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@amiserabilist @Kierkegaanks @Soldusty @Mrfunkedude @MAJ1 @Alice The Culture Novels are better version of this, 'drug glands!'
That's the sort of Future I was promised!
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Well, after trying out Vivaldi for a few months:
It comes with a load of "bloat" to make things easier / more convenient.
-Note app you can access from the edge of your browser, which then obscures the website you're looking at - My PC has a note app that I can access in the same way from it's toolbar.
- A thing for reading / books - Er? I read books & use a physical bookmark & if I'm working my way through an e-book, it has a bookmark feature.
- A Tab selector - because using the actual tabs is too hard ??🙄Some other bloat stuff was there too but I don't remember as I never used them.
Also, had a problem with backwards compatibility or something. KeePassXC browser extension refusing to show up on my homepage tabs / website login pages unless I refreshed them. The suggestion by one helpful techbro was that my version of Linux mint (about a year old now) was too old 🤦 🤬.
As well as all that, many US based people are at the top of Vivaldi's personnel structure so, a red flag anyone?... Probably explains the obsession with Bloatware™️.It's good to see that Firefox have made it easy to have the AI shutdown & that there are Extensions that can help enforce it should FF forget in a future update.
And KeePassXC extension has zero problems detecting & showing up for my Homepage tabs / webpages. No useless bloat & it feels lighter & snappier.
LibreWolf on standby for when FF shit the bed again but open to suggestions. -
Well, after trying out Vivaldi for a few months:
It comes with a load of "bloat" to make things easier / more convenient.
-Note app you can access from the edge of your browser, which then obscures the website you're looking at - My PC has a note app that I can access in the same way from it's toolbar.
- A thing for reading / books - Er? I read books & use a physical bookmark & if I'm working my way through an e-book, it has a bookmark feature.
- A Tab selector - because using the actual tabs is too hard ??🙄Some other bloat stuff was there too but I don't remember as I never used them.
Also, had a problem with backwards compatibility or something. KeePassXC browser extension refusing to show up on my homepage tabs / website login pages unless I refreshed them. The suggestion by one helpful techbro was that my version of Linux mint (about a year old now) was too old 🤦 🤬.
As well as all that, many US based people are at the top of Vivaldi's personnel structure so, a red flag anyone?... Probably explains the obsession with Bloatware™️.It's good to see that Firefox have made it easy to have the AI shutdown & that there are Extensions that can help enforce it should FF forget in a future update.
And KeePassXC extension has zero problems detecting & showing up for my Homepage tabs / webpages. No useless bloat & it feels lighter & snappier.
LibreWolf on standby for when FF shit the bed again but open to suggestions. -
Finally, a proper rest day now that breakfast has been survived, teeth brushed & pot of green tea has been made all my brain wants to do is sit down & work on creating checklists 🤦🤣.
As long as it lets me veg & watch something off Netflix or via Freeview while it dies its thing I can live with it.
#RestDay #SelfSabotage #RollWithIt #Relaxing #SpoonBuilding #SelfCare #TurnDiceIntoSpoons
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Another delayed start, thanks to yesterday's unwelcome discovery, looking up humane traps & where to put them. Then recovery mode before finally getting on with supper & trying to unwind with a movie. Not the movie I'd originally planned (Antman) as I wasn't in the mood for it anymore so rewatched The Remaining.
Made it to bed about 00:30, over an hour earlier than my brain had calculated. Then spent 30+ minutes falling asleep, being instantly woken by phone slipping from hand, as I searched & set up some ambient music for sleep. Yes, I know, why bother 😂 but my brain was, nope, we need this!#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic
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Is it already something something the something morning?
Something something & I was enjoying my something something sleep, something something bloody something daylight something something mornings!
I'll something something frelling something them a something bloody something something morning!#Life #SleepProblems #TissuePaperEyelids #WaferThinEyelids #DaylightOClock #SleepDeprivation
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@actuallyadhd @actuallyautistic
Well, life with no schedule & no solid plans has hit a small bolder today.
