they are often used in the study of evolution to provide a record of common ancestry. Character ...

    en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Characte

    #CharacterEvolution #Evolution