I had a vague plan to finally give my Lineage OS a massive update (going through most of the rigmarole of installing fresh OS procedure 😰) & updating a laptop that's been neglected for several months & finally Linux-ifying my Surface that has been missing for many months (possibly a year or more).The small bolder = my phone, thankfully, reminding me that today is library day, swap & renew books. Renew I could do online but swap means prep for peopling mode, get changed & step outside.
Today I started feeling fine but my lack of enough sleep soon caught up, so me & my brain just cringed & thought, "hell no!" to the reminder, but needs must.
I'm glad I managed to just get on with it rather than waste ½ - 1 hour trying to rejig a planned day. It meant I could just get on with it.
I'm back from the library & a quick look in the secondhand bookshop / cafe where I found two books to take home. Got back home, still feeling knackered but also feeling much better.
I doubt I've got the spoons to sort my phone but laptop is doable & if I've still got the time & mood to do it, maybe sort the Surface.
Oops! More than I was expecting to prattle 😅. Guess my autism is in a talky mood.
#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic #Life #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems #MindFog #Burnout #Spoons
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@actuallyadhd @actuallyautistic
Waking up & wondering why my bedside lamp is on & why my phone isn't next to it?
Especially as I remember putting phone next to it & switching the lamp off.
Hello, life stresses. What's happening now?Also, why does my body default to 6 hours sleep? When it clearly needs more? And yet it won't let me install the Nap Time plugin I so desperately need.
Result: permanent dice / spoon deficit
#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems #Burnout #Spoons #NoSpoons
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Why do I even wake up before my eyeballs are even close to coming back online?
Woke up, eyes closed, comfy in bed… time passes, 'okay, what time is it? I'm bored of this now but still comfy if a little toasty with my summer duvet. '
Digs out phone from under pillow & tries to crank open eyes. The eyes are fine but the mechanism's all gummed up & though they open it's a hard slog.
Activate phone & get that blinding light feeling, eyes emergency close slams them shut.
That's better, eyeballs back in hibernation mode, or whatever. I put phone back & just let myself doze but I'm too warm & a bit bored.
I think parts of my brain are seriously out of sync with other parts of my brain & it's not a problem I can fix. Possibly caused by a night-owl trying & failing to adapt & go to bed earlier to get up earlier.
Currently just trying to retrain my body & brain to sleep for 7+ - 8+ hours a night (daytime naps have never caught on) as currently I'm usually managing 6+ hours & often not fit for things like driving or socialising, even when it's my regular weekly art group I attend & usually enjoy.
#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic #Life #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems
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Less than 4 hours sleep & my body trying to roast me after two days of ridiculously high temps. Today is supposed to be 10°C cooler but right now at 05:35 it feels 10°C hotter than the last two days.
So, nobody remind me what it's like to feel comfortable or relatively comfortable.So… this is what the frying pan looks like from down here in the fire?
#Life #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems #Summer #TooWarm #AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic
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Okay, on less than two hours sleep & a bit over an hour of Mastodon, I'm gonna tackle my chores & then either, crawl back into bed or have breakfast & see how the rest of the day goes.
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Less than two hours of sleep. Nightmare wakes me up & then my body turns up the heat.
I mean, seriously? That's taking the piss.I guess I could get some of my chores out of the way but I'm roasting 🥵.
Thanks mother nature, you suck at internal, organic plumbing.#Life #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems #TooWarm #MeltingFromTheInside
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Okay body of mine, I've got up & taken a painkiller, then crawled back into the sleep apparatus known as B.E.D. The painkiller has been working for nearly an hour now, so why won't you let me sleep?
What's with, 'here's a screening of random bad decisions from your past' ?
Okay, fine… I'll get on Mastodon if it will stop this self-torture.
Why have I got a masochist for a brain?
*Kneels down in giant puddle, in a horrendous rainstorm & rants at the sky *
Whhhhhyyyyyy‽#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems
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Feeling wierdly inspired to make a schedule or roster. Problem is I know I'm either, A) going to try it & fail within minutes, hours, days or at some point in the second week or, B) will find myself unable to try it because I've forgotten there's things I need to do that don't fit or because I just don't have the dice/spoons/battery.
It is of course typical that I'm settling down to have supper & watch a film before making an attempt to get to bed before 00:30 instead of after 02:30 when.this urge has to strike. I would like to be able to enjoy my mornings without sleeping or dozing through them.
Fingers 🤞 the movie & my supper distract me enough to leave it till a more sensible time.#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic #Hyperfocus #Burnout #Spoons #NoSpoons #Focus #Life #Sleep #SleepProblems
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Insomnia edition of me survived the pitstop at the art group (no dice for hanging around & peopling or doodling) & then getting the shopping done, all whilst having to people on trams & hoofing it between art group & supermarket.
I was definitely not up to driving on zero sleep.Rats! Need to order new wiper as that's the other reason for not driving, been needing to get a new front wiper since last week 🤣 & figured it would start raining if I drove anywhere.
I guess that makes me a believer in the
god/dess known as Sod.I'll order it when I'm back from my weekend away as knowing sods law I'd get a text halfway to my destination saying it's out for delivery & the prat will leave it in front of my house where anybody can nick it. Yep, that's my usual kinda luck.
Hope people are having a better or at least a less cursed with insomnia day.
#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic #Life #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems
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Okay morning schedule rejigged but I'm now over 10 minutes behind 😆.
#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic #Life #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems
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Okay, may as well get myself into vertical mode & hunt down some breakfast & then rejig my day round the supposed extra 2½ hours of morning time available.
Alternatively, I'll get up, get downstairs & stall once I hit the sofa.
#AuDHD #Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic #Life #Sleep #Insomnia #SleepProblems
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Okay Insomnia, you win but tomorrow night's my night & I expect a minimum of 8 hours of total, dead-to-the-world Z-time.
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I'm glad I managed to get a second go at sleep after only managing 2½ hours before my body became it's own inferno.
Got an extra 4 hours so I am in, zombie / sod everything, mode. I'm amazed I managed to & enjoyed reading a bit in my books & felt some sort of thing that helped me get on & tackle the washing up.
I can now enjoy lunch with nothing I need to do (other than wait for & survive my Mam's phone call). Monday is going to be a duvet day as I did not expect my body to attempt to burn it / me from the inside in the middle of the night. -
I really needed agood night's sleep to help de-zombify me. Temp. = 11°C / Feels like = 10°C. Perfect 😌.
MY BODY: Quick, keep chucking fuel on the fire! This chest cavity & torso are going to be like the Towering Inferno, if it was horizontal … MUAH-HA-HA-HA! MUAH-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA!…
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Shipping forecast for my day, hours before my alarm:
Choking, right-side lung.
Tooth fragment, 4043, recurring 0.
Verses, 1, Me.
Throat, buggered.Natures alarm clock & why I don't recommend it.
Other people:
Birds chirping, chorus crescendo
Human, stirring, clock, fly
Window smashed
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My reboot took less than 7 hours 😃.
*Checks manual *
'… a self-reboot should take 8 hours, give or take ½ an hour…'That might explain why I still feel like I need more down time 😕 & yet, I'm too awake for that.
#Autistic #ADHD #ActuallyADHD #ActuallyAutistic #Life #Sleep #SleepProblems
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* checks time* 22:59
Holy Crum! Is it already that time?
Best get my skates on for supper & maybe I can get up tomorrow & be early enough to finally try my first ever cup of matcha tea.
Will the caffeine help boost my morning zombie-head? 🤔
#Autistic #ADHD #Sleep #SleepProblems #WakingProblems #MorningZombie
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After nearly 10 hours of sleep & dozing I expected to be feeling like I had some energy to do something but apparently that's not how today is going.
Made the mistake of trying to fix pCloud on my Linux. After about an hour of random bouts of thinking, uninstalling, downloading, searching menus, more uninstalling & downloading, etc. I think I've fixed it. Won't know until tomorrow when I start my computer again (I switch it of when I switch off for the day).
So, no productive morning. Will try & get myself to bed early again as I'm clearly in need of some extra sleep.
It's already time to think about prepping lunch so should probably do that so I can have an afternoon available for doing things.
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Why did I wake three hours before my alarm this morning?
Just spending the day being a total zombie. My brain is probably the consistency of a thick, lumpy soup judging by how bleeerrrrggghhhh I feel.
Should really go & get me back to bed for a couple of hours now that I'm full of lunch & slowly- rapidly winding down